power bill is too high = heat goes off. time to bundle up. phone bill is too high = need to cancel it and live soley off my mobile. can't make ends meet = time to get a second job. this is the way my life is shaping up these days my friends. it's not a pretty sight. hopefully though, once i get a second...
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user09824097240:
i'm also on the hunt...hope you find a tolerable one! 
monovox:
that really bites. Good luck. I am sending good thoughts that things turn around for you.
that really bites. Good luck. I am sending good thoughts that things turn around for you.finally, a good night's sleep. i am so relieved i can't even begin to tell you. i feel so much better. it did however take two gin & tonic's on an empty stomach, but that's besides the point.
in other news, i saw a very very odd thing yesterday while waiting for my bus to come and get me from school. i was standing down...
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in other news, i saw a very very odd thing yesterday while waiting for my bus to come and get me from school. i was standing down...
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partiallyblind:
cheers for the well-wishing - a friday (and saturday and sunday) of mooching around and doing nothing should sort me out pretty well i think
enjoy the gig
enjoy the gig
matt_organic:
Nostalgic music can be great in a really bittersweet way. I've been listening to a lot of songs recently that remind me of my last couple of months at university. Which is odd, because that wasn't a stunningly good time in my life. But it reminds me of a different existence that I no longer have - and wish that I did.
EDIT: Just noticed you're bi-polar. That's probably why we're on a similar emotional rollercoaster ~snap~.
[Edited on Dec 06, 2003 5:19AM]
EDIT: Just noticed you're bi-polar. That's probably why we're on a similar emotional rollercoaster ~snap~.
[Edited on Dec 06, 2003 5:19AM]
so my holiday has remained fairly uneventful. a bit of remaining school work to get through, then about a month break. it's much needed.
i've decided to take up playing the lotto whenever i possibly can. i know it's not a very good 'get rich quick' strategy, but if i don't play, then i sure as fuck aren't gonna win now am i??? i'll let...
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i've decided to take up playing the lotto whenever i possibly can. i know it's not a very good 'get rich quick' strategy, but if i don't play, then i sure as fuck aren't gonna win now am i??? i'll let...
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throatneedle:
Did your dinner involve a can of corn?
nickysonic:
I too have been considering the lottery option recently. Despite the odds, its still the most plausible way for me to get any cash
I'll stick a scratchcard in the mail for you
I'll stick a scratchcard in the mail for you
My breath turns into fog as it falls from my mouth and rises into the night air haloing my head before disappearing into the darkness above. I sit at the quiet bus stop and wonder where you are. The chill air on my face turns my cheeks a rosey red, and the bus, I knew was a long way off yet, had yet to manifest...
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enzo525:
Thanks for the Happy Birthday. 
dereknobbs:
Yes house cleaning. I need to make more money so I can hire a made named Helga. Better yet I shouldn't live with people who aren't on my level of clean and consideration.
Yes I think that would be the best idea. No more open pens left open on my red couch.
Yes I think that would be the best idea. No more open pens left open on my red couch.
it's hard to believe it's december already. time is moving quickly, this makes an anxious girl very happy.
my holiday from work has started off slowly, and i have a feeling it will end slowly as well. i have no plans, and no one to make plans with.
my cold has come and gone w/in the last week, that's good news, i don't know if...
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my holiday from work has started off slowly, and i have a feeling it will end slowly as well. i have no plans, and no one to make plans with.
my cold has come and gone w/in the last week, that's good news, i don't know if...
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philz:
open a bottle of wine at about 7pm, and you should ready to doze off by about 9pm, if you go slow. watch a movie, or something. always works for me. i tend to need about 3 though. heh.
kiscica:
if only it were possible for you to make plans with me. *dreamysigh*
i'm so glad you got over your cold quickly. being sick slows EVERYTHING down.
i hope you find something exciting to do during your time off hun. or even just taking some quiet time to yourself can do wonders...
xoxoxoxo
i'm so glad you got over your cold quickly. being sick slows EVERYTHING down.
i hope you find something exciting to do during your time off hun. or even just taking some quiet time to yourself can do wonders...
xoxoxoxo
the silence makes the long ride home hard to bear. left alone with just my thoughts, the fifty-eight minutes and thirty-four seconds seem a lot longer than they actually were. my mind not resting on any one thought for too long, jumping to the next at a whim. the white lines race past me, i can hardly concentrate on the road ahead. it's as if...
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nickysonic:
Ah, we're reading from the same page now. Welcome to NickWorld.
I've looked into my crystal balls (I clink when I walk) and have seen that things will pick up for you. Possibly around March.
x
I've looked into my crystal balls (I clink when I walk) and have seen that things will pick up for you. Possibly around March.
x
enzo525:
I went through that faze for two years!
I shit you not!
The only cure is time, and honest loving friends, well, at least for me.
Dammit! Now I'm thinking about it again.
I shit you not!
The only cure is time, and honest loving friends, well, at least for me.
Dammit! Now I'm thinking about it again.
my life keeps taking interesting twists and turns. sometimes i wonder what will be next. i guess it's better not knowing, it's more exciting that way.
the days are lovely and gray, and tonight, i've nothing to do. it's very odd actually. i'll proably wind up laying in bed all evening, sulking a bit, and thinking. i have a lot of that to do.
i'm...
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the days are lovely and gray, and tonight, i've nothing to do. it's very odd actually. i'll proably wind up laying in bed all evening, sulking a bit, and thinking. i have a lot of that to do.
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anything:
sometimes thinking is necessary, but always keep in mind that you know what is right. trust yourself and you will always be surprised.
in a good way.
i hope to see you around soon.
in a good way.
i hope to see you around soon.
godzuki:
you slept for 6 HOURS! holy crap. that's absurd! 
I'll be up for at least 2 or 3 more hours, occasionally leaving my seat to put in a load of laundry. IM me if you find yourself with insomnia
I'll be up for at least 2 or 3 more hours, occasionally leaving my seat to put in a load of laundry. IM me if you find yourself with insomnia tonight, it's classic indecision courtesey of yours truly. i can't decide what to eat, what do do w/ my work, what i should do at all. i hate that. my two weakest points, indecision and procrastination, and they're both haunting me this evening.
i'm a sick girl still, and i feel like shit. i have this weird pain in my chest, i can't tell if...
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i'm a sick girl still, and i feel like shit. i have this weird pain in my chest, i can't tell if...
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nickysonic:
Who is this person? Does he want a fight? Cuz I'm in a fightin' mood right now. And I've never been in a fight in my life. So I guess that means I've never lost one.
i'm a sick girl once again. sinus head ache, sniffly nose, sneezy, cough...help!!!! i sound like a fucking cold medicine commercial.
meow, i need warm bed with cozy covers to curl up in. alas, i must endure the pounding headache and finish my design project.
poo
meow, i need warm bed with cozy covers to curl up in. alas, i must endure the pounding headache and finish my design project.
poo
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enzo525:
Hay there, how's it going? I had a quick question for ya, and maybe/hopehully you know the answer. I wrote a new journal entry the other day and I had noticed that the format for SG had changed a little. Some of the people that were on my friend list are now is ths "pending " box. Any idea?
Other than tha, how's life in the land of ports? Ok that awas a little silly. When are you coming up again?
Other than tha, how's life in the land of ports?
Ok that awas a little silly. When are you coming up again?
nickysonic:
You've got Molko disease.
*cough*also used to be in a band*cough*
*cough*also used to be in a band*cough*
i have a renewed lust for mr. brian molko and the music of placebo!!! they were fucking incredible tonight. they played a bit of old stuff, which made me a happy girl, and their new material sounded really great, eventhough i'm fairly unfamiliar with it. and as icing on the cake they covered the pixies, i about wet my panties.
right now my fishnet stockings...
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right now my fishnet stockings...
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catboner:
they're a decent band and everything, but the idea of them covering the pixies hurts my soul.
nickysonic:
*coughs* I'm 6'3" with blue eyes *coughs again*