I know i should update, but i really don't have anything to say. So instead I will share a little poem I wrote for DeSade, it's not very good but it captured my feelings rather well at the time...
There once was a pretty little girl
Who's lover always made her heart twirl
She'd do anything he desired, no matter how crass
Bent over the...
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There once was a pretty little girl
Who's lover always made her heart twirl
She'd do anything he desired, no matter how crass
Bent over the...
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This morning I got up and left my house at 7:30AM, at the time it was surprisingly warm, actually it was 0 degrees (Celsius.) which for Calgary, in early January is pretty much unheard of. However, now it's about -10, icy, windy and snowing. I hate winter, I always get so cold. I also hate summer because all my make-up begins to melt. So really,...
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tygertyger:
Whoa. Not only are you here in Calgary, but you're ridiculously hot, too. You should be my friend; I'm the coolest guy in town.
akira069:
I don't think that I could ever imagine getting up and having it be 0 degrees outside. brrrr!! And that is warm to you?? But I love the snow as well... I guess because I haven't really lived anywhere where it snowed every winter. Fall is nice too. I like them all. 
Last time I checked, little goth girls don't wear blush, and they don't smile, at least not, huge, bright teeth exposed grins.
Today Visha and I went off and took some headshots for a Stock Photographer. He wanted some 'alternative' looking models for these bar/clubbing pics he was doing for his agency. Except both the makeup artist and the photographer made us look like some...
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Today Visha and I went off and took some headshots for a Stock Photographer. He wanted some 'alternative' looking models for these bar/clubbing pics he was doing for his agency. Except both the makeup artist and the photographer made us look like some...
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pyrexia:
that sounds ridiculous. it should be illegal.
elvira:
hey thx a lot pretty lady!! 
cant wait to see your first sets!!!
cant wait to see your first sets!!!
Last night Danny Boy came over and we watched Fritz the Cat, all I can say to that was "what the fuck." Seriously the strangest cartoon I've ever seen, yet it also got me very aroused...I don't know why, perhaps it was becasue Danny Boy's hand was down my pants, who knows?
Danny said I couldn't really appreciate the movie unless I was high, but...
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Danny said I couldn't really appreciate the movie unless I was high, but...
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lucylynne:
HAHA> I saw Fritz the cat! That is a definite What the Fuck movie! When do u think your set is going up? I cant wait to see it! And yes, if he keeps calling when you tell him not too, there is an issue! Lets hope he loses your # fast! Some people just cant get the hint
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inov8ve:
your pink hair is super hoTT!!!!
well... haPpy nEW yearS from NYC!!!!!!!!!!!
be good, be safe, and have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo
xoxo
well... haPpy nEW yearS from NYC!!!!!!!!!!!
be good, be safe, and have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo
xoxo
randi:
i love your hair short, it looks hella cute.
So I am all moved in. Well, actually I'm not really moved in, moreso I managed to get all my stuff into the apartment but it's currently just a mishmash of unassembled furniture and packing boxes.
I can hardly wait until I get it a little more organized because then I'm going to paint...I love painting new apartments, it's my way of really claiming it,...
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I can hardly wait until I get it a little more organized because then I'm going to paint...I love painting new apartments, it's my way of really claiming it,...
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visha:
I glad to hear that your move went well. I wish I could paint my place, but we cant. 
So tommorow I get to move to my new place, I can hardly wait! I love my attic but it's no fun waking up to the site of your own breath in the morning, and no I'm not exaggerating.
How was everyone's Christmas? I, as always, got spoiled by my family, but I also spoiled them so it evens out. My favorite present? A coat...
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How was everyone's Christmas? I, as always, got spoiled by my family, but I also spoiled them so it evens out. My favorite present? A coat...
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visha:
I glad to hear that you had a great Christmas. And no rapie of the ex. He bad. There is so many better people out there that dont fuck with your brain. But that is me. Are you coing out to KINKY on new years? I will be!!!
jaysinb:
Hope your move went well and glad your Christmas was merry.
I'm sorry to hear of your male problems... hmm, not much more to say about that.
So, where or what is KINKY?
I'm sorry to hear of your male problems... hmm, not much more to say about that.
So, where or what is KINKY?
Hmm it seems like everyone has been getting into car accidents lately, myself included. Though I am completely fine, my car is not. Most likely a write-off this means i will have no wheels, but i will have some cash to go buy new corsets and boots and makeup. So all in all, worse things could have happened. But please be safe on the roads,...
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visha:
Merry Christmas
jaysinb:
Merry Christmas
Why is it faults we find in others are often faults within ourselves? Last night I shamefully admit to criticizing my 'boyfriend's' (and I use the term loosely) brother for constantly breaking up and getting back together with his girlfriend. However, this vicious cycle is something I've repeated more than once with my current lover, having a hot/cold relationship for over a year now. Problem...
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akira069:
I love visha for her comment. 
I can totally relate to that as I'm sure a lot of people can. If I were single I would volunteer
Mele Kalikimaka!!
I can totally relate to that as I'm sure a lot of people can. If I were single I would volunteer
Mele Kalikimaka!!
sliggy:
I know it's kinda lame, but have you ever weighed out his good traits against his bad ones?
Usually when we voice our opinions on the negative traits of others, especially when we do it ourselves, you are actually expressing your opinion about yourself and only projecting it at that other person. You're releasing hate an anger for yourself at another, mainly because it is easier than confronting your own problem. It's a form of self-loathing.
I have done it, I think everyone has at some point.
Two guys I know hate one another because they both feel the other is a womanizer. The truth is, they both are. They see themselves in the other, and hate each other for it.
As far as needing more boyfriends, for what it is worth, I am always around if you need me.
Usually when we voice our opinions on the negative traits of others, especially when we do it ourselves, you are actually expressing your opinion about yourself and only projecting it at that other person. You're releasing hate an anger for yourself at another, mainly because it is easier than confronting your own problem. It's a form of self-loathing.
I have done it, I think everyone has at some point.
Two guys I know hate one another because they both feel the other is a womanizer. The truth is, they both are. They see themselves in the other, and hate each other for it.
As far as needing more boyfriends, for what it is worth, I am always around if you need me.
So still I patiently wait for my set to go up, but I finally recieved my oh so coveted pink panties in the mail. I love prancing around in them in my apartment.
I'm almost finished all my Christmas shopping, almost...actually nowhere near done, but that's okay. I enjoy heading to the mall the day before Christmas and finding that all the good presents are...
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I'm almost finished all my Christmas shopping, almost...actually nowhere near done, but that's okay. I enjoy heading to the mall the day before Christmas and finding that all the good presents are...
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sliggy:
I hear ya! That's why I did most of my shopping online this year!, Saves a lot of headaches and stress!
I wish I could have seen ya prancing around in your pink panties!
I wish I could have seen ya prancing around in your pink panties!
visha:
we should have a SG undrwear party
Tonight I am going to my friend Danny's house to watch 'A Nightmare Before Christmas' and eat mint chocolate chip icecream...Ben and Jerry's of course. I see this movie every year just before Christmas and every year I just end up loving it more. In my opinion Tim Burton is a complete and utter genius. Anyone else have fun Christmas time traditions (or rituals) they...
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vanessa:
my LORD do i have a huge femboner for you
silencenoir:
Where have I been? welcome and congrats on going pink
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visha:
your funny hunny
akira069:
yeah... YOU ROCK.
Ashton's your little bitch Put that on a shirt
mele kalikimaka!!
Ashton's your little bitch
Put that on a shirt
mele kalikimaka!!
xox