Friday Dec 06, 2002

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why is it if he is the one that cheated on me, am I the one who is suffering and begging him to come back?

jesus I am pathetic.
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collapsingstar:
Best thing i've heard is that when you lose someone by drama of travel or death, The one left behind, the one who had no function or ability to change the events which led to the loss, Grieves for the time they thought they had in the future with that person. So its not so much the loss of the bozo rather it is the loss of the future you had imagined and expected to take place (however long or short that future may have been expected to be).
not pathetic, just reaching out towards familiarity in a time of sudden change.
collapsingstar:
Best thing i've heard is that when you lose someone by drama of travel or death, The one left behind, the one who had no function or ability to change the events which led to the loss, Grieves for the time they thought they had in the future with that person. So its not so much the loss of the bozo rather it is the loss of the future you had imagined and expected to take place (however long or short that future may have been expected to be).
not pathetic, just reaching out towards familiarity in a time of sudden change.

Tuesday Dec 03, 2002

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I wish my boyfriend wasn't such an emotionally manipulative asshole and would learn what a double-standard was and how not to have one.

Not that I am bitter or anything.

Wednesday Nov 27, 2002

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I am tired. sooooooooooooooooooooo tired.

I need a bunny. any takers?
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hedonics:
I'll go.... if your serious there's french lap-eared, a brown and white young male in a feed store in Petaluma...tons in a place in Carmel Valley, several in Sonoma.... who knows.... ask and ye shall recieve...
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oso:
get a glow-in-the-dark bunny like Alba.

http://www.ekac.org/gfpbunny.html

Thursday Oct 17, 2002

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Today I am sick. How sick? Bronchitis. Rapid set in, already reached the "coughing up blood and bits of my throat" phase.

I get bronchitis at the drop of a hat. It starts with a certain tightness to the chest, a wheeze in the breathing. It feels like one is walking uphill, even when the patient is sitting still. Eventually it progresses to coughing up...
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bug:
Bronchitis? ew. i used to get that a lot when i was a kid. the doctors used to give me pink bubblegum stuff and it went away really quick.

you were looking for me at death guild? yay. i was hoping to meet someone from the site i thought it would be fun.
keywerk:
I hear Nitrous cures that. tongue

Monday Sep 16, 2002

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I miss my unicorn. frown
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mike11:
I like glass' too.
feifer:
unix gets you hot? wow... you really do need a geekboy.
hey wait..I'm a geek...and I'm a boy and haha..I'm a day older than you...

Wednesday Sep 11, 2002

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:<
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jab:
jesus, ok. fuck the sectioned off part.

i was in amsterdam a few weeks ago and a theater on one of the main streets was showing donnie darko. great movie, cool opportunity, but it's amsterdam. i just wasn't in the right state of mind to interact with a ticket booth, a possible usher, or basically anything not coffeshop related. so i didn't go.
hep:
awe! it's such a great movie!!!

Wednesday Sep 04, 2002

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I AM BACK!

Let there be rejoicing
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newlyweds:
those udders made me laugh in that burning man shot.
nice silly costume

hep:
Yeah, the kids got out, but the house was filled with vegan kittens yelling "10! 9! 8!.." when we got home for some reason. Any ideas?!

Sunday Aug 25, 2002

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The weather in SF has been sub-optimal as of late. I am a sun person. I realize that this is not in keeping with my former goth persona (when I was an angry young teen) but all my life I have preferred sunny weather to cold grey. Even though I am as miserable as the next person in the occasional heavy heatwave that summer brings,...
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forgottenboy:
I moved from TN to SF and umm I dont kiss the fucking hot sun, its nice to see warm days but not hot... most of this week it has been nice :-)
FOR FUCKING ONCE!
and half the time it just sucks!

Tuesday Aug 20, 2002

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Today I cleaned out my garage, thanks to Marc who did the lion's share of lifting and moving and general all around helping (really it was more as if I assisted him). It is such a relief to have that done. Now the only thing left on the floor is the outdoor carpet and two loads of laundry which should be done by this evening....
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hep:
yeah I suck. My best friend from high school came over unexpectedly, and marc had friends from in town, and it just all went to hell. frown And next week I am doing PlayaCurry. Perhaps the first week in sept!
psmith:
kannst du deutsch?

Friday Aug 16, 2002

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Marc is currently playing the Cure which is sending me into a nostalgic daze and making me all bouncy/melancholy which is a terribly strange combination. I am sitting at Rottenhaus attempting to get over being carsick and waiting for Brendan to show up so we can head north and figure out what to do with ourselves this evening as well as taking full advantage of...
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Saturday Aug 10, 2002

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I am lounging around listening to Nick Cave and waiting for the dishes to dry so I can finish the rest. Now I suppose I *could* dry the dishes myself, but I am at Marc's and it is a typical bachelor's pad insuch that they have no actual dish towels, only paper towels and I would hate wasting a whole slew of them just to...
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hep:
Yeah nick cave can totally make me cry. And yes I would love bsides!! I have some on mp3 but am missing plenty.
misterseeon:
do you love me

ah, nick cave smile
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