Why is it we can only be that what we are. Why is it so hard to change? Even Byron Katie can't get me out of this current muddle. I'm in rather a long fase of self loathing. It allmost feels like I'm a teenager again, I thought these feelings got less as we grew more mature. Somehow I think my bf can't take much...
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candee:
beter dan nadoen....maar ze heeft fotos van paar jaar etrug...hoe ze daar aan komt wil ik nie eens weten
applejax:
If it helps, I love you too*hugs*
You're going to hate me for this. But after all the love you gave me for the last picca I posted I think I can take it.
Which version is best
or
ROFL. I like the first from the 60's.
hahahahaaaa, I won't get that outa my head now for dayzzz.
PLay them both at the same time for stereo madnesss
Have a great weekend...
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Which version is best
or
ROFL. I like the first from the 60's.
hahahahaaaa, I won't get that outa my head now for dayzzz.PLay them both at the same time for stereo madnesss
Have a great weekend...
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bebe:
thanks so much 
...def. the second one
...def. the second one
brightredscream:
Hahah I like the second one
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laneyboy:
yep it's pretty darn bad. 
fingers crossed for both of us eh?
fingers crossed for both of us eh?
synthetique:
Hij is echt super mooi geworden! 
get that shit away.
because a new day brings new shit.
we argued. again. I said some bad stuff, not insulting but painfull all the same. I allways mean it at the time.
Somehow I hope I'll still mean it in a day, a month and even a year from now. It would save me alot of pain that's for sure.
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because a new day brings new shit.
we argued. again. I said some bad stuff, not insulting but painfull all the same. I allways mean it at the time.
Somehow I hope I'll still mean it in a day, a month and even a year from now. It would save me alot of pain that's for sure.
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azwhole:
real love doesnt hurt. every couple fights, butt not all the time. even though you may feel for each other doesnt mean its gonna work. sometimes you just gotta move on. hows that for some dr. phill shit. p.s.- if you ever need serious lovin' or just a quickie, you can call on me any time
ortus:
Hope all the pieces fall into place for you hon. Relationships can be really shitty at times.
Stay positive.
Stay positive.
I wish I didn't need love.
I wish he wouldn't make me feel like this.
I wish it wasn't llight when I came home from the club
I wish I wasn't me.
I wish he wouldn't make me feel like this.
I wish it wasn't llight when I came home from the club
I wish I wasn't me.
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snottlebocket:
Hey jij begon erover. Verder ook geen probleem als je er niks over wilt zeggen.
kaosmaker666:
I am glad that I can send you on a trip down memory lane!!! Don't worry be happy!!!
Until next weekend......sending you much luv!!!!
Don't worry be happy!!!
Until next weekend......sending you much luv!!!!
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vonpink:
Well since your cool I wont get the mob ready and chase ya out of town with pitchforks and torches. Hope ya have a fun weekend.
apelincoln:
If you can get smarter in a week (is een programma op BNN ghahaha) then you sure as hell can get fitter in a week!
ps. Muggen in huis? Zet een theelichtje op een schoteltje water als je gaat slapen, het licht trekt ze aan en vervolgens blijven ze int water plakken. (Geurkaarsen heb je nix aan want tja, ze zijn ja al binnen ghehe.)
ps. Muggen in huis? Zet een theelichtje op een schoteltje water als je gaat slapen, het licht trekt ze aan en vervolgens blijven ze int water plakken. (Geurkaarsen heb je nix aan want tja, ze zijn ja al binnen ghehe.)
I just handed in my notice.
I don't know if I feel happy about it yet, but I do know every part of my body was saying I couldn't go on working like that for ever. I don't have another job yet, not one that will pay the bills anyway, kinda scary.
But you can't let fear rule your life and money isn't everything. More...
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I don't know if I feel happy about it yet, but I do know every part of my body was saying I couldn't go on working like that for ever. I don't have another job yet, not one that will pay the bills anyway, kinda scary.
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kaosmaker666:
WOW!!! You did it!!! The first step is the hardest........but I am proud for you little sistah!!! You know ( this is from the heart) if you ever need anything.......anything......don't be afraid to ask. I know you have family and friends, but if things start to get tight........just let me know, ok!!! Just remember to keep your dreams alive and be true to yourself!!!
kaosmaker666:
Oh yes, she is very sweet.......I think you would like her. I am a new window for her. She knows nothing about any other lifestyle! 
She is open minded, kind, and gives me tons of attention!!! We do come from different backgrounds.......so I hope it will last a while and she doesn't get bored with me!!!
I miss ya......miss just talking with you!!! Maybe soon in Thailand???
She is open minded, kind, and gives me tons of attention!!! We do come from different backgrounds.......so I hope it will last a while and she doesn't get bored with me!!!
I miss ya......miss just talking with you!!! Maybe soon in Thailand???
Sometimes you realize how important family is.
This is my little baby brother.
Well I say baby, but he's 9. Still thats 20 years younger than I am, so I can call him baby This was taken Queensday last monday.
He's the best and oh yeah, he's getting into metal music. I wonder where he get's that from downside is he has to walk around...
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This is my little baby brother.
Well I say baby, but he's 9. Still thats 20 years younger than I am, so I can call him baby
This was taken Queensday last monday. He's the best and oh yeah, he's getting into metal music. I wonder where he get's that from
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pixiebelle:
Family is really important to me. Mine are my best friends as well as my blood relations.
Will be hard being so far away ,in distance, from them all when I move to Holland at the end of the year.
Thank god for telephones, Skype and currently cheap air fare!
Will be hard being so far away ,in distance, from them all when I move to Holland at the end of the year.
Thank god for telephones, Skype and currently cheap air fare!
ferretbite:
Oh jeez. I miss the little balloon thingy by my picture. But it was good while it lasted, in fact it was awesome, I can't even begin to describe what it was like.
Thanks for your love, your good wishes and everything.
Thanks for your love, your good wishes and everything.
So queensday 2007 is over. My feet are killing me I have blisters all over! 3 on my big toe alone and have muscle ache in my calfs and back.... all signs of me having a grrrrreat time! .
The weather was amazing, dry, sunny with a nice breeze.
First met up with some friends in cafe Soundgarden around 14:00. There were rock'n roll and...
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all signs of me having a grrrrreat time! .The weather was amazing, dry, sunny with a nice breeze.
First met up with some friends in cafe Soundgarden around 14:00. There were rock'n roll and...
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dorsal:
thanks for the sweet comment on my set oxoxo
brightredscream:
I would LOVE to go back to Holland sometime soon - especially for Queensday...
Within Temptation is so fabulous - I'd love to see them live.
Within Temptation is so fabulous - I'd love to see them live.
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyayy goooooo Queensday!
Damn my eye hurts
Damn my eye hurts
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damisses:
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what is that hun?
!
what is that hun?
nikonphoto80:
Well maybe we have talked before, I'm not sure, I'm sure we both talk to a lot of people, I know I have seen you on so many of my friends journals so there is a chance I have talked to you before. I just wish one good thing in my life would happen.
I have lots of friends in the Netherlands.
What is Queensday? What happened to your eye?
I have lots of friends in the Netherlands.
What is Queensday? What happened to your eye?