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Damn it all to hell. Those jobs i found in the paper were dead ends. I think I may have to resort to stripping after all. At least I always have my body to degrade when in need of money. I have NO problem with my pin up pictures, to me that's an art, the whole process. But I see it as different when one...
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thriftx2horatio:
"Something I can never have" - NIN
"With or without you" - U2... but NOT for the usual "high-school ex-girlfriend" reasons.

and...

can I say "Home to you" by JMM and "Please remember me" by TM, without anyone recognizing (hopefully) what I'm talking about?

blush
a_faust:
stripping wouldn't be a terrible job at the right establishment... but i do hope you can find something that makes you happier. smile

so the one song that ALWAYS makes me cry is "Hero" - Chad Kroeger (feat. Josey Scott) from the Spiderman soundtrack. this song came out around the same time that i found out my father had cancer. my father is my best friend, and i love him so much, and this song just struck a daddy-daughter nerve while watching spiderman at the theater, i had to leave i creid uncontrollably, and still do......... I love my daddy! frown i wouldn't know how to live without his presence in my life...

listen to a bit of the song
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Good evening, all. Since it seems the time I post thing isn't right on here for my east coast time, it is 7:25 pm... The Flash's mom Jamie is on her way over to pick him up (finally - this experience just reinforces the fact that I do not ever need to own a dog). Jay's left to go home.
My weekend had its up...
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shewulf:
Hey I'm so glad that you like my alias...Also I think that Jay does look kinda like Donnie Darko....Sounds like a great idea for halloween costumes....

Hmmmm the most beautiful thing I have ever seen...thats a tough one cause everyone on this site is beautiful.....I would have to say That i cant answer that question...there is so much beauty to pick just one thing would be wrong...
shewulf:
In that case I'm going to pick you since you were the last beautiful thing I saw today... smile
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OK, so last night was a bad night.... my bad, but i figured i'd post my feelings, it IS a "journal," after all.

Today has been blah, nothing really cool going on. The dog I'm watching for my friends decided to be extremely destructive as I slept this morning, he ate two small candles (yes, ATE them, gone) and was licking some cream of my...
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feltonjoe:
mercie- ya just kep lookin better with every mod an post. hope you an jay were able to spend some down time together in the rainy weather
a_faust:
i can't decide whats sexier about mercie, her lusciously lickable lips, or her sultry deep amber eyes....mmmmmmmmm love
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I just finished watching Donnie Darko.

It's left me feeling... disconnected. What a strange movie. I knew there was a reason I had to outright buy it without even seeing it.

It's pretty thought-provoking.

And some people think movies are bad for you. The downfall of America. Placing junk and garbage and sex and drugs and murder and hurt into our minds. When it's already...
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johnnyvine:
Don't be sad, cheer up little camper! I agree, Donnie Darko is a great movie and the soundtrack for it is very good also. iwas looking on your journal for 90's songs, but that must be an older journal entry. Yeah, Il ove harold and Maude, it's such a good movie. Hope things are going better! Take care.
rxqueen:
aww frown
i've done that before.
actually, one of the most adorable pics i've ever taken was of my ex (when we were still together). we came over to apologize about this weird fight and started crying or whatever. anyways, after everything was better we were taking pics . but he was still all teary eyed. it just made you want to hug him.
like the pic you have up there makes me want to hug you.
i hope everything is alright.
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Edited and updated at 6:57 p.m.... DID YOU EVER NOTICE IT ONLY TAKES ONE TEN SECOND PHONE CALL TO RUIN YOUR FUCKING RELAXING DAY??? I try to call Stephen, yes, "the ex", to ask him if he was dropping by with my cut of the tax money, and his CUNT FUCKING GIRLFRIEND ANSWERS. He fucking yelled at her once before for answering his phone, so...
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thriftx2horatio:
If you're gonna check out Meshuggah, I'd recommend starting with the album "Destroy, Erase Improve." It's one of my top three favorite albums of all time. I can't even begin to describe how amazing this album is. "Future Breed Machine" is an absolutely perfect song on every level.

So, 13 or 14, huh? Alrighty, how about...

Pan-fuckin'-tera \nn/ -- This Love/Becoming
Fear Factory -- Demanufacture/Replica
Soul Asylum -- Runaway Train/Somebody to Shove
Helmet -- Unsung
Alice in Chains -- Would/Them Bones/AngryChair... ahh, just the whole damn "Dirt" album.
Lisa Loeb -- Stay

Edited to add:
Type O Negative -- Christian Woman
Ministry -- N.W.O.

[Edited on Apr 01, 2004 7:46PM]

[Edited on Apr 01, 2004 7:48PM]
theevilone:
the 90s.... nostalgic..... man I am old after all..
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*sigh* I know, it's been a few days. I have been so busy. Sometimes real life takes over.

Firstly, for all the LADIES out there, go check out the Suicide Boys set Vincens made as a gift for me! I'm so honored! hehe It's his photoset Vincens for Mercie.

I have SUPER cool news that I just have to share, even if no one...
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mistakesmade:
Greats pics sweetie!!! I love the 40... nothing like a chick that can chug bear, I love you more and more everyday! love
glorybox:
you are such a hottie, and you drink 40's thats awesome. We should hang out sometime, i think we would have alot of fun.
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*sigh* back to the real world! I got my electric bill up-to-date (woo-hoo!) because thank GOD my federal tax check came in today. Yay for tax time.

So... what was I going to share? OH YEAH!
My ex's band ISLE OF VIEW owas on DC 101 last night!! I called in to tell them I loved the song of course, and the DJ said he'd...
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tronvillain:
Ah, I see. *chuckle* Well, thanks I suppose. And this tiger always takes it easy. Talk to you later Mercie.
crimsondeath:
No matter where you live in Ny, it's really expensive... Unless your livin' out in the sticks, everything is ridiculously pricey...
Now thats what I call a guilty pleasure.... kiss
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OK, cats and kittens! I am home from my weekend trip to NJ and New York City!!

Thanks to all who showed me a good time! It was great.

I think I got the whole New York experience in about 8 hours, minus the shopping. Let's see, I got the subways, complete with my first sighting of a subway rat (man he was cool). Some...
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tronvillain:
Glad to hear you had fun in NY. Now if only one could visit NNY without having to be cryogenically frozen. *chuckle*

As for "Princess", you look great and "Steve Neurotic" did a great job. The first five are a little too similar to each other for my tastes, but you are cute enough that no one should care. *chuckle* Six, twelve, and fourteen, and sixteen (oddly enough, all even numbers) are absolutely fabulous. *drool*

I really need to go have sex now. biggrin
freyja__:
yaay.
you're a doll!
come visit again soon.
we'll get the shopping side in!!
kiss
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**Be sure to go check out my SG Hopefuls set, titled Princess. Come back and lemme know what you think! Enjoy!!**

OK, it's Saturday, it's 4:20 p.m. (haha) and we'll be leaving for good old New York City here in a couple hours. I'm pumped to meet everyone, including the pretty Irina. Yay!

Took a break from this and took some fun pictures. Hopefully...
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reverendash:
wow, you're simply gorgeous. love the set.

-Ash skull
vader_____:
the hopeful set looked pretty good smile
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**Be sure to go check out my SG Hopefuls set, titled Princess. Come back and lemme know what you think! Enjoy!!**

What up??

I am in NJ, at Steve Neurotic's apartment. Nice place! I drove here spur of the moment last night at around 3 a.m., it took me just over two hours to get here. Not so bad. And CRUISE CONTROL on your...
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thriftx2horatio:
I actually really like the fact that being a redhead makes me different... People always seem to remember who I am. Regardless, it's still hard to come off as "cool" unless you're Josh Homme smile

I hope you've gotten the chance to go out while you've been up here. The weather's been great.

And... if you want to see a face pic just send me an email and I'll take a few for you. I'm not sure what the "Contact" button does, but I sent you my email address via the form it gave me. Write me and I'll send a few your way.

I certainly wouldn't want to make you sad eeek
crimsondeath:
"I don't mean to pry, but you don't by any chance happen to have six fingers on your right hand?"