Jayden Suicide | Alternative Model for SuicideGirls

This cold weather makes me miss L.A.

I miss fast fancy cars and smoggy purple skies and the smell of oranges mixed with gasoline and recreational drug use and In-N-Out Burger and The Standard Hotel's rooftop bar. I miss getting dressed up and drinking Cristal and Cosmopolitans. I miss the margarita bar and the Dragonfly Club and giant lit billboards and Sunset Boulevard.

I am...
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madness_____:

I was just in LA and I even went to the Dragonfly Club. It was cool and all, but the traffic would cause me to kill people. I would like to get into my old age before I started going crazy.

Infidel

Nov 10, 2003

thelastasthmatic:

i think if i ever made it to the big lights i would miss...

green.

Nov 15, 2003

Halloween would have sucked, but I had a few beers and took some Percoset so everything turned out fine.

No plans tonight, but tomorrow I am going to try to get ahold of my tattoo artist and see if he'll schedule me to get my chest piece touched up at some point next weekend. I only need to get the right side touched up, then...
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aries:

ive never had percoset

Nov 2, 2003

theanimal777:

snow, haha. it is still like 80 degrees out here. during the day and down to like 68 at night.

Nov 3, 2003

It's time for new tattoos.

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disappearhere:

New tattoos. Yes please.

Oct 30, 2003

ymonster:

Yay! New tattoos on purty girls....

Your chest piece is very cool...who did it?

[Edited on Nov 01, 2003 2:29AM]

Oct 31, 2003

It's time for new tattoos.

This afternoon I played Grand Theft Auto: Vice City for four hours straight and polished off the remainder of booze in the fridge.

I've been to L.A. four times in the last month and a half, it's time to just move there for good. However I have no money and no place to live or work down there, which presents a problem. Living in...
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theanimal777:

get your emt license and you will have a job.

ha i have been thinking about moveing to the big city known as portland.

Oct 20, 2003

voltaire:

I'm Good, even though things are kinda crazy on the site....
when are you thinking about moving to la?

Oct 23, 2003

For the first time in a while, I've had a really nice, relaxing weekend.

And it's FINALLY starting to rain...

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pcx:

your mad you will never bring the dead back to life .... u cant but i can hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oct 15, 2003

theanimal777:

hmm i need one of those weeks... where you do nothing exept relax.
when it gets hot again. like after i get out of school this summer. i think i am goign to take a week off and go to the beach. or go on tour with my band either one will be a relax i need.

Oct 16, 2003

My boyfriend is buying me a laptop. That way I can take it to and from L.A. when I travel and also to school when I start again. I want something with a 17' inch screen and have been toying around with getting a Mac G4, but I haven't the faintest idea how to use a Mac and don't really want to learn. I think...
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trocc:

well, bully for you. that sounds alright.

Oct 9, 2003

thelastasthmatic:

do not buy a dell.

please!

Oct 10, 2003

Last night while we were coming home from the Spaghetti Factory, my boyfriend and I were rear-ended at a stoplight by a drunk driver going about 45 mph.
Long story short, we were at the emergency room from about 9pm to 2am, my back is twisted and his neck is messed up pretty bad, and between us we have enough prescription oxycontin and percoset to...
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bcmark:

Sorry to hear about that. Hope you're feeling better!

Oct 2, 2003

thelastasthmatic:

feeling better?

Oct 4, 2003

I am officially burned out. Only worked half my shift today and I'm definetly not going to work tomorrow,
I made some pretty difficult desicions this week and need time to slow down and reflect on things, plus I need to accomplish some of the stuff I've been procrastinating on; dying my hair because the roots are looking gross, getting my eyebrows waxed and my...
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