COKE CALLS:
HEY GUYS. HERES SOME E MAILS BETWEEN ME AND MY APRES BREAKUP BOYFRIEND. IT'S KIND OF A NICE STAGE. RIGHT WHEN YOU FORGET THE YUCKY STUFF AND REMEMBER THE GOOD... AND FER SURE FORGET WHY THE HELL YOU WERE EVER ATTRACTED TO THEM. LATE NIGHT COKE CALLS AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS CAN BE PRETTY FUNNY:
ME:
Thanks for checking in, Ben. That's nice. I was...
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HEY GUYS. HERES SOME E MAILS BETWEEN ME AND MY APRES BREAKUP BOYFRIEND. IT'S KIND OF A NICE STAGE. RIGHT WHEN YOU FORGET THE YUCKY STUFF AND REMEMBER THE GOOD... AND FER SURE FORGET WHY THE HELL YOU WERE EVER ATTRACTED TO THEM. LATE NIGHT COKE CALLS AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS CAN BE PRETTY FUNNY:
ME:
Thanks for checking in, Ben. That's nice. I was...
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Saturday @ Towne Lounge
Pseudo Six
Kingdom
WeSafari
$6 or something
OMG OMG OMG OMG. You all know that Pseudo Six is great... but what you don't know is that Seattle's WeSafari is great (In fact, I'll put one of their songs on my profile now).
Seriously. Last time they were at Towne, I geeked out, sang along to their songs in the front and...
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Pseudo Six
Kingdom
WeSafari
$6 or something
OMG OMG OMG OMG. You all know that Pseudo Six is great... but what you don't know is that Seattle's WeSafari is great (In fact, I'll put one of their songs on my profile now).
Seriously. Last time they were at Towne, I geeked out, sang along to their songs in the front and...
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yeb:
sooooooo its sunday - how was it

tayler:
are they as cool as this?

are they as cool as this?
NO WAY!!! IS THIS STORY FOR REAL???? Some science-y person tell me. I really must know.
THIS WASP MAKES ZOMBIE ROACHES BY CONTROLLING IT'S BRAIN WITH A STINGER???!!! NUH HUH.
http://loom.corante.com/archives/2006/02/02/the_wisdom_of_parasites.php
THIS WASP MAKES ZOMBIE ROACHES BY CONTROLLING IT'S BRAIN WITH A STINGER???!!! NUH HUH.
http://loom.corante.com/archives/2006/02/02/the_wisdom_of_parasites.php
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yeb:
I think the author takes some artistic licence in his description. From other sites it seems more along the lines of the wasp sings the roach and then pumps drugs into its head. So its like interspecies Rohypnol date rape, the cockroach cannot say no or run away as his brain is drugged.
Its interesting to see the debate after about wether such behaviour was designed or evolved. Without going down that thorny debate i will observe that everything in the world seems to have its unique place, role and purpose. I think my purpose is to care for my friends and family and to do the very best in all i can do. What is your purpose in life joubee?
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Its interesting to see the debate after about wether such behaviour was designed or evolved. Without going down that thorny debate i will observe that everything in the world seems to have its unique place, role and purpose. I think my purpose is to care for my friends and family and to do the very best in all i can do. What is your purpose in life joubee?
[Edited on Feb 04, 2006 10:31PM]
richie6fingers:
wah !
so gross
so cool
i saw a docu once where ants living in a tree "milked" (for want of a better word) caterpillars
and when they emerged from cocoon as butterfly, were escorted to the nearest opening in the tree and set free
isn't that sweet ?
so gross
so cool
i saw a docu once where ants living in a tree "milked" (for want of a better word) caterpillars
and when they emerged from cocoon as butterfly, were escorted to the nearest opening in the tree and set free
isn't that sweet ?

It used to boggle me why 96.7% of the world songs are written on the topic of love (Okay, you got me. 32% of them are about tribal heirarchy, BUT STILL).
Well, I understand now. Now that I understand, I actually listen to them. Novelty is secondary to pertinence.
It's also come to my attention that romantic relationships do really come before all others and...
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stillbreathing:
Good to know you're watching. Best times sometimes...
yeb:
Watching people is good. I think one can understand oneself better by observing and understanding others. We are all unique but in many ways the same.
Enjoy your watching and thanks for the update, tis always a joy to glimpse your mind.
Enjoy your watching and thanks for the update, tis always a joy to glimpse your mind.
Hey guys. I'm fucking retarded. A few journal entries ago, I was NOT talking about Mia the suicide girl, I was referring to the rapper, M.I.A who rapped about never selling out and then used that exact song for a car commercial.
I've never met Mia, but I hope to some day. I need to keep track of the fucking 900 names on here, hahahahha....
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I've never met Mia, but I hope to some day. I need to keep track of the fucking 900 names on here, hahahahha....
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stillbreathing:
Yeah, I thought that was quite humerous too...talk about selling out, then sell out. Good times...I hope you had a great show this past week. You gonna be in Nueva Yorka anytime soon?
UM, WHY DID ALL THE PHOTOS THAT i HOST HERE AND POSTED OTHER PLACES TURN INTO JOIN SG ADS??!!!! THAT JUST MADE ME LOOK LIKE I'M TRYING TO USE MY FRIENDS AS CLEAR CHANNEL. WHEN I VIEWED THE COMMENT, IT WAS THE PICTURE!!! WTF!!!!
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allonblack:
Yeah what Yeb said.
There's also Http://www.strike9.com/ which I've used since it's inception and I know the guy that started it. It's reliable, useful, and smells great.
Oh, I've been meaning to drop you a comment about this quote from your journal.
"I'm on Welbutrin still. Right on. It's a perfect safeguard against emotional processing and growth. "
I really hope you don't honestly believe that. Medication like SSRI's (wb isn't one but is in the ballpark) is only a tool. When you have a headache, you take aspirin. When you have a chemical imbalance, you take an anti-depressant. Quite honestly there's no such thing as a pill that can cause you to not emotionally process or grow. That's your own doing.
If your meds aren't working and you honestly believe what you said, you might try going back to the person that gave them to you and mention this. There isn't a universal medication that works for eveyrone. Finding the right pill for the person is a total crap-shoot. You never know the outcome, and there's no way to predict the results.
I've noticed that a lot of regular MD's are giving Wellbutrin in an attempt to sweep their patients depression under the rug. These aren't the right people to see about this. Therapists, Psychiatrists, or Pyschologists. I can't stress this enough. I finally made the jump to a full blown Pyschiatrist and I'll never, ever fucking go to a regular practice doctor for medication advice again. They just don't have the knowledge or the desire to follow up with it.
The only drug in this ballpark that has a little rep for making people more sedate is Zoloft.
Ehh why am I bothering.
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There's also Http://www.strike9.com/ which I've used since it's inception and I know the guy that started it. It's reliable, useful, and smells great.
Oh, I've been meaning to drop you a comment about this quote from your journal.
"I'm on Welbutrin still. Right on. It's a perfect safeguard against emotional processing and growth. "
I really hope you don't honestly believe that. Medication like SSRI's (wb isn't one but is in the ballpark) is only a tool. When you have a headache, you take aspirin. When you have a chemical imbalance, you take an anti-depressant. Quite honestly there's no such thing as a pill that can cause you to not emotionally process or grow. That's your own doing.
If your meds aren't working and you honestly believe what you said, you might try going back to the person that gave them to you and mention this. There isn't a universal medication that works for eveyrone. Finding the right pill for the person is a total crap-shoot. You never know the outcome, and there's no way to predict the results.
I've noticed that a lot of regular MD's are giving Wellbutrin in an attempt to sweep their patients depression under the rug. These aren't the right people to see about this. Therapists, Psychiatrists, or Pyschologists. I can't stress this enough. I finally made the jump to a full blown Pyschiatrist and I'll never, ever fucking go to a regular practice doctor for medication advice again. They just don't have the knowledge or the desire to follow up with it.
The only drug in this ballpark that has a little rep for making people more sedate is Zoloft.
Ehh why am I bothering.
[Edited on Jan 10, 2006 3:40AM]
bridgetwnpeddler:
Well looks like that was sufficiently answered... did you post to another location?
"There's no redemption without sin" somebody said once in a very smart time.
This is why I feel like the only lively people are x-drug addicts and depressed artists that use humor as a ficade. I GETIT NOW.
Happy new years everyone. DUIs are very expensive. I did some new sets and I hope they get accepted but they're fuckin' weird. Try me dressed up...
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This is why I feel like the only lively people are x-drug addicts and depressed artists that use humor as a ficade. I GETIT NOW.
Happy new years everyone. DUIs are very expensive. I did some new sets and I hope they get accepted but they're fuckin' weird. Try me dressed up...
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cidium:
New beginnings start with happy endings.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
cidium:
New beginnings start with happy endings.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
I would like to offer my talents with photoshop, let me know if there is anything I can help with.
A LETTER TO MY FRIEND ABOUT QUEEN ELIZABETH I:
Well, as you learn about her you'll find she was anything but. In those days ending up an old maid was synonymous with virgin...HAHAHHAHAHA.
She had two loves in her life and could do nothing about either of them... for her country. QUE THE MUSIC. It would be unthinkable for a woman to cavort around with...
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Well, as you learn about her you'll find she was anything but. In those days ending up an old maid was synonymous with virgin...HAHAHHAHAHA.
She had two loves in her life and could do nothing about either of them... for her country. QUE THE MUSIC. It would be unthinkable for a woman to cavort around with...
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papawheelie:
what a great journal entry. it also made me think of this video for whatever reason. some other reason other than me just simply being a dork i think.
catdad:
This story made me think of you. Hope all is well in Joubee land.
No, my last entry wasn't talking about love. Now, looking at it with that in mind, it would have been the dumbest thing in the world and you would have a right to call me a jackass. No, it was a substance that was making me do that, which is funny... the substance perhaps mimics a bit of love no?
So, I just returned for...
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So, I just returned for...
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yeb:
<sound of crowd calling for updates>

yeb:
<sound of crowd still calling for updates despite strained voices>
My heart flops around in my chest as strong as a fish out of water and my lungs flap like the wings of a cherub.
ooooooooooh, it's divine.
ooooooooooh, it's divine.
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stillbreathing:
word.
themadcaplaughs:
Congrats... a good feeling that... *raises a glass* here is to it keeping on flying.
"Hey, would it be alright if I called you sometime?" and he'll look back into my eyes smuggly and say "You already did," and we'll have the best laugh.
This got a good little chuckle out of me.