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I don't say "it's me" anymore, when I call him on the phone. Because maybe he has a new "it's me" girl.

The liquor stores off the highway advertise fancy wine on their signs.

I don't think anyone around here drinks fancy wine.

My redemption is only 33 hours away, by car.
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astrid:
frown
Being an exgirlfriend sucks.
Don't be sad, cutie. *huggles*
cree:
Does anyone drink fancy wine?
I don't even think fancy people drink fancy wine, cept for my Sims.
Raging alcoholics those simulated people.
I guess it doesn't help when you build them a strip club that serves nothing but fancy striper wine.
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Even here, sometimes I think I'm an outsider.

Maybe it's not cool to say so...

but I just want to fit in somewhere.

No pity necessary.
I'll be fine.

I'm off to take a bath, and tie ribbons in my hair.
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lastbadger:
What is it you feel you need to feel accepted?
hazie:
I didn't get to talk to you much the first time around.

here is my 2nd chance.... can I? can we talk? you are so intruiging. hmmm I'm worried to tell you who I was known as before... and even if I did would you remember? what if someone who didn't want me here remembers first? I don't want to take that risk.
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I got a DVD player for Valentine's Day... now I can finally watch all my DVD's that have been sitting around unused since I shared an apartment and had one at my disposal. I also got some more DVD's, a red vinyl Hello Kitty phone case, a Hello Kitty makeup mirror, a CD, and a video.

Hallmark Holidays aren't all that bad when you get...
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edea:
I saw you say you wish you had someone to photograph you. You should talk to Tatum, I think she lives near you. I'm DYING for a new set from you!!!
kiss
brynji:
I got chocolate covered strawberries- I'm happy.
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Last night, I opened up a tiny slip of folded up paper from my wallet. It was from a fortune cookie. "Maybe You Can Live On The Moon Next Century." Somehow I always forget I keep that one with me. It always makes me smile to read it.
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crazygrrl:
All the fortunes I receive are usually vague and uninteresting. My husband gets all the good ones, the bastard! wink I'm debating whether or not to buy a batch of fortune cookies that have messages that I created inside. Oh yeah...that would be great.
nyhcx516:
smile

Happy Valentines Day! kiss
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Hi there kiddies.

Sorry it's been so long since I've updated, I've got lots of personal problems and such right now, so that and keeping up on here and all the other back alleys of the net where I roam, has become a bit tough. It hope you all understand.

**ATTENTION: Anyone around the Chicago & suburbs/ NW Indiana area that is good with photography,...
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thatzac:
just in the mood to write this way, you won't respond because you have stopped looking at this it's wonderful being this drunk i have been writing poems heres one for your profile picture

that little arc of chest to arm to black cloth behind
and its gesturous negative shadow up to
flesh that says down to the knees
the knees bounce accordingly to the threads of your attention
look look she says
(though none of us might admit our)
pink and tiara of prin!
cess of the eyes lining lining lining not so as to draw attention of course, but this might just be worth it
as clavicles lean forward talking secrets
you are not meant to know
a look angry? not quite, just not telling
lusipherjames:
I am supprised that among all the SGChicago area, not one of use does photography. Wish i could help, but I am on the west side of wisconsin, and although I have lttle experience with a camera, I know many a photograpy student. If only I knew that I was gonna be out there soon I would drag one of them along.
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They let all of the seasonal hires go, after all.

I was told once upon a time that there would definetely be open positions for permanent employees.

I hate being lied to.

I hate looking for jobs.

I hate that potential employers look at me and assume I'm incapable of being a good worker because I have pink hair and piercings.

Blah. It's all been...
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normal:
If tats and holes are your thing, I'd suggest following an employment route that will celebrate that style rather than criticize it.

One should derive happiness from all aspects of life. Why should work be any different? Avoid drugery if you can. If being a corporate cog pisses ya off, is it worth doing?

I don't think so.

Often, It's harder to be "different" than to fit in, isn't it? Don't take the path of least resistance. That road leads to the 90%-of-the-American-population village, and it's one helluva boring ass suburb. The ironic thing about THAT place is that it's more twisted internally than YOU are externally... but it will never admit it, so you don't wanna go there anyway...
ozzman:
hi
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I haven't updated in a while.

Secret affairs on dark, stormy nights have been taking up all my time.

What a lovely way to dig my own grave.
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godxes:
HELLO, I'M A LITTLE NEW TO THIS SITE, BUT I HAVE ALREADY CHOSEN YOU AS ONE OF MY FAVORITES. I'M IN INDIANA TOO, UNFORTUNATELY. BUT ANYWAY, YOU ARE QUITE BEAUTIFUL AND I HOPE THERES ANOTHER SET UP SOON
thatzac:
hello ms. gwendolyn.
tell me something new.
your secret affairs may remain mysterious
and your
stormy nights may still trod upon cliches
and your
long dug graves may still lay empty
but i would still love to hear your voice in my ear once more
it's lonely here
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I've had this interesting idea for a new set for a while.

Elise's new set gives me hope that it would go up were I to submit it, and now I'm all excited about it.

I want to shoot it tonight. smile
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tatum:
Wow you must share your idea wink And thank you for your comment on my set! I agree, we simply must hang out sometime! Maybe even take a set together wink
terriblyrattled:
Seguro quisiera tomar una mordedura de su tope.

yeah! for my bad spanish
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Even Bettie Page eventually sought a traditional family life and turned herself over to God.

I've seen this episode of E! True Hollywood Story at least 5 times. Every time I hope that in the end, they find out what happened to her... and she's some crazy old lady who goes to Las Vegas and nude beaches and travels all over the world with her...
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brynji:
WHOA!! wait a minute...Since when are you from Indiana? Well, shit, where in Indiana? This is something you should have been telling us from day one....oh Gwen, you master of suspense you....
jesus_christ:
a-HA whereabouts in indy? my girlfriend likes your wings and wants some. you should come bowling with bryn and i sometime, as well.
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http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/6940/page1/

I thought that board was very interesting... it's nice to see I'm not the only one with weird issues that are really hard to explain.

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My post:

I have the same issue that Morgan does with certain fabrics, I can't touch velvet and certain other fabrics or it makes me cringe really bad.

I also can't...
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tara81:
I hate the feeling of Acrylic fabric... Can not stand the rough edges on my nails.. love to bite the skin around the nails till they bleed .. grross i know.. I ceiling tiles or anything that is repeatin on objects.... always have done this, kinda goes with always daydreaming i suppose :-)
goatsgotohell:
You so need to come hang out sometime so I can show you my Sims crap and we can geek it up together. =)

See my journal for further info... hehe

Take care Kris... xoxo