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Should I or should I not update? That's the question!
I will and a photo one at that.
Now I have the time and patience and inspiration. God help me if the computer crashes half way through!

So what has the past 2 months brought me.
First off a break from SG which was well needed. I was spending too much time one here and...
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p_mod:
wow, what an update ! and thanks about the battle royale ! smile
jeffyjr:

kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Guess I should come back soon.
It's 2 months till the exact day I left.

I'll be away a little longer though. Time just isn't 100% right.


But hello everybody. I do think of you. Well some of you.

Enjoy your weekend.
kiss
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deadly_photo:
I was thinking of you when I was in Amsterdam last week!
waikiki:
where are ya at??
shaking yr butt at some tropical marvellous beach?

i just got back to holland..when are ya gonna be back?

enjoy!*****
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So this is me leaving for a month or so. Just need a break. I'm not archiving myself So to my friends I will be back to bore you in September or so.

By which time if all goes well...

I will be co-owner of a club.
I will be rested up.
I will be over this love sickness.
I will be a few pounds...
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jamila:
Happy Birthday love! kiss
menno:
*knock knock* Bent u er nog?

Fijn weekend alvast!
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Last night I translated it into sex.
This morning I realize I'm just lonely. I've been living of a dream with J for 2 years. For 2 years there was virtually no relationship worth mentioning. Just the "stand by your man" thing in my head and a feeling of deep commitment, hope and love. Now that's gone I feel empty. And so SO scared to...
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scheisskopf:
Very glad to hear you're not abandoning us for good. There seems to be a frightening exodus of my loved ones from this site these days.


Don't let the sound of your wheels drive you crazy.

kiss kiss
violet_grim:
sounds like you and me are on the same journey... let's hope we find our way there safely.
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I need sex. There said it. I haven't gotten laid in months. blackeyed it's fucken killing me. Most might just bang that friend I was talking about day before yesterday, but I can't risk hurting his feelings. I really think too much and act too little frown


in other news, someone said I looked like Pocahontas today. Is that a good thing? I thought it was confused
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jeffyjr:
tattoo_fatoe:
Als het echt een hele goede vriend van je is, zou ik het niet doen. Maar als die gast gewoon een vage kennis is; Neuken die hap! biggrin De reden waarom, is al piekfijn uitgelegd door onze PAM. smile
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S_Pam for president love
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tattoo_fatoe:
Yesch! I'll vote! smile
scheisskopf:
I'm in total agreement.


And look at my comment on your last entry. I'm still having a laugh about it-- sorry.


Hey! Also, I may be buying some property, a place, over there soon. Yay!
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Someone has a major crush on me. He's lovesick because I can't answer his feelings. He was real short on the phone just now...said we needed to keep some distance frown We had grown close friends over the past year. I should've read the signals, I guess, looking back, it was obvious his feelings were growing. Another friendship dead and buried forever! The second this year....
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martijn:
Hahaha ok dan! biggrin

Ik geef het nog een half jaar voor je eerste goafeest optreden wink Moet wel lukken toch? Demo-tje maken, beetje netwerken...
scheisskopf:
Whew. I thought for a second there it was Frankus or jeffyjr you were talking about. tongue tongue tongue wink
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feet twice the size. knees & back aching, lost my voice. Ringing in my ears and a motion sensation in my body even though I'm sitting perfectly still behind my p.c.

Other than that I did survive...I did have fun and I did learn much. I will write about my experiences as a stage manager when I feel alive again.


But first I must sleep.
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scheisskopf:
You finally resurfaced!

Yeah, they're coming along, for sure. Aziz & Mireille are coming over for the Magic trade show in Las Vegas, and then we'll drive north to San Francisco again in late August. I wanted to come back over with them, but it will have to be late September/early October, it looks like. It's always fun coming to visit there. I can't wait. Make sure to pencil me in for some drinks somewhere among your festivals, ok young lady? wink

Gosh, sorry for not being around-- I've been so terribly burnt out on the site as of late. Bear with me.
ninde:
Gosh, sleep lots! *hugs*

I was in Hua Hin, my parents have a flat there so we try to go every year... if you ever need a place to stay, we rent it out for WAY cheap. biggrin It's right next to a hill called monkey mountain, where there's a temple and lots of monkeys live there, and cats and dogs and they all look so healthy and happy. smile It's the only place where they look so happy... must be the positive buddhist energy. tongue
That's so sad about the poor stray though... if I ever get to live there again, I'm gonna start up an animal rescue company. miao!! Yay! xxx
PS I'll post lots more pics in my next blog. biggrin
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Just came home from a busy day, after work we drove out to Spaarnwoude, to the now still empty and already very muddy area of saturday's festival Dance Valley. Our stage is beautiful, huge and quite an unique shape (woman in lotus position) but luckily for us the area where the DJ's will actually be standing is not very large at all. So hopefully we...
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kaosmaker666:
I hope you have a great time and dance yourself into "Pure Happiness"!!! kiss
jeffyjr:
blush Thank you. I know I've said this before but I..........luves...........you. Hope you like the dvd maybe you can show us some moves.
I think hearing you say happy birthday would sound cute
love love love love kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Just came back from yoga. I'm so happy I started that, it's a freakin' hard workout and it's quite a specific train out too, I mean some women seem to do better than the guys there smile There are different kinds of yoga, so far I'm doing the hatha and the kundulini. The latter of the two is what I practiced this evening. So centering....
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grayness:
You perk me up, just by showing up. biggrin

ron4164:
Just look at the teaser for your one and only "official" set! It's just amazing.
I do love your sets sweetie. I don't like to comment over and over on a set though. shocked
frown Someone beat you to #1000 in my boring blog.
Oh well, if you hurry you can be #1 of my second 1000! biggrin
Take care sweetie, Hope the yoga is realxing.
Have a beautiful weekend ok. kiss kiss