kirin

Happy Easter everyone. I don't get the connection between crucifixion, colored eggs, and bunnies, but whatever. I love all the chocolate around this time of year.



Kinda cracked me up that at the beginning of this video YouTube put up an add for a mormon site.

Dating sucks! A week after TaoAndCoffee and I broke up someone I had a crush on a few years ago expressed both past and current interest. Apparently he'd been planning to ask me out until he realized I was married. We've hung out a few times and the more I get to know him the more I like him. The issue is we're both pretty...
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New peektures from my shoot yesterday! I think hundreds more are coming. It was musical photographers. The photos below were by Dave Whitson again. Seeing as the shoot was less than 24 hours ago none of the other photographers have sent anything and none of the photos are edited.

It was a really cool experience. There were two other models there. They set us up...
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I've been working on a dream of mine, modeling. It's hard to do much with this site I've found so I'm branching out hoping to gain experience and get paid. Here are some pretty fucking cool results.

These are outtakes of a shoot I did on March 10th by Inkblot98. God I love her! She was shooting the shoot and the photographer's flash did...
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New news. I've talked it over with friends, family, and coworkers. I'll be staying in Michigan at least another year. I'm too mentally and emotionally fucked up to make a decision on where to go or what to do. I own a house here, I have great friends here, and I have a job that most days doesn't make me want to kill myself. My...
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I'm on Twitter finally! Check out Kirin Suicide. I'll try to be more entertaining there than I am here.

I had a lovely chat with my boss today. I told him what happened with the BF and that I think it's time to move back to Phoenix. He said if that's my choice he won't do the modification to my mortgage. He said he'll still modify it if I agree to stay one more year. He thinks I'm being a wuss and trying to...
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He did it again. When he was supposed to leave to come here I got a text saying everything fell apart and he was going in to work instead. It's not coincidence anymore that this only happens on the weekends we're supposed to see each other. I told him I didn't believe him and I wanted his boss to call me. She never did. I...
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I fanfucking hate my software company at work! OMG how I hate them! We got this software in August 2009, so coming up on two and a half years now. I was a small part of the conversion team and it was a huge pain in the ass because they didn't even have the mortgage part written until like 3 days before we went live....
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