maddigan

Financially fucked.

Alright, so the ties have been severed between my parents and myself. Verbal, emotional and financial. Which means that I am now 100% on my own now, instead of my previous, I don't know, 78%? I'm kind of fucked. I don't know if I'll be able to make rent.

I'm scraping together all the ideas I can think of to replace this lost...
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Back to normal life (or as close as I can get to it). Work has become routine and enjoyable again, and my heat is working so I can snuggle up in warmth with soft blankets. I'm absolutely obsessed with making my bed comfortable; this isn't as strange as it sounds. I live in a studio apartment, and my futon is my couch and bed. So,...
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Sick again. I look and sound like an olde English orphan child, wrapped up in my giant scarf and coughing. It's quite lovely, really. I want hot toddies and soup.

I love sleeping past 6AM though. It's wonderful, all curled up in piles of blankets with the kittens. I've been sitting in bed, watching old movies and knitting with friends. Always knitting.

I wish that...
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Leaving on a bus tonight, oddly enough have no idea of where I'm ending up; I know I have a destination, I know I have a ride once I get there, but other than that I'm clueless.

Christmas is coming, which is bittersweet, really. An amazing friend is taking me in for the holiday, but I'm still a little down. First Christmas alone, first one...
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Finals are over!

And yes, I did study. I was a very good girl last night and knocked it all out.

Now, I can look forward to a wonderful week of calm babysitting, no planning, no real obligations.

I might get my tattoo today.

Thanks for all the love I got when I was sick! It made me feel so much better.

And my weekend...
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Eck. I'm sick.

Which, of course, makes sense, becuase this is the perfect time to get sick. Right before finals, right when I half to stand outside in the cold morning for hours, and right when I actually need to be productive.

Actually, I don't think that I need much help in being unproductive. My attempts yesterday to get a project done lapsed into knitting,...
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Pierced, twisted, dyed, crazy!

I'm really feeling the need for a change lately. For the longest time, I was making so many decisions about my appearance based on what she wanted (also why I wasn't here three years ago!)

So, I'm stirring it all up. My hair is black now, with blonde synth dreads added, I got my monroe done as a dermal anchor, which...
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Back home from a wonderfully relaxing Thanksgiving. Thank you so much to everyone who gave me would-be cuddles and made me feel happy.

I've been having way too much fun shopping in the post-Thanksgiving madness. I bought a ton of movies, Chocolate Peppermint martinis, Christmas stockings for the kitties, and new warm, comfy blankets. So, the story is that I'm never leaving my bed again....
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