Well, I was tattood today.. so I feel much better.
I love the total genuine person. It makes me feel intrigued and inspired to be in their prescence. It's hard to find.. and still fear presides.
Fantastic until I get to know you. Maybe. I would like to believe that isn't true. I still have fear. To be crushed by the only consistancy that has...
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I love the total genuine person. It makes me feel intrigued and inspired to be in their prescence. It's hard to find.. and still fear presides.
Fantastic until I get to know you. Maybe. I would like to believe that isn't true. I still have fear. To be crushed by the only consistancy that has...
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right now, i'm listening to Goodbye Blue Monday sitting here in Crazy suburbian/farm town Idaho, yep.
I've been sober since I got here. It's the weekend. Maybe I deserve a drink.
Maybe it doesn't matter. What will it change besides spending my money. It won't make me happier. It won't make me feel not lonely, or sad. I think I may go see some bands...
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I've been sober since I got here. It's the weekend. Maybe I deserve a drink.
Maybe it doesn't matter. What will it change besides spending my money. It won't make me happier. It won't make me feel not lonely, or sad. I think I may go see some bands...
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kengineer:
Bring along any good books? My New Year's resolution is to read twenty-six books - one every other week. I'm working my way through "Voyager" right now. It's pretty good.
Oh, god, I just had a vision of you, in Idaho, turning on the radio to try to find something to listen to. Nooooooooo! Is your connection high speed? Because now would be an excellent time to explore the world of internet radio.
Oh, god, I just had a vision of you, in Idaho, turning on the radio to try to find something to listen to. Nooooooooo! Is your connection high speed? Because now would be an excellent time to explore the world of internet radio.
gasmaskboy:
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I hopes you feels betters....
don't be lonely....
I know it's poopy.... but, there's always peoples who have the loves.
loves,
Ryan Face
I hopes you feels betters....
don't be lonely....
I know it's poopy.... but, there's always peoples who have the loves.
loves,
Ryan Face
It is not the strength but the duration of exalted sensations which makes exalted men.
I'm in Idaho. I have a tattoo appt. this Saturday... I'll be out here for maybe a month or so... I needed to get away. yep. tattoo. love. confusion. crying. sober. I need a drink.. Where's the hick bar????? yes.
I'm in Idaho. I have a tattoo appt. this Saturday... I'll be out here for maybe a month or so... I needed to get away. yep. tattoo. love. confusion. crying. sober. I need a drink.. Where's the hick bar????? yes.
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kengineer:
Awwww. Now I've got a sympathy lump in my throat.
A fucking MONTH. How will we live without you?
Oh, and you cut the shirt straight down the breastbone. So I have a single piece of cloth with "Ye" and "An" on one end and "s" and "nie" on the other. And the pits smell.
A fucking MONTH. How will we live without you?
Oh, and you cut the shirt straight down the breastbone. So I have a single piece of cloth with "Ye" and "An" on one end and "s" and "nie" on the other. And the pits smell.
fetology:
hah, I think everyone used to frequent that house.
I really don't like it when people post things on my journal while making assumptions or trying to make me look bad. If everyone should want to know.. I am in love with someone. He is the only one.
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disdain:
I DA HO
aandee:
ISN'T IT THE BEST, LOVE, I MEAN??!!!!! 
Party tonight. Yes. Miss Anne Thrope's house. She is neat.
Also, don't forget about checking out the Warped Tour video at Unit Shifter!
I had two seperate snowball fights last night. One with Andy and Ricky from Miss Anne Thrope and another with some crazy people that were writing their names in the snow as I was sitting in my car across the street....
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Also, don't forget about checking out the Warped Tour video at Unit Shifter!
I had two seperate snowball fights last night. One with Andy and Ricky from Miss Anne Thrope and another with some crazy people that were writing their names in the snow as I was sitting in my car across the street....
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fucko_fuckington:
word.
disdain:
you + matt = 
YES!
YES!
Unit Shifter is coming to town to work on Beer: the Movie. if you live in the PDX area, go to the PDX group for some details. It will be neat. People from NY and L.A. to work on this documentary of drinking.. hehe. Yes. Also, this website has the Warped Tour dvd from '02 now on sale. There is a preview of me and...
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fucko_fuckington:
mmm...beer...just in time for the new year. happy new year.
veganjihad:
oh so its a documentary? dude Matt nevr told me about this one... what a chode...
Well, I believe my digital camera is not to be found now. It's been several days since the hunt began.
"Realizing you are a character in someone else's dream, that's self awareness"
Yep.
I'm looking for a job right now. Well, this very minute I'm not, but I am looking.
I just want to be doing something I love, it's not calling people on the...
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"Realizing you are a character in someone else's dream, that's self awareness"
Yep.
I'm looking for a job right now. Well, this very minute I'm not, but I am looking.
I just want to be doing something I love, it's not calling people on the...
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catdad:
One of the best journal entries ever.
stavrogin:
Commie pinko.
Enjoyable employment... feh!
Enjoyable employment... feh!
Have you ever gotten so drunk you didn't know who you were talking to or why you were where you were? Have you ever been forced by 5 or so people to a different car other than yours because you were screaming at them that you wanted to drive home? Have random people ever tagged their unwanted booty on pieces of "art" in your home?...
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actuallynotyou:
I haven't heard the perfect circle cover but I'll take your word that failure's is better. You insipired me to get out Fantastic Plantet and Bug again. Nothing better on headphones.
BTW did you get to see Placeboe in NYC couple months back? I tired to get tickets but it sold out.
congrats on the show.. nothing makes me feel better than a good show...
BTW did you get to see Placeboe in NYC couple months back? I tired to get tickets but it sold out.
congrats on the show.. nothing makes me feel better than a good show...
gasmaskboy:
what's neat?
Jesus, lol take it easy ont he booze there mia girl.
8 D
Jesus, lol take it easy ont he booze there mia girl.
8 D
Crazy weeks make better weekends I suppose. I'm too tired to fight your rhyme.
Yo, Knife Girl is playing Tomorrow night, Sat. Dec. 20th at DV8. Be there or be eaten by a billy goat.
Everyone should listen to Failure, Fantastic Planet if you haven't already. It is just that good. I was just recently introduced to it. Yes.
Yo, Knife Girl is playing Tomorrow night, Sat. Dec. 20th at DV8. Be there or be eaten by a billy goat.
Everyone should listen to Failure, Fantastic Planet if you haven't already. It is just that good. I was just recently introduced to it. Yes.
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disdain:
::shakes head::
last night was dumb.
i hope all is well.
last night was dumb.
i hope all is well.
actuallynotyou:
failure were really good, that album is amaizing. I haven't heard anybody talk about that band in forever..
ok, so sinferno was pretty fun. I got to talk to some ladies that I haven't seen in a while and I would just like to say I'm glad I got to have a pretty good conversation with Anais. She's rad...
I got to dance to Failure and Placebo. It was more fun for me than anyone else I'm sure.
I think I have the...
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I got to dance to Failure and Placebo. It was more fun for me than anyone else I'm sure.
I think I have the...
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veganjihad:
hey, dude,,, matt called me for your numba two nights ago,,, did hets ahold of you or what??/
lucky105:
I hope your flu/hangover is all better!
For the millionth time, I wish I lived in Portland...
For the millionth time, I wish I lived in Portland...
so, member Aristarch made me some tofu noodle soup. I still feel like crap, but it was damn good. She knows how to make her soups! Yay, we're going to try to find a show to go to tonight. I can see her right now.. We're at the library and she's a few computers away.
Yay
Where's the show at tonight?
Yay
Where's the show at tonight?
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negativegoth:
are u still sic 
i hope u get better soon hey are you gonna be at the SG party in NYC on the 20th ?
LOKI
[Edited on Dec 15, 2003 9:31AM]
i hope u get better soon hey are you gonna be at the SG party in NYC on the 20th ?
LOKI [Edited on Dec 15, 2003 9:31AM]
evillyn:
Glad I got to watch you dance this weekend. So gorgeous. You rocked.
I'm sick today. Anyone got some soup? I want a puppy, I want a kitty, I want a clue.
Can anyone spare some change because sometimes your mind becomes stagnant.
Please press hard as you are making 4 copies.
Can anyone spare some change because sometimes your mind becomes stagnant.
Please press hard as you are making 4 copies.
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shojo:
Puppy flavored soup? An idea lightbulb has just went off in my head, and I think the last remains of morality I had left kind of... went off somewhere too...
gasmaskboy:
you're not the boss of me!
8 D
8 D
hope you enjoy the show at jd's if you go. and if your drinking... long islands are strong and cheap
there are good bands playing Tuesday the 20th at JD & Friends. not all of them are good, but most, yes..good enough to call in sick to work, zing!