jaeci

I just dropped a knife and it was thisclose to dropping right into my foot.
MON DIEU.

I've been having a lot of nightmares. I've been having a lot of discomfort in my head, and I don't think I've made good decisions lately. I miss places I've been before, people I've known before, and situations I've much preferred. I'm a stranger in my own skin these days, a guest in my own house. I'm a nomad passing through another city, and every...
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My goodness, things are hectic. I'm trying to finish writing 2 essays today and then prep for a third one on Tuesday. Egad. I got a perfect score on my German oral exam. Yahooooo. I'm painfully sick of school but I'm pushing on. On Tuesday I have an appointment with an advisor to switch my major to tudes franaises (langue), as much as I would...
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I am pretty sure I have had so much paint on myself recently, that my body has absorbed it all and my blood is now half paint.

In the midst of all this moving insanity, we're going to be really awesome and run off to Ottawa for the night. Now *that* is what I call SMART PLANNING.

ITS SNOWING.

It's also April.

And there is a 10 foot high (literally) snow drift in the backyard. Ermmm...
somehow, hay fever is starting anyway.

AWESOME. Best combination.

Wheeee, I'm sort of back!!!

I've jsut had so much to do lately its been nearly impossible to keep up with anything. The chaos continues for awhile.

I want to shoot a new set but if I have a 3rd set rejected I think my brain might explode.

I am eating the best chocolate oatmeal cookies ever.

I hate the color in my kitchen
I...
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I'm in the middle of moving (AGHHHH) and weve been redoing our new place... Top to bottom.. Sand... Plaster... Resand... Paint... Caulk.... Paint again...
Repairing things
Tearing up carpet
Potentially redoing floors
Fixing fixing fixing

This place was a real diamond in the rough. We're gonna make it shinnnnneee. I'll post some pictures (maybe) at some point. Eventually, I'll have more than 3 seconds to...
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Happy birthday to me.

1 step forward, 83 steps back, 19 steps to the left, 3000 steps some other way. Seems to be the pattern for the month.

In about an hour, I have someone signing to take over my lease so I can move into my new place on April 1. It's cool-needs a little cosmetic work but I like to do that stuff-- and its 2 FLOORS....
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I am becoming increasingly convinced I live on a see-saw.