gwendolyn

I've been back for a while now.

I'm just tired all the time.

And sick of all the drama.

I hate drama.

I am leaving for Cedar Point right now.

I'll be back on Thursday night.

Goodbye Suicide Girl land.

I'll miss you.

So I've been doing this "adult texting" job.

It's easy and really amusing, but there's not much potential to make a lot of money, as far as I can tell.

So I suppose the job search forever continues.

I get to take a 4 day vacation to Cedar Point in less than a week. I'll post again before then, though, so don't say goodbye just...
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It's 5:30 in the morning and I can't sleep.

I'm cold, and tired. Physically and mentally.

But my thoughts won't let me fall asleep, even for a minute.

The "Look over there! It's Mothra!" (substitute whatever word you'd like, I just happen to like Mothra) trick doesn't work with thoughts.

They just won't look away.

So there's a Ramones' song in a cell phone commerical now.

Hmm.

I see.

I don't want to take up board space with this, but if someone can help me get my webcam up on here, it would be greatly appreciated.

Plus, then you can all see me sitting here in front of my computer.

Bored.

Woo!

It was three o'clock in the morning. We were driving in the black truck with the windows rolled down about an inch. But it was stuffy inside the cab. I think he had the heat on. I could've told him to turn it off. I could've said that my throat was getting scratchy and dry. But I sat in silence. I thought maybe he would...
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Forgive me Lord, for I'm going to sin.

*meow*

I'm on the boards a lot more now.

I kill threads, and have fun doing it.

My fucking set is for sure being shot this coming Thursday. If I lose an arm before then, it'll be a amputee set. If I get sick, it'll be a puking set.

If I die, you necrophiliacs are in for a treat.

I'm excited.

Adore me.

Hey everyone.

I have a favor to ask of you.

My best friend and future set photographer finally broke down and got himself a membership here.

Go say hello.

He hasn't met anyone on here yet, so make him feel welcome.

Be sure and mention how ridiculous it is that he doesn't have me listed as a favorite girl.

Thanks everyone. Love, love, love for...
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