i keep having these dreams that i lose the beads off my posts on my piercings and i'm constantly searching for them. Everytime i'm always missing one. i must say dreams are fucked up
Acccording to Jungs dream theroy, must be some unconcious fear that i have. Or to Freud theroy, it's probably sexual, like i keep going for someone that i can't...something stupid like...
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Acccording to Jungs dream theroy, must be some unconcious fear that i have. Or to Freud theroy, it's probably sexual, like i keep going for someone that i can't...something stupid like...
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so i went out to banff for the day to get away and cheer my spirits up. kinda worked, but it was so damn dead, i figure everyone must have been watching the stupid game. i took a hike up the tunnel mountain and did some deep soulful thinking. I figured DAMN IT! i have to re-arrange things in my life. i allow stupid things...
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harryjohnson:
so i threw them in my pics, because tying to get them up on the journal is fustrating...if anyone can help how work this shit, it would rock!
Is this what you want to do K?
Is this what you want to do K?
molonel:
What sort of little things are we talking about? Job stress is not a little thing. Feeling like your life is spiraling down the john is not a good thing. Wishing you could find someone who cares about you is not a little thing. If you had a bad day at work, then that's a little thing, but having most of your days be bad days is not a little thing. If you're taking the time to hike out and think deeply, then you've already separated yourself from most of the pack. Do you need to stop ignoring little stuff, or do you need to really take a new direction? That is the point I hit last February. Is there something you've wanted to do that you haven't done? God, this sounds like advice. I'll shut up, now.
The trail pics were beautiful. Lichen and moss. What mountains were those? We have mostly single mountains up in Oregon, rather than long ranges like that.
With regards to your journal entry: I take no offense. I hope you find someone that you don't have to make any excuses for. I'd say something else, but I already gave you enough bullshit advice in the first paragraph.
I spent some time with friends over the weekend. It's hard to explain, but I've finally had to realize that sometimes you reach the end of possibilities with some friends, and demanding more of them is simply ... unwise. I know I'm being vague, but I had epic expectations of friendships that were simply ... okay. There's nothing wrong with okay, either. But sometimes I simply hope for more.
The trail pics were beautiful. Lichen and moss. What mountains were those? We have mostly single mountains up in Oregon, rather than long ranges like that.
With regards to your journal entry: I take no offense. I hope you find someone that you don't have to make any excuses for. I'd say something else, but I already gave you enough bullshit advice in the first paragraph.
I spent some time with friends over the weekend. It's hard to explain, but I've finally had to realize that sometimes you reach the end of possibilities with some friends, and demanding more of them is simply ... unwise. I know I'm being vague, but I had epic expectations of friendships that were simply ... okay. There's nothing wrong with okay, either. But sometimes I simply hope for more.
l l PAUSE 
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rin:
play.
atrasties:
Nah no worries we didn't really have any plans for the weekend but I think if wednesday is clear for most folks we may get out for some fun. How bout some pool and a drink or 2?
I'm so hung over..... 
i drank way past my limit. My head is killing me, i can't even move it without feeling dizzy. i got to meet up with meanwhilethecat 
then all night my friends ex was all over her and i had to fight hiim off her all night. he was a complete creep, so me and her just acted like lovers to he...
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i drank way past my limit. My head is killing me, i can't even move it without feeling dizzy. i got to meet up with meanwhilethecat then all night my friends ex was all over her and i had to fight hiim off her all night. he was a complete creep, so me and her just acted like lovers to he... Read More
demonika:
Awwww I hate being hung over ... remember the days of our youth when the hang over didnt exist?? I wish I was still like that!!
xox
Have a good weekend!!
xox
Have a good weekend!!
meanwhilethecat:
did you keep on drinking? crazy.
i shouldve hung around a bit longer and told that sketch case to get lost, i can pretend to be tough.
we should do it again sometime...when i dont work.
i shouldve hung around a bit longer and told that sketch case to get lost, i can pretend to be tough.
we should do it again sometime...when i dont work.
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ahhhhhhh! someone is on my account and won't leave! 
i had to report it, so i don't know if i have to get a new account....that may mean i may lose all the people that i have on my list and make a new name...fuck! everything is just fucking great.....
i had to report it, so i don't know if i have to get a new account....that may mean i may lose all the people that i have on my list and make a new name...fuck! everything is just fucking great.....
nice i have the day off.....
so yesterday...cleaning my house and i was was mopping the floor...get to a doorway...and you know where there is a hole for the hing on the side...well....got my pircing pulled and caught in there...IT FUCKING HURT LIKE A BITCH! , i fucking screamed out porfanities like there was not tommorrow, i probably scared my neighbors. it bleed alot...
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so yesterday...cleaning my house and i was was mopping the floor...get to a doorway...and you know where there is a hole for the hing on the side...well....got my pircing pulled and caught in there...IT FUCKING HURT LIKE A BITCH! , i fucking screamed out porfanities like there was not tommorrow, i probably scared my neighbors. it bleed alot...
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asreal1:
hah! as if the wrestler guy stands a chance! my bots shoot laser beams from their eyes.
c456:
are these surface piercings?
isnt it better to create a lot of scar tissue?
my friend had one
she became so concerned she never used her arm (her right one) silly girl
still he has this habbit of asking for help as if her arm where incapasitated, it is not, as she has long taked the piercing out..
anyways good for you for not letting your piercings run you!!
woooooo!
aww i hope it heels and you dont loose too much more blood!!
(mmm bloooood)
isnt it better to create a lot of scar tissue?
my friend had one
she became so concerned she never used her arm (her right one) silly girl
still he has this habbit of asking for help as if her arm where incapasitated, it is not, as she has long taked the piercing out..
anyways good for you for not letting your piercings run you!!
woooooo!
aww i hope it heels and you dont loose too much more blood!!
(mmm bloooood)
i'm real ready to kill custmers at my store! People drive me nutty! i'm sick of running around finding people sizes and all i ever do is put away all their junk after, which they pile up on the floor. Stupid btiches! this is not your own personal bedroom mutha fuckers! and the teenages....oh......they drive me nuts i hate them...they can all go tto HELL!...
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demonika:
Oh DUDE, you have to go and see James Tex at Eternal Image, he used to work at Smilin Buddha, but just moved, he is THE BEST, check out my forearm mummy girl, the lines are like BUTTER, there are pics in my tattoo folder. Dont fear the inker!!
Lilac fest is the last weekend in May, you have to come and see my stuff and meet me!!
Lilac fest is the last weekend in May, you have to come and see my stuff and meet me!!
wolfj:
Sounds like my job. I work with the public too and I know exactly how you feel. The ones that get me are the people with the stupid questions and I don't mean the average can you help me questions, I mean the totally how the hell did you pass the age of five and not know that questions.
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meanwhilethecat:
well...you missed it...tonight may be my last night with long hair, it may or may not disappear tomorrow depending on the stylists wishes. 
alisa:
Karismic said onApril 23
my soultion...SMOKE one!..... i always feel much better after that...everything seems to mellow out
oh i did but when i wrote that i was heading out to the greyhound station and was saving it all for the trip. i wish i had could have stopped right then and there and taken more time to plan it out. it was way to rushed and hectic for me to fully enjoy new york.
next time will be a blast though.
I aim to please.