BERLIN!!!!
im soooo fucking excited!!! gah! eh! mmmmmmmmmm! *wiggle* dance dance
yaaaaaaay
have i mentioned iv never been to Berlin before? the tickets for the show have been ordered so now we have to find a hostel.
doot doot doot
i had a job interview thing the other day at a bar place iv been to a couple of times and i have a trial... Read More
4.30am
just had
the
best evening recorded in recent times.
a total of 6 people and a splendid night of fun and laughter and mad dancing and being silly!
FUN! fun i tell you!!!!! it happened in spoonfuls!
it was glorious
chris and i had some, uh, misunderstanding, or.... well, we just got uptight about stuff and things were tense
i think its the relative... Read More
I think you are right. about stress-----> taking it out on others..... most unreasonable aggressive comes from anger that was never dealt with properly.
Would anyone be interested in getting me late xmas/ birthday/ valentines gift?
id really appreciate it as i still dont have warm shoes/ boots that are waterproof
and i am literally and figuratively broke
and my feet cry
haha what a weird thing
anyway i love you all
look at my wish list!
ive wanted to see wristcutters for so ever long only because of the tom waits appearance.
he was in domino too, and another one that icant remember, but when i do ill be nowhere near a computer to epiphany it to you. xo
my birthday was yesterday, the 10th, and it was quite special because it was a saturday, which was the day i was born on.
as soon i awoke i got squished by Kayla who is here with her mom for 5 days to visit from SA she crawled onto my couch bed, only half awake, and lay face down... Read More
When I was in tech school everyone called me "the big Dembowski" (my last name is Dembowski) that movie is great. Sounds like you had a great birthday Do not worry, I am 25, no degree, no husband/kids, still filled with big dreams. Happy belated birthday!
-christmas eve was crappy
-xmas day was filled with few and crappy presents. tho we did venture out to friends and had a nice dinner and they gave me brandy. i didnt know it was brandy.
after... Read More
SO
christmas. sucky sucky. im no fan of christmas, its way too fucking stressful and contrived and false
that being said, i hope all y'all have a super nice time, stay chilled, dont get over stressed by family etc.
oh yeah, nice presents, good food, blah blah blah
the holiday season kinda sucks for you Christian folks. i had the best Christmas ever this year. but that's cuz i'm Jewish, so normally Christmas is just like the most boring day ever where i sit around wishing i had somebody to hang out with. -_-
I'm gonna start referring to you as Osakker. I like taking names that end with 'a' and changing them to 'er'. The manager at my nightclub is named Ilana, but as far as I'm concerned she is "Ilaner Ilaner".
i think i am constantly waiting
waiting for the moment when i can be myself and do the things i want to do and say what i think and and and
etc.
because its easier (?) to just hide inside,and look out from a great distance, keep it at arms length
and be anonymous
and not step on toes
and not make decisions
take no... Read More
Im asking you because of the Cape Town as hometown - and because Im going to Poland end of January to meet and work with some girls and I'd love with you could join us, too!