Packing sucks. I've never liked it. But I guess it's one of those things you have to do if you want to move somewhere way kewler than where you live now. *sigh* It's just so tedious and time-consuming and boring.
My ex is being a little prick and he made me cry again yesterday. For two damn years, he has not yet learned how to...
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My ex is being a little prick and he made me cry again yesterday. For two damn years, he has not yet learned how to...
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syd67:
I know. Packing's the worst, as I can't pack worth a damn anyway. But hey, think of what you'll be leaving for and what you're leaving behind. You deserve to be happy, not to have miserable people bring you down with them. If I was your real-life-in-person friend, I'd be sad to see you move and would want to hang out with you as much as I could.
syd67:
I'm glad...and you're welcome. what kind of guitar do you own/play? I've meant to ask you that before.
Hey everyone! I'm back. I'll have to go check out all the AMAZING sets that went up while I was away. I'm moving down there (to San Antonio) next weekend! SO fun, so wonderful. And I'm so exhausted. So off to take a nap and then will come back and catch up with all of you wonderful people.
~Love and kisses for you all~
~Love and kisses for you all~
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paleenchantress:
i have missed you so much gorgeous !! im so so glad you are back *yay* !!
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thecowboy:
...was wonderin what happened to ya!...
Well, I'm leaving tomorrow morning fairly early. I'll be gone for two weeks and don't know how much net access I'll have. So if I'm MIA, you know what's up. Today was horribly sad for me. My ex came by to see me, but only for like 30 minutes. And you can tell he doesn't trust himself to get too close to me. It's awful....
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thecowboy:
...you doin okay out there?...
gunterx:
hey, Girl
good luck
kisses
good luck
kisses
It's gonna be another one of those sleepless nights *sigh*
And this is a waste of a journal entry. I'm so bored that I want to write one, but that same mind-numbing boredom keeps me from having anything of importance to say.
Everyone else enjoy your sleep for me!
And this is a waste of a journal entry. I'm so bored that I want to write one, but that same mind-numbing boredom keeps me from having anything of importance to say.
Everyone else enjoy your sleep for me!
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rxqueen:
the fact that you list Self as one of yr favorite bands excites me.
i hope you were able to get some sleep.
i hope you were able to get some sleep.
purpledaisy:
i have been suffering of boredom too lately, must be spreading through the air, i swear it is going to kill me, much love and hopefully you are having some fun now. 
Thank to everyone who was worried about me! Cause I can't stand making people worry about me. So that snapped me out of it I think. Or at least, made it to where I can control it And I'm quite proud to add that I never gave into the urge to do drugs. I know, I sound like some commercial or something "It was hard...
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tadzi:
what do you mean no more stealing? youve stolen my heart! 
sorry i know taht was cheesy, but it was right there and i had to take it. please do not take advantage of my silliness by telling me i suck in my journal
sorry i know taht was cheesy, but it was right there and i had to take it. please do not take advantage of my silliness by telling me i suck in my journal
Shoplifted more today. Bad Emily and I. We are naughty girls. No more for at least a week. *laugh* No, it's weird. There wasn't much point. But well, only the 4th time I've done it. Maybe I'll understand it later. Or maybe I'll just stop. I know somewhere in my mind that this is kinda self-destructive, doing bad things. But I'm tired dammit. Being good...
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syd67:
Sounds like you got a lot of anxiety built up. It's hard to focus on something when you just wanna let loose and lose control. Be careful though. We don't wanna see you get in trouble. naughty... :wink:
tingdang:
One of my exes stole a duck, that's right a duck, from the fridge of a restaurant she worked at. Top that.
Just so everyone knows, my example from the last journal entry (I have a new girlfriend. Thus, I must of course be an absolute asshole to every other girl I know, especially my ex) was how my ex is being, NOT how I'm being. I'm not all evil like that, don't have it in me. I can't be mean to people for no reason. Doesn't...
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tadzi:
hey, just wanted to say pic #6 is beautiful. those eyes and that smile are intoxicating
syd67:
Those pics your friend took are great. You're such a beautiful gal, Phedre. Sorry to hear about your boredom. I bet you'll have a blast in Texas though.
I'm so tired of this ass-backwards place. Everyone is so fucking uptight and stuck behind these idiotic ideas of what's acceptable and what's not.
Example: "I have a new girlfriend. Thus, I must of course be an absolute asshole to every other girl I know, especially my ex (even though she's only ever been nice to me and when she asked me why I was...
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Example: "I have a new girlfriend. Thus, I must of course be an absolute asshole to every other girl I know, especially my ex (even though she's only ever been nice to me and when she asked me why I was...
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miss_magenta:
rant all you like my dear. *gives you comforting hugs*
i hope things get better for you soon.
i hope things get better for you soon.
zarina:
*hugs*
So when does a random thought that keeps coming back become reality? When do you go ahead and decide to just go with it? I'm think I'm gonna have to just do it. It'll be hard, but really, what do I have to be afraid of or lose? May as well try. Couldn't hurt...much.
I have a weak heart.
Well, I suppose that depends on...
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I have a weak heart.
Well, I suppose that depends on...
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mobprod:
Amen to that. It's a difficult road to tread. I find the older I'm getting and the more experience I have with love, the more I'm able to love fully and without reserve and yet not lose myself in the process. It's an exciting prospect, but I'm still working on it though...
mrgreen:
I fell ya on this one.
My schedule is all messed up. I went to bed at 5 this morning and woke up at 1 this afternoon. Fun. I have absolutely nothing to do today. I will be bored as hell, just like yesterday. Again, fun.
*sigh*
Tomorrow better be more exciting.
*sigh*
Tomorrow better be more exciting.
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hyperblade:
WOW - you're stunning! Hmmm do I see you having a photoset soon? 
YAAAAAY
YAAAAAY
paleenchantress:
you need your sleep darling !! i always toss and turn..ug !
i just adore you miss phedre ,you lovely girl you
xoxox
my b-day is tomorrow and i hope your set goes up then
i just adore you miss phedre ,you lovely girl you
xoxox
my b-day is tomorrow and i hope your set goes up then