kade

I passed! I'm liscenced! I honestly cant believe it! I was certain I was going to fail because I know I fucked up many services. Ive never felt so relieved in my life. Im poppin the chamapigne.

Thanks to all who send me good vibes and such....it worked!
Muah to all......now I can move on with my life.

So sorry for the last post. I was feeling pretty insane. Its been a while since then and alot has happened. Things in that arena are much better by far.
Ive been doing the makeup for this low budget indie film being shot.....Its been so much fun and I have already made some amazing connections for more on set jobs.....Im so fucking excited. I love...
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I think I might actually be broken. A feeling I have never before felt such as this. Ive never felt so desperately engulfed by a feeling that I felt I was going to explode. The thoughtful ideas I once relyed on wripped from underneath my foundation. Never feeling so alone that I dont even exhist physically. Everything that isn't, is me.

I suppose I had...
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People keep telling me that they saw me on G4?
I know nothing of this.....was it just a picture of me from my set? Or a video clip?
PLEASE TELL ME MORE!!!
Seeing as I know nothing about me being on TV, I must learn more.

Wow.....I knew they were redesigning the site, but damn!

its weird not having to wake up at 6 am......and its so fucking nice. I am free fo rthe next few days at least! Until I start working on this indie film.....then state board test. I need to talk to anyone who has taken the test and has recieved their liscence. Now!

Anyways, I might go...
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I graduated. Its done. All 1600 hours.
Fuck yeah.

For some reason I'm in a mood. I blame my roomate sometimes, but then somehow I further the agoney. How do I get in these moods? How can I avoid them.

I can feel the squeeze on my heart. Ouch.


PS- They wont let me change my profile pic......I look nothing like my current one. Nothing...
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So I spent last night with Chanel!
Hah! Dont I wish!
No, she came over yesterday because she had some business to take care of around my neck of the woods.
I was so happy to finally meet her! Once she got out of my house, she jumped out of the car and screamed in disbelief that she was finally out of her car....
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So a friend of mine entered into this short film contest on MTV and got into the top 5 or something like that. So his next step was to make a sort of commercial or promo clip for his movie. And it is to be played at the MTV Movie Awards and to be voted on. Im defenatly no fan of MTV but its awesome...
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