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sicksicksickagain.
allergy attack turned into cold.
with lovely hacking cough, sore throat & swollen glands.
going to be lazy & watch movies.
maybe finally watch Memento
(ive owned it for 2yrs & still havent seen it)
& try to stretch my ears more.
with my homemade electrical tape & insense plugs.
(current stretching stats 000g)

Getting more & more excited about Germany & the traveling...
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jamwise:
Well hey, it was the 6th yesterday here, tongue

Armageddon was such a jib. No fire, no brimstone, no plagues or swarms or famine or pestilence. My friend did have an incredibley bad day though, maybe she pulled all the Satan aggro heh.

Oh congratz on getting your pinkyness btw.
jake45:
You are an amazing woman. Reading about your decisions about your body and what you wish to do with it is truly enlightening.

Well done!
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its not all as bad as i thought.
i just need to stand up for myself.
i do have that stubborn side i just seem to have lost it lately.

its my choise what to burn.
anything i dont want my dad to see.
& that means pretty much nothing.
i dont think the photos are obsine or anything to be ashamed of.
nor is...
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sconchy:
Sexy as he I reckon!!! love
terminator_77:
kiss
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its all going down in flames

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.
im going to go fucking insane.
im going to fucking freak right out.

my dad got someone to hack into the computer.

found out about SG.

ive discovered several of my sketchbooks missing.
along with a couple journals & my portfolio.

bonfire tomorrow night.

their going through my room.
its all going in.
photos. negatives. sketches. writings.
modeling...
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hippieanarchist:
I cant believe he is doing this again.
what an asshole.

you'll find a way.
I know you will.
kiss
schmidt:
that sux...you are no longer reachable on sg?
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robinator:
Love your photobooth shots...and your fantasy which I kind of plan to carry out next week... do you know where there's a good well-curtained or secluded booth in Toronto?
endquire:
oh okay.

All the cutting and bleeding. I have problems with women being harmed.

I will always be here to remind you of your beauty. I will always try to make sure you are ignoring those you should and listening to what you should.
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went to London last Wednesday to sign my painting & pick up my check. then train to Toronto for OCAD crazyness, Donnie Darko, dancing in the rain, jumping in puddles, amareto sours, Matthew Good amazingness/death & sleeping on my couch again.

Erin (aka roommate. but not anymore. so. ya) found guy from school she knew at the concert. & though he had three classes with...
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endquire:
how can anyone so lovely be invisible.

you shouldn't feel guilty for spending what you earned.

If you should need to talk you know where to find me. You shouldn't live a life of regrets. I am sorry you were hurt. It doesn't help you to focus on the passed. You need to move on to the future.

I am glad you are feeling better. Yeah go to the doctor. I would feel very awful if anything happened to you.
endquire:
You are welcome.

I wish only for your happiness. it will get better.
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im drinking warm blueberry cooler tongue
(courtesy of my 16 yr old sister)
& sitting with a bag of frozen beans against my back.
its swollen & bruised from standing for about 5 hours last night.
(plus i really think i did break my ass... its never been right since i fell skating drunk on x-mas.)
i have mosquito bites all over my arms & back......
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endquire:
I am sorry about your pain.

I can understand your missing.

I am glad your concert went well.

Things will get better. I am more concerned about your physical damage and pain.
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endquire:
what are the hugs and kisses for.
endquire:
always, that is what I am here for.
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endquire:
you are very welcome. You are.

I am very sorry that your parents have to be to closed minded. I admire it and respect you for it. Their is the beauty of your body, but that is part of the beauty of who you are. Your personality, your spirit. That is the most important thing.

I like showes and I love scuba diving. However I hate to be splashed, rained on, or spritzed.

Their are some that grow so big their owners feed them rabbits. you are a beautiful person with a good mind. I know you will figure out what is right for you.

I can understand that. It all makes a lot of difference.

yeah gees, I do not even want to think about that. you one upped me there.
endquire:
You are welcome. why are you thanking me?

Yeah they get expensive for one and I do not know you well enough yet, but I do not imagine you feeding it bunnies and taking it well.

I can see where you find beauty and disgust. perhaps that is what it is suppose to do. I just want to ask her if she is okay and if she needs a bath.
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ugh. soo sick. i cant breathe.
& in the choas of packing i cant find any drugs.
i hate packing to begin with. doesnt help that i feel like death.
& have to finish by Saturday. fuck.

as of this week i am moving to Grand Bend
(no...i dont expect anyone to know were this is...)
& dropped out of school... o.O
moving back in...
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endquire:
I hope you feel better soon. I feel bad that you should be aching sick.

Why do you need to change so badly?

I am sorry the set didn't work out.

Everything will get better you will get things sorted out.
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*bounces*
finished my outer labia work.
Slash these ones instead of Mike.
he did my tongue web last summer in GrandBend.
which was fine... didnt feel anything at all.
(& was disaponted with that)

but jezzes fuck.
im not letting him near my genitals again.
these hurt so much more than the previous ones.
i made wierd noises & i had to grit my teeth...
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endquire:
Well I am happy that it was such an enjoyable experience overall and worth the pain.

I am sorry about your crush. I hope that you see him again. I know the pain of longing. At least you did see him in person and perhaps in the near future you can see him again.

I am not like anyone else so it really doesn't matter. I will not die. I cannot be broken or defeated. No matter what happens I am on my fated path. I am just trying to keep everyone else as well as possible. No one needs to worry about me. No matter what I will be. No one can change that. I do appreciate the sentiment and am flattered by the concern.
shesinparties:
ok, i a may be a nerd, i have heard of clit peircings, but how do you peirce your labia? it sounds kind of like something i would like to do, would like to know more about it smile