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i'm such a narcissist.

i never thought i was vain, but i am unbelievably so. and definitely pretentious at times. i wonder when i turned into all the people that i laugh at?

i had a photoshoot today with can evgin. he was awesome.
we had a wonderfully funny time. although, i couldnt find his apartment, and i burst into tears in the middle of...
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neor:
Never give up chocolate, it is way to wonderful, that and dark chocolate (which in my mind is the best) doesn't have that much sugar in it. give up drinking things aside from alcohol or water for the proxy of lent if you really want, but i'm pretty sure you don't need to worry. Yeah, i used to think that being vain and narcissistic were completely deplorable traits, but then i realized that i had to look at myself in a somewhat good light or else i would go around hating myself, which turns it isn't fun.
bow:
Arh were so ace!
Jesus why do i look so terribly drunk?!
Have to see you soon!
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my friend floored jodie marsh in starbucks last week.

jodie (we're obviously on first name terms now) walked through the door and barged past my friend kylie, and kylie forcefully knocked her down, not realising who it was. obviously hilarity ensued.

oh she's such an idiot. jodie, that is. not kylie. kylie is my new personal hero after that.

i was just thinking about it...
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miro:
yayayay!!! I know where that is!!! x x x
neor:
The platinum and pink is definitely really fun, the lime green not so much. Its just my opinion, but i think you should get it as platinum as fucking possible, i mean no sign of yellow at all, the pink in the last three looked really good, and i know i am strange for it, but i like the layering, but i think it would be amazing if you cut it up shorter, especially in the back and maybe thinned it out a little. Regardless it looks great now so don't fret.
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vivere_pericolos:

So u did the set at Greece?
neor:
It looks like you had a jolly time none the less, and you got a cute picture out of it. Hope tomorrow brings a good new day for you....I just wont think about mine wink.... well actually, i just wont go to my first to class (again frown ) and everything will be fine.
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annnnnnd i didnt get into wimbledon.


sucks.
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ronw1968:
were you trying as a player? thats pretty awesome that youre good enough to even be close to getting into wimbledon, i love watching that tournament, i like the grass courts
kilcher:
Damn. I was watching your blogs and really hoping you made it. I love tennis. Would've been cool to know an SG was part of it. smile

But remember, it didn't happen for a reason. Something else is waiting for you, something even better. biggrin
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i feel lame.

i have work today.

things have been perfect with me and the boyfriend so far, but i dont know if it's all unravelling right now.

my own insecurities about myself are creating problems, and i wish i could just snap out of it.
i dont want them to ruin what we have, because what we have is amazing. aside from the occasional...
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enni:
*huggles*
unallocated:
Hey,

Thanks for your comment on my blog. Don't worry too much about your relationship, you sound like you still like your guy very much, and that'll be enough.

Here's hoping things go well with Wimbledon smile Let me know how you get on smile
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so i just talked to my mother about suicidegirls.

she told me that she was really proud of me, and that i looked amazing. i just got my care package today, and i showed her all of my stuff. i was so surprised how excited she was for me.

i guess she's had the day to take in the pictures she saw this morning.

i'm...
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frankdelgato:
Awesome of Mom to be on board, hope you hooked her up today!

And she's right, you look amazing! I'm sure she had a gene or two in it...
zamuzel:
That's pretty awesome smile
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i should be rushing but i'm not in the mood.

got that shoot today, little bit nervous, and i feel super bloated. ughhhh

i went to take a photo of the finished tattoo yesterday and my friend had 'borrowed' my camera til friday, so no photos yet.

i really want a puppy, or a tiny tiny kitten. but i'm not allowed because of uni next...
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enni:
Ooh have you talked to het about it yet?
neor:
I'm not entirely sure why, but the story of your mum seeing your last set is really amusing for me. (i am sorry if it isn't for you) Please tell what her reaction is once you talk to her?
I totally know the feeling of wanting a little fury beast, I want a weimaraner or a sphynx (though when they are kittens they havn't grown into there skin yet so its a little awkward) but i am living on campus , and still in the process of getting allergy shots so i wont be allergic.
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afternoon ladies and gents biggrin

so i just got back from the interview, i say interview but it was the most informal thing ever. i'm so glad it's over though.

and i didnt realise, but wimbledon's actually fucking miles away. i dont know if i could do that every day.

i still hope i get it though.

i got a really nice text today, it made...
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the_boss:
If they pay good the distance is usually worth it unless they of course pay shitty
tosslink:
Best wishes on the interview. On the other note... it's always nice to get a really sweet message from someone whom we are nutty over! Try not to let the waiting period drive you over the edge of reason... An EASY thing to DO... I KNOW! You are a smart person... just trust your "instincts" You will be ok. Blessings to YOU and yours!
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biggrin i'm actually in the best mood ever today.

i have my interview for wimbledon on tuesdayy, so i'm so excited!
although my portfolio is still in pieces.

i have a photoshoot next week, so that is awesome. plus, money money money. oh and that reminds me, i got paid today!

plus i've been speaking to this boy again, and that's made me happy
smile

good day.
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myra:
Thanks for commenting on my set! kiss
kip:
happy your happybiggrin
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blah blah blah.



thats exactly how i feel.

biggrin

also, i'm not even going to college tomorrow, and i'm going to bluewater with my mother. don't i feel like the coolest person on the planet.

college sucks arse, so i'm actually in the best mood ever right now. especially with the thought that i dont have to get up at half 5.

my grandmother wants us...
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allisyn:
THATS YOUR GRANDMOTHER!!! DAMN! Good genes in your familY! That sucks she kicked you out, but its kinda funny and cute that she wants ALONE time with her gentleman friend!! haha
neor:
Damn, I'm jealous, i don't want to go to school today/tomorrow (its almost 6 am and i may sleep before my second class of the day i have to goto at 10 am) there is a midterm, so since i never goto the class i kinda have to take it. Sorry about grandma kicking you out because of the gentleman caller, move out and into housing/dorms if there is any possible way you can afford it/go into debt? well have fun you lucky bastardwink