keegan

I made it home safely from burning man, although the welcome wagon was not wating -- my boi and I are over -- so I have spent my decompression unpacking my suitcases and packing up the life that we shared for the last four years.

Despite how surreal it all is, I feel better than I have in months, a little anxious but good, I'm...
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Five more sleeps and we are off to burningman....how fucking excited am I? It is guaranteed to restore my faith in humanity...woohoo...i'm going shopping for underwaer this afternoon b/c I never wear the fuckers but it's neccessary to do so when hanging out in the playa for 7 days straight (playa dust + constant bike riding + commanda = bad idea).

I'll be staying in...
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I suck at life

I have recently taken up pole dancing and I have the bruises to prove it...about 45 up and down my legs and a huge one on my left shoulder when I came down too quickly during a new trick.... Mneylu says it looks like I got biffed by an orange (or a runby fruiting).

We are gettting ready to go for a big honking breakfast...
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I was doing really well with the seperation (see past blogsfor back story) but I ended up crying last night after having sex with a regular bedmate...I realized I wanted him to be lying next to my boi instead of him which I realize is not fair to anyone.

I've been trying really hard to keep busy but we all need to slow down at...
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I need to go grocery shopping....anyone want to take me? We can check out the produce section with all its phallic beauty!

I'm off to the beach for Mneylu's b-day celebration...it'll be my third time this week next to a body of water...I'm so fucking white right now, the weather here has been terrible....no one would guess I'm part indian but I'm determined to change that today with or without thundershowers!

Kisses!

As many of you already know, my boi and I have not been getting along as well as I would have hoped. I finally initiate a "talk" (you know the one) which ended in us deciding to take an extended break from living together. I am currently packing up all of my stuff to move in with my ex gf/best friend....it feels really strange. I...
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I am at work....I haven't had a good night's sleep in forever....I am a zombie....what sound do zombies make (i.e. how the hell do you spell it)? Anyone?

I'm still an Emo Keegan, but my ex-gf has arranged for myself to undergo a reiki (spelling?) session in 2 days time...she was very cute in broaching the subject...she thinks it'll help with my emotional chaos.

I feel really lonely these days even when surrounded by those I care abuot which can never be good and my head shrink is going on sabbatical and will...
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