Its official me and nate broke up, I am not good enough for him
I feel like my world is crushed and Im so stupid for getting so attached
Ive been drinking for an hour now so maybe I'll feel better soon
I feel helpless & I foresee an extremely boring summer ahead of me
I have very few other friends and I hate being...
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I feel like my world is crushed and Im so stupid for getting so attached
Ive been drinking for an hour now so maybe I'll feel better soon
I feel helpless & I foresee an extremely boring summer ahead of me
I have very few other friends and I hate being...
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I hate fathers day so much
Nate knows my dad is dead, why can't he be a little more fucking sensitive
We got into fighst about where we wanted to go to breakfast
well I came over at 1AM in pajamas so nowhere public or big
nowhere where I have to stare at the cute families enjoying fathers day
we could get take out, delivery,...
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Nate knows my dad is dead, why can't he be a little more fucking sensitive
We got into fighst about where we wanted to go to breakfast
well I came over at 1AM in pajamas so nowhere public or big
nowhere where I have to stare at the cute families enjoying fathers day
we could get take out, delivery,...
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tuesdae:
Oh gosh, yes, Tucker Max is hilarious. Yeah maybe he's a horrible person, but I laugh so hard I cry when I read his stuff.
I'm sorry about today sucking. But just think, tomorrow it'll be over
I'm sorry about today sucking. But just think, tomorrow it'll be over
itsybitsy:
i can relate... maybe we should hang out and cry together or something. or watch shitty t.v. shows or yeah i dunno you tell me
Thanks for all the kind words guys, Im feeling a little better
I actually look forward to going to work today
I don't think Im getting the apartment but I will move out soon, I hope
my tattoo artist is again pissing me off & ignoring me goddamnit
I dont have much I want to say, but I love you all
I actually look forward to going to work today
I don't think Im getting the apartment but I will move out soon, I hope
my tattoo artist is again pissing me off & ignoring me goddamnit
I dont have much I want to say, but I love you all
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sinwithagrin:
That's the spirit! 
perfectfutility:
YAY LOVE FOR US!
I am trying to hard not to have a mental breakdown before work, I dont wanna go
Im already getting so sick of dancing its rediculous, i hate sitting in the dressing room all day
I hate beng a minor, I hate being a girl, I hate being bitchy and emotional
The nicer the weather the less people that come in, yes its nice to...
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Im already getting so sick of dancing its rediculous, i hate sitting in the dressing room all day
I hate beng a minor, I hate being a girl, I hate being bitchy and emotional
The nicer the weather the less people that come in, yes its nice to...
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giggles:
I'd never eat a pig that's a pet, I do feel awful guilty when I do eat any pig product now
alyss:
I'm going crazy too, we can go together if you'd like, at least we wouldn't be lonely
I was posting to rant not to get advice, kaythanks
I don't need advice on stripping or where I should live
I just said I am very happy at the pallas, I do not want to spend an hour bussing it downtown just to be "cool enough" to be a cabaret or acropolis girl, I live one block away from my club
As for the...
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I don't need advice on stripping or where I should live
I just said I am very happy at the pallas, I do not want to spend an hour bussing it downtown just to be "cool enough" to be a cabaret or acropolis girl, I live one block away from my club
As for the...
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giggles:
I totally missed something, sorry
morphina:
thanks x u comment . u are so sweet ^^ kisses beauty
Devils point has become complete failure, not only is the club so different and small compared to the pallas but its just not for me, Its not that far away but when my mom couldnt take me to work I paid a driver $20 for a ride there and back home, I only made $25 during the whole boring ass shift so really I only...
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redd3vil:
living with the underbelly will just invite trouble into your home, live some where nice and worthy of you 
saltlord:
The rivers are still to fucking cold. I'm heading up to camp at Timothy Lake on Hood in 2 weeks and I know that it will be a polar bear adventure swimming there.
I've never been a fan of Devils Point and I'm sure a lunch there sucks ass. Lunch shifts are better closer to Downtown. Even big draw places like Acrop and Stars have problems bring in the rain makers for lunch.
Choose a place you like working at. Then hold on and do what you need to do to get the night shifts. Let us know where you'll be at and I'm sure some of us will come out and show you some support.
You're smart and beautiful. It'll work out as long as you work at it.
I've never been a fan of Devils Point and I'm sure a lunch there sucks ass. Lunch shifts are better closer to Downtown. Even big draw places like Acrop and Stars have problems bring in the rain makers for lunch.
Choose a place you like working at. Then hold on and do what you need to do to get the night shifts. Let us know where you'll be at and I'm sure some of us will come out and show you some support.
You're smart and beautiful. It'll work out as long as you work at it.
oh what a weeked, I did my first shift down at devils point and fell in love with the club instantly
for now I'll still be at the pallas most mornings but once Im better Im working nights down there
the gorgeous MercuryRae will be moving up here in the winter & we will dominate that club!
God I love dancing so much, I cant...
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for now I'll still be at the pallas most mornings but once Im better Im working nights down there
the gorgeous MercuryRae will be moving up here in the winter & we will dominate that club!
God I love dancing so much, I cant...
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rascuache_:
GAAAH worst thing EVER! i hate going a week without sex because of a goddamn period. i always get so horny!
redd3vil:
your such a sweet thang
come back to chat
come back to chat
Things with nate are well, still working on opening up with eachother
we are both shy and passive aggressive by nature so this is difficult....
Dancing is going good aside from lots of bruises and it gets boring
come watch me get naked and keep me company, The Pallas on 136th & Powell
And... Im dying to get cute outfits, I keep looking at hot...
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we are both shy and passive aggressive by nature so this is difficult....
Dancing is going good aside from lots of bruises and it gets boring
come watch me get naked and keep me company, The Pallas on 136th & Powell
And... Im dying to get cute outfits, I keep looking at hot...
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alyss:
You look amazing, I love the first photo the most, very natural and adorable. Can't wait to see you dance! Our set will be out July 21st around 2:30pm
d23:
sorry, i was away from SG for the weekend. I'm only in PDX for one more night... i'll PM you.
My internet has been hating me for a couple days now but it loves me again, for now
I am officially a dancer at the pallas on 136th and powell, everyday this week
so local portland folk, come support my nakedness in person 11-4pm
Things you are not informed about stripping...
You will be sore and have bruises everywhere at first
the pole will kick...
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I am officially a dancer at the pallas on 136th and powell, everyday this week
so local portland folk, come support my nakedness in person 11-4pm
Things you are not informed about stripping...
You will be sore and have bruises everywhere at first
the pole will kick...
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alyss:
we need to go pink madam. I have another idea for a multi-set I'm glad you like your job, isn't it fun having people buy you things?? lol. I love gifts!
I'm glad you like your job, isn't it fun having people buy you things?? lol. I love gifts!
toxic:
lol yes stripping will kill your knees I've been dancing for almost 2 years now but it gets easier! I hear were getting together for pictures thursday can't wait
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zeecookie:
wow guy = jealous much? sounds like insecurities...
i'd reassure him be like if i wanted to be with ___ i would be... blah blah blah
or slap him
i vote option b!
So ive decided this winter i am movin to p-town
if i dont meet ya before then we gotta do coffee or sushi or... poprock sushi !
oooh i wanna see the sets! Lorelei! how exciting!
lucky girl!
i'd reassure him be like if i wanted to be with ___ i would be... blah blah blah
or slap him
i vote option b!
So ive decided this winter i am movin to p-town
if i dont meet ya before then we gotta do coffee or sushi or... poprock sushi !
oooh i wanna see the sets! Lorelei! how exciting!
lucky girl!
tweedle:
aww that was sweet of you to say
thank you!
CUTE picture ^__^ rawr!
and tell "Nate" to stop being a dee bag!
thank you!
CUTE picture ^__^ rawr!
and tell "Nate" to stop being a dee bag!
Sorry to hear about the boyfriend.