with the passing of this last week, i am hoping that my awful luck has passed as well. this week has left an indelible mark on my life, yet time marches on and i must regain my balance.
i'm listening to justin timberlake right now. i am ill? well ok yeah, but that's besides the point. i really dig him, he's so michael jackson, i...
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i'm listening to justin timberlake right now. i am ill? well ok yeah, but that's besides the point. i really dig him, he's so michael jackson, i...
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diggity:
so listening to JT isn't about regaining balance? 
racer_x:
woot!
as i had suspected, today delivered the icing on my cake of shit. i'll be down for a while. a long while possilbly.
thankyou for all your thoughts, they are honestly appreciated, i want to reply to you guys individually, but....i just dont have it in me right now. i hope you understand.
thankyou for all your thoughts, they are honestly appreciated, i want to reply to you guys individually, but....i just dont have it in me right now. i hope you understand.
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minimalism:
I've known you a long time, kid. These are not the words of the girl that I know. You are a strong, confident, intelligent, and determined woman. You don't go out like that. You have a fighting spirit. I don't have any idea right now what it is that has got you so down, but there is one thing that I know with absolute certainty, nothing gets to you for that long. I've see you get through some of the hardest up and downs. This mood, this sadness will pass. You will be back, stronger than ever, and sooner than you think.
Right now things are tough. You probably don't see an end to it all, but believe me no matter what it is, there is an end. But you can't go on waiting, hoping for it. You have to get yourself back on your feet. No one else can do that for you. I know you can, and I also know that you know you can. Come out swinging, baby. Shake those blues. You are the toughest girl I know.
Tom
ps. Did you get your new computer?
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Right now things are tough. You probably don't see an end to it all, but believe me no matter what it is, there is an end. But you can't go on waiting, hoping for it. You have to get yourself back on your feet. No one else can do that for you. I know you can, and I also know that you know you can. Come out swinging, baby. Shake those blues. You are the toughest girl I know.
Tom
ps. Did you get your new computer?
[Edited on Oct 31, 2003 5:01PM]
desidia:
I had never seen you so friendly before. it was surreal but adorable 
I hope you had a good time 
I hope you had a good time i was right. my week and life just got a whole hell of a lot worse. who knows, tomorrow it could take an even sharper nose dive.
i don't understand why this all has to happen to me now. i'll tell you this much, it hurts so bad.
i don't understand why this all has to happen to me now. i'll tell you this much, it hurts so bad.
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paleenchantress:
i love the new profile pic love 
chrismidweeker:
Hell, I hope you're feeling a bit better now. It's amazing how fast things can get shit, but at the same time I've found that things can get better pretty damn quickly too, just when you least expect it!
Just lie back and think of England
You'll be here before you know it.....
l&k
Chris
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Just lie back and think of England
You'll be here before you know it.....
l&k
Chris
[Edited on Oct 30, 2003 12:29PM]
tomorrow is new computer day!!! i am so damn excited. i can hardly contain myself!!!!
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godzuki:
yay! is it pre-installed with Jaguar or Panther?
achtung:
nerd
i think it's safe to say that yesterday couldn't have gotten any worse. but who knows, only time will tell. perhaps tomorrow will prove me wrong.
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godzuki:
yeah, i know where you're coming from - i'm trying to figure out when i can swing a new G5, even though i already have a G4 tower and a G4 TiBook that are working just fine.
godzuki:
no, no, it's a titanium powerbook G4 667 that's about a year and a half old. your new iBook will probably be better. Let me know if you'll need to flesh it out.
Let me know if you'll need to flesh it out.i'm sick! my throat hurts. 
i lost one of my plugs for my conch. i wanna cry! i need it!!! it's in my room somewhere damnit. and i can't find it
school is too much right now. i wanna curl up in a ball under my covers and sleep for the next month. someone make it stop!!!!
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i lost one of my plugs for my conch. i wanna cry! i need it!!! it's in my room somewhere damnit. and i can't find it
school is too much right now. i wanna curl up in a ball under my covers and sleep for the next month. someone make it stop!!!!
it's one of those things, everytime you start...
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zanarki:
Sorry you're not feeling well. I was sick a couple of weeks ago and it was quite the drag. Sore throat, runny nose and absolutely zero energy. Let me recommend Tylenol Cold and Flu for the day, and NyQuil for the night. I found that combination was the only thing allowing me to be halfway human during the week it took to run its course.
Hang in there wit da skool'n.
Sorry you're not feeling well. I was sick a couple of weeks ago and it was quite the drag. Sore throat, runny nose and absolutely zero energy. Let me recommend Tylenol Cold and Flu for the day, and NyQuil for the night. I found that combination was the only thing allowing me to be halfway human during the week it took to run its course.
Hang in there wit da skool'n.
arik:
ugh i know exactly how you feel, cause it's sucking my life up right now too. sick sucks.
and to top it off there is a wave of no-motivation rolling through here and i'm finding it very hard to do anything remotely productive.
*sigh* bed does look super nice right now. so much to do, and i'm supposed to graduate in december. ugh.
and to top it off there is a wave of no-motivation rolling through here and i'm finding it very hard to do anything remotely productive.
*sigh* bed does look super nice right now. so much to do, and i'm supposed to graduate in december. ugh.
it felt cold inside
so we threw the radio onto the fire
it felt good to watch it burn away to nothing
you said you felt weak
i hope it's got nothing to do with the things you told me
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my life is begining to transform infront of my eyes. i'm letting the good in, and starting to think and act in a way...
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so we threw the radio onto the fire
it felt good to watch it burn away to nothing
you said you felt weak
i hope it's got nothing to do with the things you told me
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my life is begining to transform infront of my eyes. i'm letting the good in, and starting to think and act in a way...
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godzuki:
I don't know about the "don't think" part 
, but the transformation seems to be a positive one (insert appropriate butterfly metaphor here), so good for you!
, but the transformation seems to be a positive one (insert appropriate butterfly metaphor here), so good for you! 
scooter11:
Well, that's good news, anyway.
so i'm another year older. my birthday could've gone better than it did. but the follow up was enough to make up for it. now, i'm awaiting the panther release tonight, i'm gonna hit up the seattle apple store and see the lovelypanther roll-out! i can't wait!!!
anyway, a new g4 ibook is in my immediate future, i can't even begin to tell you how...
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anyway, a new g4 ibook is in my immediate future, i can't even begin to tell you how...
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catdad:
Belated happy birthday!
nopantsdave:
I always get burned out on school after about a month. I then tend to skip class for about a week and "recharge". I like to think it helps more than it hurts, but who knows.
things have smoothed out a bit since yesterday. i am feeling better. i am however stressing about far too many things. school, money, the details of my upcoming move. i need to learn to worry and think less.
looks like i'll be spending the remainder of my 21st year on this planet at home, with my cats, possibly cleaning, working on some sketches and maybe...
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looks like i'll be spending the remainder of my 21st year on this planet at home, with my cats, possibly cleaning, working on some sketches and maybe...
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pureblu12225:
so was it as grand as you expected... hope you got lots of cool dillies and such
hope you got lots of cool dillies and such
boojiboy:
Happy Belated Miss.
Linz accidentally grabbed your SG jacket with the PJ sticker / patch on it. I have it here, and'll get it to you somehow. Hope your kids are keeping you company and things are going well. How was that show with Jesse the other night. Saw the poster. Good score.
Kev
Linz accidentally grabbed your SG jacket with the PJ sticker / patch on it. I have it here, and'll get it to you somehow. Hope your kids are keeping you company and things are going well. How was that show with Jesse the other night. Saw the poster. Good score.
Kev
my heart is very tormented right now. equal amounts of happiness and sadness tug at me.
i know that i am a lucky girl. i know that i am loved and am completely capable of returning that love. and i know that things will work themselves out, for better or for worse. i can only keep my fingers crossed that it's for the better.
i know that i am a lucky girl. i know that i am loved and am completely capable of returning that love. and i know that things will work themselves out, for better or for worse. i can only keep my fingers crossed that it's for the better.
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drewvis:
all i can say jayne is that you are the best. i'm gonna send you some birthday gifts. rock on.
monica:
happy birthday!
