fuck, i need a job.
london:
you and me both!
morte_il_amore:
ditto
so many things are happening right now in very nearby parallel universes. such as: i'm a driver, i'm in india, i'm a musician, i'm a whore, i'm with him, i'm a daredevil, i'm dead.
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lil_tuffy:
Are you back from you summer in the wilderness?
le:
tuffy: i am back from the wilderness. and in the midst of a totally different type of wilderness.
z: i am pretty sure god is really into me. the evidence is definitely there.
z: i am pretty sure god is really into me. the evidence is definitely there.
do you read poetry? what kind of poetry do you read? do you like to read it out loud? let's talk about it.
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rawr_ima_monster:
all the poetry I have written was really funny and rhymey and kids-bookish.
-but it's cute and it rhymes.
Dave
-but it's cute and it rhymes.
Dave
joyrider:
i like to read poetry: brautigan, thomas, sexton, ginsberg, ferlingetti, snyder, lord byron, shelly, o lord there's a bunch.
i write poetry, too, but that is neither here nor there.
i don't think poetry is irrelevant. poetry is gentle and demanding at the same time; it has no space in world of fast pounding movies and television. i hope poetry is simply sleeping now.
i write poetry, too, but that is neither here nor there.
i don't think poetry is irrelevant. poetry is gentle and demanding at the same time; it has no space in world of fast pounding movies and television. i hope poetry is simply sleeping now.
doing a set with mitten soon, hopefully! not WITH mitten, like, i won't have her tit in my mouth or anything (that i know of), but she'll foto-graf me.
donkey, i prolly won't hit up any sf gatherings anytime soon, maybe, i don't know. it doesn't feel right. i tend to stick to my own crew, read books, plan secret hippie adventures, and generally lay...
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donkey, i prolly won't hit up any sf gatherings anytime soon, maybe, i don't know. it doesn't feel right. i tend to stick to my own crew, read books, plan secret hippie adventures, and generally lay...
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isabelle:
cats are sad sometimes like people are sad sometimes. when i moved away from one house to another for the first time my cats could remember (ie, the first time in their adult lives) they hid for about two weeks and wouldn't talk to eachother. it just happens. if she's eating then she's probably okay. she's probably dreaming with the cat she misses. let her be and give her time to adjust.
i'm sorry if this makes no sense, i am rather inebriated currently and have no concept of appropriate language patterns among adults speaking on the internet of things they know little about first hand.
one thing i do know - we did not meet in new york and now neither of us is there anymore. does this mean there is a future for that fleetingly thought of sketchy bar, or has it faded into the oblivion of yoga bliss and dynamic spatial differences?
maybe there was a dream in which we met. and set the whole place on fire.
that land was so full of ghosts.
i'm sorry if this makes no sense, i am rather inebriated currently and have no concept of appropriate language patterns among adults speaking on the internet of things they know little about first hand.
one thing i do know - we did not meet in new york and now neither of us is there anymore. does this mean there is a future for that fleetingly thought of sketchy bar, or has it faded into the oblivion of yoga bliss and dynamic spatial differences?
maybe there was a dream in which we met. and set the whole place on fire.
that land was so full of ghosts.
le:
to isabelle.
new york was so full of glory i do not know if it could have contained much more; including the meeting of two suicide girl ships passing in a sketchy bar. but where are you now and where am i? i tend to be all over the place, especially spread across the west from vancouver to austin. and i'll be back in new york, maybe as early as march or april, or as late as may or june. love.
thanks for cat advice everyone. she seems to be perking up a little, i fed her some nice wet food with fishies in it and i have been giving her tons and tons of love. she is eating, so that's good. i'm worried she's not drinking enough water but how in the hell do you get a cat to drink water? i think i will get her one of those water dishes that's a fountain.
new york was so full of glory i do not know if it could have contained much more; including the meeting of two suicide girl ships passing in a sketchy bar. but where are you now and where am i? i tend to be all over the place, especially spread across the west from vancouver to austin. and i'll be back in new york, maybe as early as march or april, or as late as may or june. love.
thanks for cat advice everyone. she seems to be perking up a little, i fed her some nice wet food with fishies in it and i have been giving her tons and tons of love. she is eating, so that's good. i'm worried she's not drinking enough water but how in the hell do you get a cat to drink water? i think i will get her one of those water dishes that's a fountain.
i am listening to ravi shankar and phillip glass collaborating on ragas in minor scale!
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fred:
Hi le, glad to hear you had a good time at your thing this summer. 
joyrider:
D:\chris\mp3\archive\classical\ravi shankar\sitar concertos\disk 2\01_raga_purlya_kalyan - that is my favorite raga ever!
i would like to find that glass collaboration, i think.
i would like to find that glass collaboration, i think.
ok. i am going to be good and write a real entry now.
i miss elara. do you ever have a feeling that you just intrinsically understand someone, and nothing else matters? mundanities of getting-to-know the other person come second after the initial feeling of being comforted by their presence. i have that feeling about elara, tho it sounds a little creepy i know, at...
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i miss elara. do you ever have a feeling that you just intrinsically understand someone, and nothing else matters? mundanities of getting-to-know the other person come second after the initial feeling of being comforted by their presence. i have that feeling about elara, tho it sounds a little creepy i know, at...
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eris:
hey le, maybe you should continue to be a part of sg if only to remind yourself not to take everything so seriously?
it's silly.
it's fun.
it's a bizzarre little online community. there is no "place" is anyone's lives for sg other than recreation. don't try and find a deep meaning. i mean, i have my uplifting the principles of positive pornography and the overall view girls have of ourselfs and eachother, but if it wasn't fun, i wouldn't do it.
and get the hell out of the city if you aren't happy. sf must be scary after the woods. portland is scary for me after farming in the pacific. but i'm happy anyhow. if you aren't in sf, you know where you found it. right?
xoxoxoxo-eris
it's silly.
it's fun.
it's a bizzarre little online community. there is no "place" is anyone's lives for sg other than recreation. don't try and find a deep meaning. i mean, i have my uplifting the principles of positive pornography and the overall view girls have of ourselfs and eachother, but if it wasn't fun, i wouldn't do it.
and get the hell out of the city if you aren't happy. sf must be scary after the woods. portland is scary for me after farming in the pacific. but i'm happy anyhow. if you aren't in sf, you know where you found it. right?
xoxoxoxo-eris
joyrider:
hi le! i am glad this summer worked itself deep under your skin. sometimes we need something that shakes us down to our bones.
i have my period and i just sneezed. i felt the blood squoosh out.
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eris:
oh, le, i wish you would post more....
catdad:
i'm glad to see you updating your journal although i'm not sure that's what i wanted to read. the closest thing i can relate to that is sneezing while trying to stop a bloody nose. ick.
i leave nature in five days, for the varied chaos of manhattan, rhode island, etc. then it's home to sf, a little while after that. it is time. i will eat burritos. godspeed.
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austie_jonez:
man, i will have you know i am paying 10 dollars a month starting now for the unforseen future just so i can shoot this tex-mex bullshit down.
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WHERE ARE YOU FROM?
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i'll whip up tex-mex style welfare tacos to make a sucka pity the fool that goes to either of those cracker ass mallfood shits.
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have you been to texas? don't even say yes. your privelege to say you have been -- whether or not you have -- has been revoked.
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your views on tex-mex are the cultural travesty.
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have you ever had migas? No.
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have you ever had a breakfast taco? You probably had a breakfast burrito with fucking taytor totts and mayo. THAT SHIT IS NASTY calimex food that is wrong no matter if you buy it in the mall or not. the burrito is a bastardization of the taco made for consumer american markets.
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WHERE ARE YOU FROM?
<BR><BR>
i'll whip up tex-mex style welfare tacos to make a sucka pity the fool that goes to either of those cracker ass mallfood shits.
<BR><BR>
have you been to texas? don't even say yes. your privelege to say you have been -- whether or not you have -- has been revoked.
<BR><BR>
your views on tex-mex are the cultural travesty.
<BR><BR>
have you ever had migas? No.
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have you ever had a breakfast taco? You probably had a breakfast burrito with fucking taytor totts and mayo. THAT SHIT IS NASTY calimex food that is wrong no matter if you buy it in the mall or not. the burrito is a bastardization of the taco made for consumer american markets.
austie_jonez:
P.S. elly, i refuse to look at naked pics of you.
buenos tardes amigos.
does the rest of the world exist? i leave new york soon. i'm afraid.
does the rest of the world exist? i leave new york soon. i'm afraid.
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joyrider:
good luck with decompression.
googused:
Hi Le!
Come back - we need you more than ever
Come back - we need you more than ever
i am capable of much.
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eris:
we are each capable of everything.
eris:
or: we are ALL capable of everything.
*grin*
*grin*