natalie

im at home now so the internet is horrible.

i hate it.

i miss sg.

things have been kinda shitty actually.i hate a lot right now.

but not my new fish!!!!!!

her name is stella. shes named after 3 things.1-stella-marie your my star(pj harvey)2-stella.stella.estella.(interpol)and 3- great expectations.

shes cute.shes a beta and shes the only thing i love right now besides nachos.

i miss sg-land....
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im moving everything out of my dorm today.holy hell its a lot of work.

all i have to move out now is my computer.which is the hardest thing to move out.

my farts smell sweet.

like fruit.

~Natalie

my roommates gone so im sitting naked listening to bjork.

im moving back home tomorrow.so i wont have fast internet for a while.ill have to use my parents computer.its going to suck to be without sg for a bit.

i worked 22 hours over the weekend.holy fuck.that means spending money for california.

SF im coming in 11 days. are you excited?

i am.

almost done...
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im being eaten by school.

see you when im in the toliet.

~Natalie

dear school,
i hate you.
stop stressing me out.

dear piano teacher,
dont leave me.
i havent been fair to you.
i really do have the potential.i swear.

dear adam,
get over here now and snuggle me.iloveyou.

dear computer,
stop it with the popups already!it really pisses me off.

dear room,
please clean yourslef while im at work.

dear work,
i love you, but im...
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im about to die.
i hate this week.
i haaaaaate it.
i just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeep.

ah.ah.ah.ah.

sdkj;adlkaj;dlk;ajlkdaj;slkd;jsadlksaj;d.

~Natalie

today was alright.
hung out with adam.we got thai food and it was fucking YUUUMMMMY!!!

then i hung out with laura.we went to All Star and i made appointments.im going to get koi fish on my hips.itll be amazing.

im so tired.
school is almost over.

i gave up on 3 of my classes.im not going to my finals.there is no need to ill fail...
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so on MTV tonight, made was about these girls that are from my room mates highschool.

they were so dumb.a perfect example of the girls in suburbia.

yuck!

i had a bad day.i just want to hug someone.really bad.

~Natalie

ill make you lick my injuries.

fuck.what a great day.i walked around in a park and smoked.

awesome.

things are only going to get better this week.

~Natalie

I suck, my life sucks, my job sucks, my future sucks, my friends suck, my family sucks...everything sucks and I'm sad. Love me


other than that everything is going alright today.its beautiful outside.

i just realized in a few weeks i get to see my Jazmin and my Holly and Coco and Chloe and Trixie plus a thousand other SGs.im beyond excited.

~Natalie