medmusa

I have a friend with long black hair and a bit of Italian in her blood, who was a good deal younger than me (I was 60, she was 30). We both were attracted to each other but I kept putting her off because I was afraid other people would think I was being a "nasty old man" because she was so much younger than me. Still, though, we would entice each other so that it just became a game between us and we never went any further. Eventually, we just became fast friends and she moved in with me but we never had sex. I fell head over heels in love with her, then, and she knew it because I confided in her BFF...and instead of us following through, she started going out with older guys than her...older and older until she picked up a guy one night and brought him home and they had wild sex in her room. I was working at my desk the next morning and this guy came out the room and I was shocked at how old he looked and how drunk he was at 7am...we looked at each other and he went back into her room. Anyway, that's how it went for a while until she said she was not just going to move out but move away, too. We talked it over and she did just that, even though she knew I was in love with her and would do anything for her. After she moved away, our friendship just grew and grew and we still love each other but from afar. And she was "the one that got away"! I miss taking the chance I had when I had it!