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Terrible, Lonely, Forgotten, Useless, Worthless, Stupid, Contradicting, Unsatisfying, Resentful, Sad, Self Loathing, Self Mutilating, Cold, Repulsive, Childish.


I love everyone so much I have none for myself.

Today.... I woke up sad.... I woke up sore and cold I woke up so tired and exhausted, but I looked over and grabbed my phone , I saw your text message and I felt happy<3


I love you dear sir, and I love being in love, i love our plans to move in together, I love that I am going to wait for you...
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GLITCH RIP OFF?

I have seen Glitch and her beautiful sets and Its odd really that anyone would even say I look anything like her, my dark eyes, synthetic dreads and black hair are in sharp contrast to her blue eyes and pretty light hair, I suppose stupidity would make a brief appearance on this site, anyone with a brain and eyes would see we...
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oh god its happening!


The insanityyyy!!! oohh!! my head is filling up with all these pretty comments from everyone and i will say.... its making me feel like dancing!

Its all sunshine now<3


Its been almost twenty years of living! I am on the verge of turning twenty and it's killing me! I cant believe I made it this far!

When I was eighteen I decided to work at The Bay at one of the make up counters, I really like working with people and make up and skin care so I decided it...
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Omg! so its up! I love this! this is the best feeling in the world! better than a tea party, better than cute tiny stuffed animals and rainbows!

What i'm here for.

its like I can't control it.


Body dysmorphic disorder involves a preoccupation with some defect in the person's appearance. This defect becomes so important that the person feels a great deal of stress. In some cases, there is no defect present--only the idea that one is there. In either case, stress about the "defect" becomes powerful enough to keep the person...
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here I am! i finally have my very own lap top! be prepared for a ton of blog entries and what not im super excited! i also managed to grab a new printer as well! so this is fabulous!