I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo board...
Sometimes I feel like shutting myself away behind
my prison like bedroom walls forever and do nothing but paint, or sculpt, occasionally masterbate; and listen to records - of course....
Today I realy want to be out and about doing this
and that enjoying shuffeling about the masses-
in an antisocial way. Traped indoors reguardless
by the sun, no motivation,and no...
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Sometimes I feel like shutting myself away behind
my prison like bedroom walls forever and do nothing but paint, or sculpt, occasionally masterbate; and listen to records - of course....
Today I realy want to be out and about doing this
and that enjoying shuffeling about the masses-
in an antisocial way. Traped indoors reguardless
by the sun, no motivation,and no...
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- I am not to "hip" to the inner workings and 'behind the sene's" action of this web site but...
God Damnit- sometimes I wonder.........are these 'events'- fun??...............................and- how come
you O.S.G. dont ever have gatherings-, and MotherFuckers; how come I dont know of it if there have been any..................................I m not talking shit; but this site is becoming so click-ish, I wonder how the...
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God Damnit- sometimes I wonder.........are these 'events'- fun??...............................and- how come
you O.S.G. dont ever have gatherings-, and MotherFuckers; how come I dont know of it if there have been any..................................I m not talking shit; but this site is becoming so click-ish, I wonder how the...
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nogodsnomanagers:
i am new and not hip to anything. You will always be one helluva lot hipperer than moi.Plus i live in England, which means i'm geographically removed from all clicks anyway. I just wanted you to know i think you're great. Though if i ever meet you in person and think otherwise i'd tell ya, i'm honest like that.
from your tragically not-hip admirer ngnm
from your tragically not-hip admirer ngnm
jakemarley:
Didn't they just post a photo shoot of a UK event?
Anyway, people seem to try to get things going on in my neck of the woods, and even succeed in the northern part of the state. However, I don't really see why someone would want to go to an event with people they only know online, unless they are really clickish. It might be different for you, Jetta, as you live in Portland and are an original SG.
Personally, I am more than thrilled if anyone even replies to my journal postings!
Anyway, people seem to try to get things going on in my neck of the woods, and even succeed in the northern part of the state. However, I don't really see why someone would want to go to an event with people they only know online, unless they are really clickish. It might be different for you, Jetta, as you live in Portland and are an original SG.
Personally, I am more than thrilled if anyone even replies to my journal postings!
-aaaaakkkkkk-
I am so fucken pissed off right now! -The worst part is I have noone to blame but myself!
Yesterday; I thought I was going to have an
extreamly urgent surgical procedure done....
It costs ALOT of money-well to much for myself to cover anyway- Long story short- I had my
half of the money left on me...stuck downtown
I went to Embers where...
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I am so fucken pissed off right now! -The worst part is I have noone to blame but myself!
Yesterday; I thought I was going to have an
extreamly urgent surgical procedure done....
It costs ALOT of money-well to much for myself to cover anyway- Long story short- I had my
half of the money left on me...stuck downtown
I went to Embers where...
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jetta:
Y-all are a bunch of sweethearts; I know that shit will disolve and I'll again be able to see my way out of this mess, I just had to blow up at my computer so I didnt get to agro on anyone
today........You people make me so happy....
today........You people make me so happy....
jakemarley:
Who says you have no one to blame but yourself? How about blaming a government that can can't seem to create a health care system half as good as what those godless Communists down in Cuba have! Despite the fact that our government has been trying to economically choke them for 40+ years, Cuba has a lower infant mortality rate than the US. Free health care for everyone. Sounds good to me. If it weren't so fucking hot there, I'd move!
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-I hate! .....................................birthdays!.....
Every year they come-all to slowly; and go all
to quickly.. When your "day" has interupted an otherwise beautiful, gloomy, low pressure friday,
blossoming in your viens are endorphins and other anxious bubbles of consuming need to somehow
make today- acceptional above others.....
This is the stupidist- thing to ever try to make happen......especially if your the one left to try to...
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Every year they come-all to slowly; and go all
to quickly.. When your "day" has interupted an otherwise beautiful, gloomy, low pressure friday,
blossoming in your viens are endorphins and other anxious bubbles of consuming need to somehow
make today- acceptional above others.....
This is the stupidist- thing to ever try to make happen......especially if your the one left to try to...
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paulsandman:
I love your new profile pic. Birthdays well I've had some good ones and some bad ones. Birthdays for me have always been like getting a tooth pulled you're scared as hell before it happens, but once its over and done you wonder what you were so scared of
jurasic:
I feel so negleted...nothing to say to me...no I'm having a birthday/...you could of said hey chris...it's my something something bithday...I feel so old...got a grey hair lets dye it....
YYYEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAA- About time we got some Portland weather- I almost forgot where I was.....Thankfully it's still nice enough to sit around half nakid on the porch and smoke cigaretts.
I am anxious today to head out amidst the monsters and frolic in my skin enjoying every bit of the gloom on my favorite day of the week.
I think I'll take my enjoyment to the...
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partyhat:
oh my fucking god jetta, that new pic of yours is positively gorgeous!@#
zanarki:
Your new set rules!
Your new set rules!
So not to long ago I wrote to a clairvoyant advisor
stating briefly the concern's of mine at hand and
fogot about it.
later she wrote me back. "stricken by an urgency
to take on my quiry" . The news she had was currious, and I wonder about the whole vasade speculation of mine...
while I know to take so called "psychics" and "on line...
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stating briefly the concern's of mine at hand and
fogot about it.
later she wrote me back. "stricken by an urgency
to take on my quiry" . The news she had was currious, and I wonder about the whole vasade speculation of mine...
while I know to take so called "psychics" and "on line...
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kudra:
Getting taken to the basement.
Getting fucked to relieve some tension.
Getting fucked to relieve some tension.
jaidee:
i just came across you today... cause i still haven't seen all the SG s on here. you are so fucking gorgeous!
-Kill the sun; for me....
goddamn the sun................
goddamn the sun................
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mindless:
The sun has many enemies, including that jealous little bastard the moon.
novy:
Ah yes..the sun. Somewhat of a love hate relationship. Sun=survival.
So I have reached a medium.
Overcast days are the most beautiful.
So I have reached a medium.
Overcast days are the most beautiful.
-Ive just finnished reading all of your respons's
to my entries..............I blush!
Never once while I was and or have ever written
did I once assume that it would heartily be read,
let alone adhere to a subconcious not of my own!
It pleases me imeasuribly to grasp that the only thing...only purpose I ever felt I was and have been
compelled to do is...
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to my entries..............I blush!
Never once while I was and or have ever written
did I once assume that it would heartily be read,
let alone adhere to a subconcious not of my own!
It pleases me imeasuribly to grasp that the only thing...only purpose I ever felt I was and have been
compelled to do is...
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xxsuipsychoxx:
jetta is the greatest.she is so gorgeous....i swear i wish i could find a girl around md that looks like her.....{sigh}
tracymisty:
sure you must know smothered hope. greatest ever.
Sitting here this morning on your livingroom couch
reveling in my abandondment and all its twisted glory. This heavy wanting; to do nothing more than
slip into bed and feel you wanting me.
This wanting, I'll dismiss to execute the depth of this sorrow...locked away within me.
Coincidentally, the times in my life I often feel
excruciatingly alone- are the times when I indulge in...
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reveling in my abandondment and all its twisted glory. This heavy wanting; to do nothing more than
slip into bed and feel you wanting me.
This wanting, I'll dismiss to execute the depth of this sorrow...locked away within me.
Coincidentally, the times in my life I often feel
excruciatingly alone- are the times when I indulge in...
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partyhat:
christ, woman!! you've got an amazing way with words.
partyhat:
christ, woman!! you've got an amazing way with words.
Today is my mans birthday- I am not an expert on
confronting such occasions however because I always expect people to be dissapointed in my gestures....I'll give it a go just the same!!...
I think tomorrow morning we are escaping of to the beach and spending the night in a yert-so sorry
about the lack of notice-Kudra but any suprise's
will have to be post...
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confronting such occasions however because I always expect people to be dissapointed in my gestures....I'll give it a go just the same!!...
I think tomorrow morning we are escaping of to the beach and spending the night in a yert-so sorry
about the lack of notice-Kudra but any suprise's
will have to be post...
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kudra:
He's not gone......he just got here last night. But I dont' know where he is now and the boys phone sucks. It's stuck in Tom's room where no one ever hears it. He's coming over here for dinner tomorrow night then I think leaving early Wed. morning. You should leave a message at the boys house and try and see him tomorrow day.
but I do think he's gonna be back up here permanent real soon.....
but I do think he's gonna be back up here permanent real soon.....
jurasic:
still no word...but it looks as though I'm done for...not going get that visiting time I hoped for...my birthday is saturday...& I don't think they will be staying over...& these fuckin women are nutz...I'm illergic~!
what have you been doing?!!!... naughty girl.