natalie's SuicideGirls Blog

so i didnt play my show last night.
instead i spent 6 hours at the hospital watching my grannie die.

fuck.

this month just sucks.

~Natalie

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misssammy:

i totally understand how that feels.. i sat with my great aunt in the hospital watching her die. but for me it was a month time spent... bc i wasn't her child i couldn't just take her off life support. and no one else wanted to be with her in the hospital, but they didn't want to end her suffering. so i sat there. everyday. it was tough, especially when she started to forget who i was. So my heart goes out to you.

Jan 26, 2005

relapsed_eric:

someday, those six hours are going to make you feel more alive than most anything else you've done with your life.
there is nothing more primal than bringing a new child into the world...or watching an old child drift away from it.
every breath a miracle.

Jan 26, 2005

my songwriting class only has 2 other people in it.
awesome.
i love my school.
this semester all im taking are music classes.
i will get my scholarship back.
i will!

last night i watched the rest of the godfather part 2 and im in love with it.
its amazing!

i feel like im stuck at home.
i cant really drive anywhere because im so...
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giraffemusic:

do you have any recordings of your music?

Jan 22, 2005

metro:

i always felt that 2 was the weakest...

g'luck with the show

if i were in STL, i'd definitely love my local musician

Jan 23, 2005

the set looks goooooood!
cross your fingers!!!

im eating pad thai and its yummy.

i have about $10 to last me till next friday.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!

school started yesterday and i was 15 minutes late to my class.
today i slept through a class and was 45 minutes late to another.
this is not what i want to do everyday with school dammit!

my computer wont...
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horrorofcherubs:

thanks a bunch for the birthday comment.

Jan 20, 2005

sophie:

hello!

natalie, my dear, my darling, thank you so so so so much for saying sweet things to me. i totally loved your comment on my set. you are absolute goodness.

if i ever come to st. louis, do you think maybe we could get together and you could show me a good place to find some pad thai?

Jan 21, 2005

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cthulhu666:

Cant wait to see the new set, your adorable.

Jan 18, 2005

techno_ballerina:

columbia in missouri? that's a fun place to be.

Jan 18, 2005

yesterday was my suicidegirl birthday.
go comment on my set!
its been a YEAR!?!?!

on monday i am going to take 2 sets i think.
i need to catch up.

last night was awesome.

things are actually going really well.
i start school on tuesday and im looking forward to it.

i still do not have the internet in my room and it makes me...
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horrorofcherubs:

sweeeeeet!

awesome sets in the making!

Jan 15, 2005

pantsonfire:

i remember that day fondly.....

Jan 15, 2005

i miss this site.
it sucks.
im so behind on the sets!

im going to call colin and melissa and set up a date for me to go down there and take sets.
i need a new one sooo bad!
its almost been a year!

things are really well.
i saw life aquatic and it was amazing.

i dont like tricks.

~Natalie

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hellynn:

i need a set. period.

Jan 11, 2005

st_jimmy:

hey girlie i need a hug could you spare one

Jan 13, 2005

seriously, i am so happy right now.
weird how it all works.

i had a wonderful night.

i taught today and it was wonderful.everyone worked really hard today.

i miss sg a lot.
i want the internet back in my room.
anyone really good with computers and networking?!

hope you all are well.

~Natalie

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hawks:

Has your smiths-louder than bombs arrived from amazon yet?

Jan 8, 2005

hellynn:

im completely computer illiterate. I know how to turn it on. thats about it

Jan 10, 2005

sorry i havent been around much.
ive been really busy with some stuff and i dont have the internet in my room.

so no pictures.
blah.

im really happy though.
things are really great.

new years was a blast.
i love my friends.

~Natalie

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cthulhu666:

So do you know Kevin in real life or just on here?

Jan 4, 2005

arete:

WOO!!! you're happy

i heart you

Jan 5, 2005

yesterday the weather was wonderful.
i listened to the cocteau twins with my window down.
it was like spring.

things are looking up.
but something just went wrong.
im hoping it all will work out.

i hate not having the internet in my room.
i dont like using my parents computer.

i got an sg shirt, panties, and a calendar.
whoowhoo!

i have to work...
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candy:

Jan 3, 2005

broadwaybee:

How you be?

Jan 3, 2005

ive had a really weird week.
things are looking up though i think.

chirstmas was awesome.
i got to sleep in for once.
i got new stuff.
yay.

tomorrow i go back to work after being gone for 3 days.
i love my job.

my internet isnt working in my room.
blah.
why does it do this all the time?!

yesterday my band played the...
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pantsonfire:

so i assume the band thing is going well......

Dec 28, 2004

cassiopeia:

I'm glad things are getting better for you!

Dec 28, 2004

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