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well guys, i know i'm going to get the big boo hiss for this one, but i think i'm going to put off doing another set for just a teeny bit longer, so i can spend some time pampering myself and feeling sexy again. i've been really slacking on the self love, skipping yoga, eating cheese (UGH), and just generally sucking. give me a...
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<p>good moring! it's almost 7am here in san francisco. i've been up all night, as usual, and the sun will be up soon. i'm pretending it's still nighttime though, listening to brian eno and burning candles. just wrote my grandmother a long letter, where i somehow went off on a tangent about the true meaning of the koran and how islam was actually one of...
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he arranged me into a thing he wanted to fuck. he pressed down on my sacrum, he arched me, he pulled my shoulders back. he spread me, twisted me, until i was a doll.

<p>earlier, i blew a snot rocket into the tub while i was cleaning it, and i wiped my nose with the back of my hand after. i'm just now looking at my hand and realizing that more of the snot ended up on my hand than in the tub. it's all crusty. </p>

<p>BACK OFF I'M FRIGID</p>

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is it wrong to update my journal just to be at the top of the girls page?
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hello. it's 1pm in san francisco. soon i will go eat a burrito with my friend jim.
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i really really really like my braids. i feel like a princess. yesterday, after seeing lotr for the second time, my friend amy told me i looked like...
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6am on christmas morning. san francisco is deliciously quiet. i got drunk earlier, it was nice. after i started to sober up i had all these revelations and moments of intense wonder and joy. i don't know what that's about, but it seems to happen when i drink whiskey. hope everyone is having a nice calm day.

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i was thinking it might be cool to go to japan and be a high priced call girl for like six months or something. and let gross japanese guys do weird things to me for lots of cash, and because it would be something to write about later. what do you think? i hear they like amazonian white women like me.
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the hair extensions are really cool. if you drop me an email i'll send you a picture of them.
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i woke up at 5pm today, today, solstice day. i'm in san francisco. i think i'd like to go out to the beach and say hello to it, for solstice. i don't think i could live too far inland, i like being able to...
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hi. i'm getting hair extensions day after tomorrow. will you still love me when i have long fake hair? did you love me anyway? do i actually care what you think?
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i'm going to stay up all night and build websites. you should send me an email and say hi tonight. i'll be in need of distraction.