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Ok then,

I have unfortunately let my drinking, stressors, lovelife (sometimes I can get alittle too clingy), financial problems, work, community service, aftercare, etc. affect me so much to where my anxiety & depression problems have been kicking up again. I haven't really had seriousworries with these since I first moved to Chicago. I mean, they have always been there since I was a...
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leannan:
i know what you mean. have you tried working out? that was the alternative from my doctor - work out or be medicated. it helps, surprisingly.

hope you have a fabulous weekend. xoxo.
clearedtoland:
The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oils: my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. The Twenty Third Psalm.

The Twenty-third Psalm is one of the most powerful pieces of writing in existence, and it can do marvelous things for any person. Charles Allen, author of 'God's Psychiatry' says that he has suggested this psalm to many people and, in every instance in which he know of it being tried, it has produced results. He says that this psalm can change your life very quickly.

Allen suggests that you read this psalm 5 time a day for one week. Read it the first thing when you wake up in the morning. Read it carefully, meditatively, and prayerfully. Read it again immediately after breakfast. Do exactly the same thing, immediately after lunch, again after dinner, and, finally, the last thing before you go to bed.

Don't just go through the motions and chant it quickly. Instead, think about each phrase, giving your mind-time to soak up as much of their meaning as possible. At the end of just one week, things would be different, he says.

Ralph Waldo Emerson said, "A man is what he thinks about all day long." Norman Vincent Peale says, "Change your thoughts and you change your world." The Bible says, "For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he" (Proverbs 23:7).

The Twenty-third Psalm is a pattern of thinking, and. when the mind becomes saturated with it, a new way of thinking and a new life results.

I'll be praying for you.
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Unfortunately, I have fallen back off the wagon again a couple different times. Ugh. blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed
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norritt:
addiction is tough to handle
at least you know you have a problem
xxjcblackheartxx:
it seems everyone has a vice in life even if its not for the world to see
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Okie dokie, so my internet is back on again-Woohoo! I always forget to pay things until they get turned off or something on me blush . It's not that I'm irresponsible, just alittle scatterbrained.

Also, celebrated my bday the last few days & had a ball doing it. Yes, I did allow myself to drink & party those 3 days, But I am back to normal...
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perilouspup:
my girlfriend & i noted the sexpo in the reader (which was frighteningly on the same page as godapalooza), but we're probably going to be a bit busy with work and whatnot.

happy birthday, which mexican restaurant did you go to?
papina:
Uncle Julio's Hacienda. Yum Yum! I luv the frog legs there! biggrin oink oink
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Hmmm....Gonna try & quit drinking yet again. It's still a huge problem in my life & needs to be fixed. I've tried many different times but that's the easy part-the hard part is making it actually stick. So fingers crossed-here we go again. blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed
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kay:
It is a struggle. I'm with you on that one. Good luck darlin.

~cheers
northsider:
Happy birthday!
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Ok, I don't know about anyone else, but I'm gonna throw this out there. I get really agitated w/ the fake bisexual girls or the ones thatare just curious & just fuck w/ your head. I mean they make out w/ you, they flirt, give you their number & whatever-but aren't really down. This is very frustrating to me, since I can't seem to find...
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papina:
Ah, yes, but I am very picky w/ my women & I always wind up feeling like a pedafile when looking @ these yiounger hipster girls......dunno.....0.
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prairiedog:
I hear the same complaint from a lot of bi-women. For some reason, most of the girls I end up dating are bi, and all of them have complained about the difficulty of finding other girls to play with. There's lots of fakes out there (like you said), and most of the lesbians hate bi girls, or think they're "just confused". All of them have also said that they can't figure out women, and that girls are more crazy than guys, so sucks for them, but in a perverse way, it makes me not feel so bad. biggrin
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darke:
always loves the kitty spots. miao!!
versailles:
Awesome tattoo! I've always wanted some leopard print somewhere, but not sure where!
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Just took this cute little quiz. Here's my results & the link to the quiz:


Slutty McSlutterton

40% knowledge and 73% ability!

Slutty McSlutterton

Well, there's good news and bad news.

The good news is that you are really good at sex! The bad news is you have no idea what the hell you're doing.

That's okay, though. Who cares, really? The fact is, you...
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northsider:
"Slutty McSlutterton"? I thought she got married to Dick Suckington
papina:
He he! biggrin
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Got two new tattoos done. The butterfly I will be adding on to-to have it turned into a for arm piece. I have also decided that I will be coloring all my previous tattoos as well, which may take some time-since now getting my first color tat we may think that I have an allergy to color ink. Not sure, oh well. smile smile smile smile smile smile smile

Got them done...
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dr_lizardo:
That is a remarkably realistic monarch.
dangerman:
those are really nice, not into butterflies myself but that did come out really well.


wink
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Hi there,
Okie dokie, so I finally finished my DUI treatment & will be starting my aftercare & community service soon. I'm hoping that I'll be able to finish my community service fast enough though so that hopefully i can head to Alaska in the late summer/early fall for a couple weeks. Fingers crossed. Either way it's one thing knocked out of the way on...
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fatality:
Your dating life sounds like mine
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Yes! My internet is now back on! Woooo Hooooo! biggrin
theennis:
I saw that video thingy. I know there's a word for it but.

Is that like Cloverfield with bunnies or something? smile
katalina:
yay!!! so you'll be around more often!
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Okay, so I moved into my new apartment. Sorry, if I wasn't on the net for awhile during that-was just to busy. Ugh-haveing to buy more furniture now-since this apt is alot bigger. i like it though-as soon as I get everything set up & nice looking-I'm gonna try to throw a dinner party. I love to cook, btw.

I'm now over the breakup. If...
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thefuckoffkid:
kiss
katalina:
We missed you. Welcome back
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Ok, so unfortunately me & the bf broke up a few days ago-he flipped out on me a couple dif times (nothing violent-so no worries). It makes me so sad, but I know that it's for the best because it just wouldn't have worked. He was younger than me also so that prob didn't help. The last two weeks of the relationship I was pretty...
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aelia:
I really hope that you'll at least be able to maintain a friendship with him eventually.
linedrawing:
I know what you mean about toxic people, it's the best way to describe them. frown All the best, dear! kiss kiss