i had a strange dream which seemed to go on for a long time and i drifted near wakefullness during it a couple of times. and while the storyline didnt make much sense and nothing positive was happening, it had a really nice atmosphere.
i woke up feeling all good
i think im going to spend all my savings on new clothes and silly items...
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i woke up feeling all good
i think im going to spend all my savings on new clothes and silly items...
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yesterday i went to meet chris during his 2 hour break and we went to this tiny tiny little coffee place we like alot which is close to the university.
it just so happened that the person working there that day was my friend from when we both worked at the dutch cafe.
she asked if i was still looking for a job because the...
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it just so happened that the person working there that day was my friend from when we both worked at the dutch cafe.
she asked if i was still looking for a job because the...
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el_duderino2:
here's to nice employment.
here it's nigh on summer and yet it is raining and hailing and so forth - darn global warming screwing the seasons.
hooray for brownies - save me some.
here it's nigh on summer and yet it is raining and hailing and so forth - darn global warming screwing the seasons.
hooray for brownies - save me some.
ever feel so empty its like you're sucking yourself in?
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ron4164:
Hope you find something to fill you up Osaka!
Take care sweetie.
Hope you find something to fill you up Osaka!
Take care sweetie.
visara:
Why are you feeling like that?
FUCK YES!!!!
Obama ftw!
Obama ftw!
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philosophocles:
i wish i had a flannel dog. a flannel PLAID dog. with paisley feet
what color are they? and what color is your hair now anyhow? and how long is your hair. i've forgotten what you look like!
what color are they? and what color is your hair now anyhow? and how long is your hair. i've forgotten what you look like!
philosophocles:
i didn't REALLY forget what you look like. i just mean you haven't put any pictures up recently is all.
im a fucking idiot
so shoot me
so shoot me
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philosophocles:
mmm. eternally smooth underarms would be a godsend. I didn't even THINK about my underarms.
as for the crotch, well... I'm not convinced having a totally hairless crotch is the way to go. Especially not for myself but also not for a lady either. I'm partial to a bit of fuzz down there, if you don't mind my saying. Not that smooth isn't good. I'll go either way, really. Though it'd be cool to make shapes or something cool, wouldn't it?
as for the crotch, well... I'm not convinced having a totally hairless crotch is the way to go. Especially not for myself but also not for a lady either. I'm partial to a bit of fuzz down there, if you don't mind my saying. Not that smooth isn't good. I'll go either way, really. Though it'd be cool to make shapes or something cool, wouldn't it?
jaybugg:
meep? 
*hugs*
*hugs*
i dont remember when the last time i just hung out with some cool people and enjoyed their company and felt comfortable is.
id love to just be over at someones house and just, you know, hang. not do anything specific, maybe drink some beer eventually make some food, watch some movies. anything just... i dunno
i remembered today just how alone i am here....
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id love to just be over at someones house and just, you know, hang. not do anything specific, maybe drink some beer eventually make some food, watch some movies. anything just... i dunno
i remembered today just how alone i am here....
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jaybugg:
MEEEP
philosophocles:
i have been. i intern at a nightclub and most of the bartenders hook me up. and my boss was out of town last week, so the old sound engineer - a 20 year old punk rock kid - was filling in for him. That was a bad environment cuz i was drinking every night and sunday i got high with a bunch of the staff in the office and yeah... it was getting all a bit out of hand. and now whenever i feel down i just want to start drinking. the only thing that really stops me is better judgement and knowing it will draw attention.
i need to get more Elliott Smith CDs
i need to get more Elliott Smith CDs
how ridiculously sweet is my boyfriend? check the previous entry if you dont know.
disgustingly sweet
he's with his parents in london til sunday. on the one hand im totally jealous of him getting to walk around one of my favorite cities and see all the things i long for, on the other hand ... well on the other hand im working everyday and im...
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disgustingly sweet
he's with his parents in london til sunday. on the one hand im totally jealous of him getting to walk around one of my favorite cities and see all the things i long for, on the other hand ... well on the other hand im working everyday and im...
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jaybugg:
night night 
good to hear some happy things from ya!
good to hear some happy things from ya!
visara:
NO coffee !!!! Oh no 
Your boyfriend seems quite sweet
How do you like my new name? Took a set today and can't wait to see pics.
Your boyfriend seems quite sweet
How do you like my new name? Took a set today and can't wait to see pics.
hey!
i'm chris...
once in a while i come here to see osaka's blog. usually late at night, when i know that she's sleeping and i cant talk to her on on gtalk or phone her, i check if she wrote anything new. just to feel a bit closer to her...
and so i went today...
but she accidentally didn't log out of my computer...
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i'm chris...
once in a while i come here to see osaka's blog. usually late at night, when i know that she's sleeping and i cant talk to her on on gtalk or phone her, i check if she wrote anything new. just to feel a bit closer to her...
and so i went today...
but she accidentally didn't log out of my computer...
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trixie:
shannon sossamon...she's in 40 days and nights, wristcutters and other random stuff. Gorgeous!!!
i have nothing to come back to.
everytime i leave and every time im coming back thats what i think to myself.
regardless of where im going or coming from.
there is chris now, but he was actually with me so its not like i was coming back to him.
but even that
what have i got to offer?
what do i bring to the...
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everytime i leave and every time im coming back thats what i think to myself.
regardless of where im going or coming from.
there is chris now, but he was actually with me so its not like i was coming back to him.
but even that
what have i got to offer?
what do i bring to the...
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nitika:
Unfortunately, our country is not run by honest people but, what country is, they are all a bit bad. And sweetie, smile, you are so wonderful.
diaz:
I don't think there is any question that Zuma will be our next president... 
i am so tired of generic
and so uninspired
whatever
thanks for the comments on the last blog.
just to clear that up i meant it in a general way, chris does nothing but make me feel awesome. its mostly for myself that i need proof.
...
or something?
i want to be this creative, interesting person. i want to play music and paint and...
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and so uninspired
whatever
thanks for the comments on the last blog.
just to clear that up i meant it in a general way, chris does nothing but make me feel awesome. its mostly for myself that i need proof.
...
or something?
i want to be this creative, interesting person. i want to play music and paint and...
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jaybugg:
YOU!!!!
talk to JAY!!
on here or msn!!
let me know how you are!!!!
talk to JAY!!
on here or msn!!
let me know how you are!!!!
jaybugg:
Well sweetie you have a safe trip!!
I expect to hear more about this love you are in
kisses and hugs and cuddles
I expect to hear more about this love you are in
kisses and hugs and cuddles
loves ya
dreams that make no sense are the shit
I love the ones where I die, but yet I am not dead