lulumae

How did you know John Cusack was my idol? I don't even know where to begin with how much I love his work -- especially the 80s stuff.

By the way, while I do find the idea of a sharpened broomstick tantalizing (and strangely erotic), I generally think that boomsticks are a bad thing. Mainly because they go "BOOM!"

I do have a rather odd question to ask you, though. While we all know that it is considered rather rude to ask a lady about her weight, you make the somewhat interesting claim to be "light enough to be piggy-backed by a midget." Now, being a gentleman, I shall forgo any questions regarding the weight of the piggy-backee and instead inquire about the midget. Is this midget considered to be unusually large? Does he work out on a semi-regular basis? Or is he in fact a rather slight midget with slothful tendecies? You see, lately I have seemed to have developed a rather bizarre fascination with our little friends...

Ok, enough rambling. Look before you sit, laugh when you want to cry and think mostly happy thoughts.

I.....I....umm...jeez....

I was at work. You know, making money to support Bettina's irrational hair-dying habit.

thanks Lulumae,
you've echod my feelings. Lonelyness is something human, even when I was in a good relationship I felt alone, and insecure at times.
You can't let peoples attitudes that you have nocontrol over get yuo down. it's their prob, not yours.

you're not alone- my dog doesn't bother noticing me either.

yeah, i've been reconsidering this "boys" thing for awhile... if only they weren't so god damned cute.

have fun tonite!

WOW!!!!! Great photo sets very beautiful.

[Edited on Feb 06, 2004 10:35PM]

maybe you can fit me with my shield?

re. feb 7 journal entry.

There's something hard to define, a subtle quality that a good friend and I refer to as The Wavelength (as in we're both on the same one). It's the ability to communicate in a thoughtful, heartfelt manner with minimal effort. My wife and i have this as well (duh) so it;s not just friendship but an attraction, agenuine sense of communication. Sometimes it's just a look or a shrug, some subtle gesture.

Bettina mentioned in the SG Burlesque group about a possible West Coast tour you two might do this summer. That's pretty cool, aside from that fact that I'm on the other side of the country. I dropped some links in her journal for good East Coast venues that you could check out. It would be great if you made it out this way. Hope the information helps some how.

Best wishes for continued success.

You guys were great tonight! I don't think I've ever seen so many nervous half-naked smokers in one tiny room like that before...
But you and Bettina made it all worthwhile!

One of the things I've been grasping with lately is how idealistic the people of our generation can be. I'm not saying that it isn't possible to dream big, and I'm not saying it's not possible to achieve these dreams. It's just when we let them distort our perceptions of reality. When we strive so hard to accomplish one thing that we sacrifice everything else. Even sometimes letting go of things we know are right for us.

There has to be some middle ground, a compromise. Where we can shoot for our dreams, without abandoning the things we truly love, the ones we truly love, and who love us equally in return. What good is it to be ruler of the world when you have no one to share it with?

[Edited on Jan 10, 2004 3:41PM]

This man called you ugly? That's some fucking nerve.

[Edited on Dec 23, 2003 9:07AM]

your new set is awesome!!!!! and i just need to tell you i love your back piece oh so much, i'm a sucker for tree ink especially when it is done right!

Sure you're bubbly, when you're standing over the churning pot of human limbs you're cooking up.

your scooter is awesome. we should race sometime!

a scooter, a cute girl with bangs and she gets all nekkid. How could anyone not want to be a suicide girls member!!!!!