Yippie, today was laundry day!
Fresh sheets for my bed tonight!!!!!!!!!
Fresh sheets for my bed tonight!!!!!!!!!
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Thank you for all the sweet comments and love I have felt in this tough time.
My visit out East was not nearly the difficult ordeal I imagined it would be.
True, my grandma's body is deteriorating, and true this may be the last time I ever see her, but the reality is she is not dead yet, and knowing her she will probably end...
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My visit out East was not nearly the difficult ordeal I imagined it would be.
True, my grandma's body is deteriorating, and true this may be the last time I ever see her, but the reality is she is not dead yet, and knowing her she will probably end...
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khalil:
I'm glad that you had a great time! Yeah it's been a rough week, but everything should start getting better today, take care hon! 
it_thing_hard_on:
In response to your comment in my journal yes, yes it is. But in that regard I guess we're more like the animals we so stridently try to distance ourselves from. We are born, we grow up, we go our separate ways.
Hope I wasn't being overly philosophical just then.
Hope I wasn't being overly philosophical just then.
I should be packing, I should be sleeping, yet here I am cruising around on the internet. Anything I suppose to delay the inevitable....
Catching a plane at 7am tomorrow, ah hell guess it is today now, Monday, to head back East to see Grandma.
All the family is going to be there.
I suppose it is that, the seeing the uncles and feeling the...
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Catching a plane at 7am tomorrow, ah hell guess it is today now, Monday, to head back East to see Grandma.
All the family is going to be there.
I suppose it is that, the seeing the uncles and feeling the...
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khalil:
Have a great trip!!
satchell:
Have a good time seeing grandma. Don't pay attention to your uncles. If the averages are correct at least one of them is gay.
Tivo is a recorder that records tv for you and then you can watch it whenever you feel like it.
And I have gotten over it.
Tivo is a recorder that records tv for you and then you can watch it whenever you feel like it.
And I have gotten over it.
and just like that everything changes.....
today a puppy sits in my lap and i burst into tears.
I itch for an excuse to inflict pain on some drunken patron with either my words or my fists.
my mom called, my grandma is not doing so good...
today a puppy sits in my lap and i burst into tears.
I itch for an excuse to inflict pain on some drunken patron with either my words or my fists.
my mom called, my grandma is not doing so good...
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freelithiumpicni:
Oh Jorryn, can you visit you Grandma or is she very far away. I am sorry to hear you are sad... xoxox
Wow, I can not believe that April is almost here.... 
Time is such a funny thing, the way it distorts and twists.
Where my life was in April 2005 is so very different from where I am sitting today. It seems as though this is a completey different lifetime, and yet this year seems to have passed in a blink of an eye.
What must...
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Time is such a funny thing, the way it distorts and twists.
Where my life was in April 2005 is so very different from where I am sitting today. It seems as though this is a completey different lifetime, and yet this year seems to have passed in a blink of an eye.
What must...
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shellymc:
you have a beautiful way with words 
I hope you have a wonderful weekend, its in the seventies here in good ol new england....and spring fever is among most of us.
Strange how a little sunshine seems to give people a little more energy and brings about a lot more smiles.
Corny...i know...
but so true.
I hope you have a wonderful weekend, its in the seventies here in good ol new england....and spring fever is among most of us.
Strange how a little sunshine seems to give people a little more energy and brings about a lot more smiles.
Corny...i know...
but so true.
satchell:
What about the unconditional love a person can have with there tivo? I swear I haven't slept since I got it. 
Seriously blood shot eyes every moring I think I have an addiction.
Have fun at the Canucks! Ya Hoser!
Seriously blood shot eyes every moring I think I have an addiction.
Have fun at the Canucks! Ya Hoser!
WOOHooooo......!
I love being home. I miss my computer. I miss my friends. I miss my mom. I miss my apartment . And most of all.....I miss my friggin bed!!! Oh yeah, and of course, I miss SG
I have recovered from my cold, thanks to all who were concerned.
As for the photo I posted, unfortunately it is NOT from a new set, although...
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I love being home. I miss my computer. I miss my friends. I miss my mom. I miss my apartment . And most of all.....I miss my friggin bed!!! Oh yeah, and of course, I miss SG
I have recovered from my cold, thanks to all who were concerned.
As for the photo I posted, unfortunately it is NOT from a new set, although...
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wadewalker:
Thanks, I think you're right, I did look good! I put up some pictures from that night in my journal. There's more I need to send, I'll give you the link in a message.
I am so computer illiterate, and being sick doesn't help, I just tried to do a journal entry and it disappeared in cyber land 
And the lovely Bettina just tried to walk me through uplaoading pictures. Even with all her help I have no idea what I am doing!
Anyways I ended up taking last night off work. And tonight.
Not feeling at all attractive...
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And the lovely Bettina just tried to walk me through uplaoading pictures. Even with all her help I have no idea what I am doing!
Anyways I ended up taking last night off work. And tonight.
Not feeling at all attractive...
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sugar:
You are so gorgeous, lady!
shellymc:
I'm sorry to hear that the past couple weeks have been rough!
I can sympathize with your friend regarding quitting smoking.
I smoke something fierce....and the last time i tried to quit, everyone including my own mother wanted to kill me
Its an extremely hard addiction to give up, and sadly enough.... i'm still to scared to make that leap.
Are you feeling better?
I can sympathize with your friend regarding quitting smoking.
I smoke something fierce....and the last time i tried to quit, everyone including my own mother wanted to kill me
Its an extremely hard addiction to give up, and sadly enough.... i'm still to scared to make that leap.
Are you feeling better?
Well I did have my tooth all fixed up on Monday My new dentist totally rocks! Its a young woman and she was awesome and she filled the tooth which will hopefully settle the nerve down cuz if the nerve dies I would need a root canal which aside from being very expensive would so not be cool!
Speaking of not cool, I completely burnt...
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My new dentist totally rocks! Its a young woman and she was awesome and she filled the tooth which will hopefully settle the nerve down cuz if the nerve dies I would need a root canal which aside from being very expensive would so not be cool!
Speaking of not cool, I completely burnt...
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shellymc:
I hope you took the night off!
wadewalker:
Yeah dude, I am wiped out right now too. I had to work last night though. Good thing it only took me 2.5 hours. Tonight I get to lounge around at "dirtbag" central. ha ha
So tired, OMG, gonna crawl back into bed as soon as I manage to speak to a dentist.
Last night was a charity event I help organize, Dancers for Cancer, and it was completely successful, and completely exhausting! We had a goal to raise $4000 which we definitely met, though I am awaiting all the final numbers to know just how far we surpassed it....
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Last night was a charity event I help organize, Dancers for Cancer, and it was completely successful, and completely exhausting! We had a goal to raise $4000 which we definitely met, though I am awaiting all the final numbers to know just how far we surpassed it....
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bettina:
I got your message, it ruled! Thank you so much, you are such a wonderful friend.
I'm glad your benefit went well, I'll want to hear all about it when you're over again. I hope your tooth is better soon!
I'm glad your benefit went well, I'll want to hear all about it when you're over again. I hope your tooth is better soon!
hope:
horay! thank you, jorryn!
Woohoo! Going to be seeing Bettina and Wadewalker!
And then for a much anticipated bit of ridiculousness...
For years February has been such a painful month for me, and this year things have completely turned around! I am afraid to sleep for fear of waking up from this wonderful, exciting, loving dream,
And then for a much anticipated bit of ridiculousness...
For years February has been such a painful month for me, and this year things have completely turned around! I am afraid to sleep for fear of waking up from this wonderful, exciting, loving dream,
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shellymc:
How was your weekend?
sky:
no problem, pretty, I loved your set! I'm so jealous of girls that look good with curly hair, my hair is naturally really curly but it's just not manageable!
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But thats because I just got in from the hospitol and dirty sheets can lead to infection which can lead to death...
Yes... That kind of death...
The bad kind...
It was for "Inguinal Hernia Repair". Basically a hernia (or detached/pinched muscle-/bowel-tissue, for ya if you dunno what a hernia is) in my scrotum (or "ballsack", if you will
It was pretty effin' big. For the longest time I thought I sprouted a third testicle, until I got my girl-at-the-time to pleasure it to see if it feels good. Turns out, that shit hurt. Then I went to the doctor who told me I could die from this.
Glad you liked my review!
Makes me kinda wanna do that to someone soon...
Damn 6 week-long abstinence bullshit!