More and more I find that this site may be "bad" for me, in the fact that right now I seem to be going through a post-adolescent bout of insecurity about my appearance. Seeing flawless and gorgeous women day after day, and observing the unabashed hero-worship that seems to be constantly going on around here irks me. Perhaps I am too immature to handle having...
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I'm going to the SGPDX gift exchange tonight, mostly to see Genesis, because I haven't seen her in a while.
Let's hope I can get through this without hiding in the corner the whole night. phew.
Let's hope I can get through this without hiding in the corner the whole night. phew.
josh:
Just don't punch me too hard when I try to drag you out of your corner.
I got laid off today.
They cut back funding in the department, and of course the people at the bottom rung of the ladder, like myself, were the first to go.
Merry Fucking Christmas to me.
They cut back funding in the department, and of course the people at the bottom rung of the ladder, like myself, were the first to go.
Merry Fucking Christmas to me.
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randomdent:
*hug* layoffs suck...
prettyb0y:
Damn, that sucks. Sorry. *hug* Merry Christmas, any way.
Last night I got drunk and fell asleep around 5 a.m.
I just now woke up.
Winter Break is totally rocking my face thus far.
I just now woke up.
Winter Break is totally rocking my face thus far.
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snow:
you should come to the gift exchange. i also, am socially inept, so we could be socially inept together.
azura:
Please come 
we're friendly, for the most part
and theres gonna be alot of new peoples anyways!
we're friendly, for the most part
and theres gonna be alot of new peoples anyways!
hmmm...I haven't updated in almost a week, but I suppose it doesn't matter because no one reads this crap anyways. Here is a quick rundown of the last 5 days:
*Took my finals.
*Got 2 of my tattoos touched up, put down a payment for my artist to start drawing up my chest piece, which is going to be huge and spendy but amazing nonetheless....
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*Took my finals.
*Got 2 of my tattoos touched up, put down a payment for my artist to start drawing up my chest piece, which is going to be huge and spendy but amazing nonetheless....
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monicaisafreak:
Ya, I just finished my finals too. What classes were you in? I used to have a lot of panic attacks, but I havne't had any for a few years now. I know they really suck. I've never been on Valuim....but I'm sure it helps
Have a great day.
Monica
Have a great day.
Monica
jin1:
I'm reading it, aren't I.
I seriously think I am going insane.
Maybe not grade-A crazy, but I'm definetly less sane than I was, say, last month.
Sometimes, I feel like my brain is rotting from the inside out. Like I'm regressing or something.
yessir, I had an intense panic attack today. My mind seems to be steadily breaking down, and I can't find the glue to fix it.
Maybe not grade-A crazy, but I'm definetly less sane than I was, say, last month.
Sometimes, I feel like my brain is rotting from the inside out. Like I'm regressing or something.
yessir, I had an intense panic attack today. My mind seems to be steadily breaking down, and I can't find the glue to fix it.
randomdent:
People that are truly crazy don't know they are.
SoFuckingngSickOfPuttingMyselfOutForYou.
SoFuckingSickOfBeingRejected.
Last night, I got dressed up. I waited for you to call. 1:30 rolled around, then 2:30...then 3:00...still no sign of you. You didn't call to say you weren't coming over, you didn't even get online to let me know.
Why do you even talk to me if you're going to treat me like this?
I'm sick of running back to you.
I'm...
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SoFuckingSickOfBeingRejected.
Last night, I got dressed up. I waited for you to call. 1:30 rolled around, then 2:30...then 3:00...still no sign of you. You didn't call to say you weren't coming over, you didn't even get online to let me know.
Why do you even talk to me if you're going to treat me like this?
I'm sick of running back to you.
I'm...
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toads:
i know the feeling... *hug*
gwen1:
sorry
Early this morning while I was walking home from the grocery store, a kid hanging around by the streetcar stop asked me for some money. I said I didn't have any (and I really didn't, all I had was a debit card), and he spat on the ground and called me a stuck-up bitch.
EXCUSE ME. I barely have enough money to feed myself, let...
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jjay:
Shoulda punched him in the face....dat will teach em...heh heh
faith:
Do what I do and don't reread what you write. I constantly get called names by the homeless downtown...actually it's gotten alot better since Jetta told them all to fuck off on my behalf...Now they just mumble incoherently. We'll have fun at Dante's, we'll sit and chat about our love for forensic science.
{{{hugs}}}
{{{hugs}}}
Thanksgiving was awkward, at best.
My Mom called me at the last minute yesterday and invited me. I told her I didn't know I was invited, she said she thought it was "assumed". Um, OK.
Step-dad and step-siblings were out of town so my Mom and I went over to her friend Polly's house. Polly's kids are snobby fucks. There were also lots of little...
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My Mom called me at the last minute yesterday and invited me. I told her I didn't know I was invited, she said she thought it was "assumed". Um, OK.
Step-dad and step-siblings were out of town so my Mom and I went over to her friend Polly's house. Polly's kids are snobby fucks. There were also lots of little...
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jessica:
I think we were at the same house on Thanksgiving. You basically described mine. Where was that bathroom and wine dammit?! Ha ha.
And the martini glass might not have a circle through it today or the next. Who knows when we can drink martinis and when we can't. I'm confused.
Good luck to your mom!
And the martini glass might not have a circle through it today or the next. Who knows when we can drink martinis and when we can't. I'm confused.
Good luck to your mom!
eatingchucky:
that's a great picture...and...good luck with your mom. Give her flowers or something when she comes home. Those things are hell.
toreena:
Whoa.
eris:
well, i'm allergic to soy...
but i did eat lots of candy.
but i did eat lots of candy.
It's fucking colder than, uh, something really cold outside.
That being said, this day continues to test my proverbial limits.
I got an e-mail from my University Studies teacher telling me that my negative attitude during the mentor sessions is "demoralizing" my group. uhhhhh. My attitude isn't exactly negative, I just don't want to be there and I guess the mentor can tell. So I...
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That being said, this day continues to test my proverbial limits.
I got an e-mail from my University Studies teacher telling me that my negative attitude during the mentor sessions is "demoralizing" my group. uhhhhh. My attitude isn't exactly negative, I just don't want to be there and I guess the mentor can tell. So I...
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ratsonjulia:
I live in an area where none of the dwellings rise above 2 stories, so there's nothing much to stand in the way of a chill wind when it decides to get rowdy--which has been for the last week or so & doesn't show any sign of letting up.
global warming my ass.
good luck hanging in until payday & faking the cheer. (I tried it once but it made my face hurt)
global warming my ass.
good luck hanging in until payday & faking the cheer. (I tried it once but it made my face hurt)
newlyweds:
I got no credit and I got no fear and I got about a buck, so I can buy a beer
I skipped school again today.
Not especially worried about it, both classes are taught straight out of the book so as long as I turn in homework and show up for tests I'll be fine.
I have a rough idea of what my next tattoos are going to be, an ankh about 5 inches long and three inches wide on the back of each of...
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Not especially worried about it, both classes are taught straight out of the book so as long as I turn in homework and show up for tests I'll be fine.
I have a rough idea of what my next tattoos are going to be, an ankh about 5 inches long and three inches wide on the back of each of...
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toreena:
I've had a hankering for a nape peircing lately, too.
Skipping school is underrated.
You have inspired me to head towards exploding dog for awhile.
Skipping school is underrated.
You have inspired me to head towards exploding dog for awhile.
i see 'flaws' all the time
its not like they airbrush the photos or anything
anyways, i'm unemployed and it sucks monkey livers
-Azura