For Her:
Weary with toil I haste to my bed,
The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
But then begins a journey in my head
To work my mind when body's work's expired;
For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
Looking on darkness which the blind do see:
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Weary with toil I haste to my bed,
The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
But then begins a journey in my head
To work my mind when body's work's expired;
For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
Looking on darkness which the blind do see:
Save...
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i never thought i would learn so much about beer. i never thought i would study so much just to serve beer. i never thought i would have a big fat training book, just to wear pleated skirts and knee high socks to work. as if it wasn't bad enough already, i feel myself slowly, slowly... becoming more of a beer snob...
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yuriel:
HELL YEAH 
hot girls who know their alcoholic beverages *swoon gasm
*
hehe
hope all is well and youre having fun dear
hot girls who know their alcoholic beverages *swoon gasm
*
hehe
hope all is well and youre having fun dear
toxicboy:
GAH!! A new picture!!
:drool:
:drool:
Aug 18
Manda to LTrain:
I'll be okay, they're just ovaries, after all.
LTrain to Manda:
Yeah, but ovaries can be bitches.
So true.
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Aug 12
I went to High School today. Just being back in that building made my skin clammy and my chest tight. It was seriously hard to breathe. Also, washed my truck. She's pretty now
I still need a job....
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Manda to LTrain:
I'll be okay, they're just ovaries, after all.
LTrain to Manda:
Yeah, but ovaries can be bitches.
So true.
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Aug 12
I went to High School today. Just being back in that building made my skin clammy and my chest tight. It was seriously hard to breathe. Also, washed my truck. She's pretty now
I still need a job.... Read More
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yuriel:
.......
so touching
*sigh*
so touching
*sigh*
requiem:
I think it's time to update this journal.
Today: June 18
7.5 DAYS!! woo hoo!
++++++++++++++++++++++++
i once had this girl, her name was bonnie. she was great. she would take me anywhere i wanted to go. we had a great life together. she even took me away from texas, off to california. she helped me find a job, a couple of jobs. she carried my groceries, anything that i needed her to...
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7.5 DAYS!! woo hoo!
++++++++++++++++++++++++
i once had this girl, her name was bonnie. she was great. she would take me anywhere i wanted to go. we had a great life together. she even took me away from texas, off to california. she helped me find a job, a couple of jobs. she carried my groceries, anything that i needed her to...
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ltrain:
Dear Manda,
Why are you so awesome to me? I'm really tired but all I want to type is this..........
LTrain
Why are you so awesome to me? I'm really tired but all I want to type is this..........
LTrain
troublemaker:
I promise to say hi next time I'm close
foam #?
[Edited on Jun 18, 2004 2:52AM]
I promise to say hi next time I'm close
foam #?
[Edited on Jun 18, 2004 2:52AM]
prom pics up in my pictures. journal to come later
i'm going to prom!!!! yippee!!! i'm gonna wear a prom dress and heels and meet all the pretty pretty girls of SG! holy crap i'm sooooo excited! a room full of beautiful girls in skirts...... ::drools::
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1_dying_wish:
you're perty!
yuriel:
how was yer prom?
haha@deathhippies upskirt comment
haha@deathhippies upskirt comment
hmm... so did people actually think that dress (see last journal) was a working part of my wardrobe.....?? yeah, i'm wearing it right now... sure.
anyway, a pretty uneventful weekend. i forced myself to stay home and get stuff done around my house. too much clutter and i don't want to pack clutter! for those of you who don't know, i'm moving back to texas...
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anyway, a pretty uneventful weekend. i forced myself to stay home and get stuff done around my house. too much clutter and i don't want to pack clutter! for those of you who don't know, i'm moving back to texas...
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stranded:
Yes, It's all clear to me know!
But if you go to the Lone Star state:
look out for that Patriot Act; they might siese your hard drive in the name of national security.
But if you go to the Lone Star state:
look out for that Patriot Act; they might siese your hard drive in the name of national security.
stranded:
Alright, I'll have to live with this minor limitation.
pay us a visit in St. Louis on your way to the lone star state.
I don't know where in Texas you'll be but Dallas has some interesting neighborhoods.
pay us a visit in St. Louis on your way to the lone star state.
I don't know where in Texas you'll be but Dallas has some interesting neighborhoods.
alright, so i'm doing some "spring cleaning" and i come across this pretty peach 80's dress, with ruffles and rhinestonesand.... shoulderpads. i put it on and came downstairs to print up some labels for some boxes and i got LAUGHED AT! you'd think i looked funny or something with it on over my clothes. i just don't know what was so damn funny. it made...
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mnislahi:
Hey there!
u are hooot!!!
u are hooot!!!
micah:
Im sorry dear.. but (to be honnest) the dress itself looks like something a redneck-prom queen would wear 
However, with the clothes on underneath, you look like a little girl playing dress-up; and thats just fucking adorable
However, with the clothes on underneath, you look like a little girl playing dress-up; and thats just fucking adorable
okay, so at the moment, i have 17 friends on my list. if you're reading this, you can see this, you already know this. 'whats your point, manda' you may be asking. well, what you may not know is that it took me the past year to get there. i didn't just go around requesting anyone and everyone. i've been slightly selective. to me, the...
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alisa:
congrats on going pink. how do you feel? it's great ain't it.
xador:
Your not the only one who can play that game.
For how much longer can I howl into this wind?
For how much longer
Can I cry like this?
A thousand wasted hours a day
Just to feel my heart for a second
A thousand hours just thrown away
Just to feel my heart for a second
For how much longer can I howl into this wind?
It's only 287 nonstop from san fran to Nyc july 20-31 round trip.
[Edited on May 01, 2004 1:57PM]
For how much longer can I howl into this wind?
For how much longer
Can I cry like this?
A thousand wasted hours a day
Just to feel my heart for a second
A thousand hours just thrown away
Just to feel my heart for a second
For how much longer can I howl into this wind?
It's only 287 nonstop from san fran to Nyc july 20-31 round trip.
[Edited on May 01, 2004 1:57PM]
so my hair shenanigans went well, eventually.... heres what happened:
-cut my hair off, the lady just kept cut, cut, cutting!
-came home and cried cause it looked like shit
-washed my blonde head, tried to fix it. no luck
-found some blue black hair dye lying around the house.
-dyed my hair
-now love my no hair!
so its done and gone and i'm...
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-cut my hair off, the lady just kept cut, cut, cutting!
-came home and cried cause it looked like shit
-washed my blonde head, tried to fix it. no luck
-found some blue black hair dye lying around the house.
-dyed my hair
-now love my no hair!
so its done and gone and i'm...
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xador:
If heading west on the texas map you will see it is right where the panhandle starts to rise.6 miles from oklahoma,3 hours from dallas, amarillo, and OKC respectively.I'm moving to Austin Later this year early next.What ya going to do in San Antonio?
volkov:
I lived out near 410/Marbach area until High School. then I lived over in the Medical Center area. graduated from Holmes....a while back. 
still in San Antonio until I ship out in May.
still in San Antonio until I ship out in May.
I want to makeout with you really bad. I miss the feel of your lips pressed against mine. Why aren't you here with me?