I am confused beyond belief.
I have no idea what I want and it's killing me.
I want to be with him, but I don't.
I know it's really hitting me rite now how much I want to be with him bc I'm home, close and can see him more often.
But what about when I go back to school?
Will I feel the same...
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I have no idea what I want and it's killing me.
I want to be with him, but I don't.
I know it's really hitting me rite now how much I want to be with him bc I'm home, close and can see him more often.
But what about when I go back to school?
Will I feel the same...
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jaxy:
being 5 was nice.
killfromtheheart:
Dude, you're 20. Live your life and do NOT stay committed to any one person... unless you can truly see your future, and know you've found "The One." Go ahead: Take the advice doled out by a total stranger.
Its dead boring being home.
I need a job pronto!!!
heck, I'll even work as an annoying telemarketer for the friggin summer.
I just need a temp job.
Not much excitement going on except for the fact that I've been watching movies that make me cry.
I was watching RENT yesterday and i cried more than usual when i watch it.
WTF mate?
But i'm...
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I need a job pronto!!!
heck, I'll even work as an annoying telemarketer for the friggin summer.
I just need a temp job.
Not much excitement going on except for the fact that I've been watching movies that make me cry.
I was watching RENT yesterday and i cried more than usual when i watch it.
WTF mate?
But i'm...
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darkram:
Yeah, it is cool when you can find a neat little item like that. Good luck on finding a job!
Meh, don't tell anyone but that can happen to me with some movies as well. Shhhh... Nah, j/k. There isn't anything wrong with a few tears every once in a while.
Meh, don't tell anyone but that can happen to me with some movies as well. Shhhh... Nah, j/k. There isn't anything wrong with a few tears every once in a while.
I'm done Tuesday.
Possibly going home Wednesday..or Thursday.
I don't know yet the parental units might want to make a trip up to Montreal.
I don't mind. Hey, I can drink legally there!!
I've been doing research on Suicide Girls for my cultural studies research paper.
Tsk Tsk SG!! I'm very disappointed!
Although I knew about some of the mishaps SG was going through and...
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Possibly going home Wednesday..or Thursday.
I don't know yet the parental units might want to make a trip up to Montreal.
I don't mind. Hey, I can drink legally there!!
I've been doing research on Suicide Girls for my cultural studies research paper.
Tsk Tsk SG!! I'm very disappointed!
Although I knew about some of the mishaps SG was going through and...
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idgas:
I live in NYC (Queens - hey it is still NYC 
) but Montreal is my favorite city. Have fun.
) but Montreal is my favorite city. Have fun.
socal_drew:
peace 
I am heartbroken again. And this time its my fault.
I made out with a guy.
I had a pretty fun and amazing time.
We were making out all through the night.
He kept pulling me towards him, embracing me in a hug and would then start kissing me.
It was really good. I really liked it.
Only problem is I have a boyfriend.
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I made out with a guy.
I had a pretty fun and amazing time.
We were making out all through the night.
He kept pulling me towards him, embracing me in a hug and would then start kissing me.
It was really good. I really liked it.
Only problem is I have a boyfriend.
And...
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idgas:
And I had to tell him.
I owed him the truth.
You made two mistakes. First was you "made out" with another guy but this hardly meets the definition of cheating bad judgment maybe but you are also 20 and not 30 or 40.
Second was you told your boyfriend. What did you expect to happen? Did you think he would congratulate you on your honesty? You told him to make yourself feel better and this only served to hurt him too.
You live and you learn. Your journal entries show that you are a good, caring, and loving person who does not seek to harm others. You will either work this out with the bf or not. Do not beat yourself too much over this it was a mistake and not a world or life ending event.
And if you want to be "making out with this guy again" end it with the other guy first.
Good luck and you will be fine.
redstatic:
think with your head and your heart baby. . .
I have a new crush..
I keep seeing her around campus. It was weird bc I saw her on line once ordering lunch, and I thought to myself, she's so cute..
After that, I kept seeing her every time I would go eat. And then I just kept seeing her all over the place.
It turned out she was in my roommate's psych class.
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I keep seeing her around campus. It was weird bc I saw her on line once ordering lunch, and I thought to myself, she's so cute..
After that, I kept seeing her every time I would go eat. And then I just kept seeing her all over the place.
It turned out she was in my roommate's psych class.
And...
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bhavok:
I agree with sunshine, except substitute her for me.. But then again, who could really pass her up or your current crush..
dbot:
kiss her on the mouth!
It feels like these last 3 weeks left in school are taking forever. Why must time take such a long...time?
The weather has been nice but progressively getting chillier. We are back to the 40's by next week. Hurrah!
I can't believe it's about to be May and we are going back to having 40 degree weather..
I've been slacking off in school yet again....
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The weather has been nice but progressively getting chillier. We are back to the 40's by next week. Hurrah!
I can't believe it's about to be May and we are going back to having 40 degree weather..
I've been slacking off in school yet again....
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brooklyn:
email me after May 9th to set up the shoot date/time!
bhavok:
Unless your into stripping or unusual jobs, I don't know if you could find anything on craigslist.. But all the best of luck sweetheart..
I'd love to hear the NASA moonman debate.. That should be very interesting...
I'd love to hear the NASA moonman debate.. That should be very interesting...
the weather is being cooperative and spring-like and wonderful.
on a more...sadder note, one of my closest friends just went through a rather traumatic experience.
It began as a joke. She "thought" she was pregnant.
We all made fun of it. She said she would eat so much because of the baby.
It was half a joke, half serious. She really felt pregnant.
My friends...
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on a more...sadder note, one of my closest friends just went through a rather traumatic experience.
It began as a joke. She "thought" she was pregnant.
We all made fun of it. She said she would eat so much because of the baby.
It was half a joke, half serious. She really felt pregnant.
My friends...
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ron4164:
Wow Naville!
I hope your friend is ok.
That guy is a reak loser, hope your friend doesn't have anything to do with him ever.
I hope you are ok too Naville. That had to be rough.
Take care sweetie.
I hope your friend is ok.
That guy is a reak loser, hope your friend doesn't have anything to do with him ever.
I hope you are ok too Naville. That had to be rough.
Take care sweetie.
idgas:
I am very very sorry for your friend. I am sure that you and others are there for her and that will really help. So will time.
Please remember that some problems can be ignored; like the guy hitting on you, others cannot and should not be like pregnancy. The off the shelve tests would have been an easy check she could and should have made. If she would not buy it one of you her friends need to buy it. Sometimes a friend needs to take control.
I am sorry if I sound like I am lecturing you but I am.
I am old, have seen it, done it, fucked up in ways you cannot yet fathom, and yet I am still here. I hope I have not written anything you do not already know.
Please do me one favor punch the "guy" for me. He makes us all look bad. (I stood by and supported her when it happed to us - see above). On second thought hit him twice for me.
Please remember that some problems can be ignored; like the guy hitting on you, others cannot and should not be like pregnancy. The off the shelve tests would have been an easy check she could and should have made. If she would not buy it one of you her friends need to buy it. Sometimes a friend needs to take control.
I am sorry if I sound like I am lecturing you but I am.
I am old, have seen it, done it, fucked up in ways you cannot yet fathom, and yet I am still here. I hope I have not written anything you do not already know.
Please do me one favor punch the "guy" for me. He makes us all look bad. (I stood by and supported her when it happed to us - see above). On second thought hit him twice for me.
the weather has been lovely here in plattsburgh lately. but of course, it wasnt going to last and we have a cold day today, on a FRIDAY!!
the semester is drawing nearer and nearer to a close.
i'm a little nervous about how well i'm going to do in my classes but i'll have an optimist attitude.
i'm trying my hardest not to be awkward...
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the semester is drawing nearer and nearer to a close.
i'm a little nervous about how well i'm going to do in my classes but i'll have an optimist attitude.
i'm trying my hardest not to be awkward...
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bigpoppa99:
gratz on the place.
omg your old
omg your old
dougrun:
life is just starting. congrats on the apt. i always had my own place during college.
Had advising appointments. I finally get to start more journalism classes next semester. Maybe that'll make everything seem better and more worthwhile.
My birthday was interesting although not very eventful. My boy came up to see me for a week which was nice.
he left this afternoon while i was in class. So while I could have gone with him to the bus station I...
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My birthday was interesting although not very eventful. My boy came up to see me for a week which was nice.
he left this afternoon while i was in class. So while I could have gone with him to the bus station I...
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np33di:
happy birthday!!!
hope the summer break is fantastic!!!
hope the summer break is fantastic!!!
bhavok:
Happy belated birthday.. Your bf is a lucky lucky guy 
i'm back up in school...what a downer
tomorrow is my birthday. and the busiest day of my week. and i have a midterm.
what a lucky girl i am..
tomorrow is my birthday. and the busiest day of my week. and i have a midterm.
what a lucky girl i am..
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edwoodv2:
Happy Birthday....Hope it's a good one and you get lots of things you want, and that you get to spend lots of time with those you love...
bigpoppa99:
Happy Birthday!!!1