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I wish I didn't need love.

I wish he wouldn't make me feel like this.

I wish it wasn't llight when I came home from the club

I wish I wasn't me.
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snottlebocket:
Hey jij begon erover. Verder ook geen probleem als je er niks over wilt zeggen.
kaosmaker666:
I am glad that I can send you on a trip down memory lane!!! biggrin Don't worry be happy!!! wink

Until next weekend......sending you much luv!!!! kiss
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vonpink:
Well since your cool I wont get the mob ready and chase ya out of town with pitchforks and torches. Hope ya have a fun weekend.
apelincoln:
If you can get smarter in a week (is een programma op BNN ghahaha) then you sure as hell can get fitter in a week! biggrin

ps. Muggen in huis? Zet een theelichtje op een schoteltje water als je gaat slapen, het licht trekt ze aan en vervolgens blijven ze int water plakken. (Geurkaarsen heb je nix aan want tja, ze zijn ja al binnen ghehe.)
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I just handed in my notice.

I don't know if I feel happy about it yet, but I do know every part of my body was saying I couldn't go on working like that for ever. I don't have another job yet, not one that will pay the bills anyway, kinda scary.

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kaosmaker666:
WOW!!! You did it!!! The first step is the hardest........but I am proud for you little sistah!!! You know ( this is from the heart) if you ever need anything.......anything......don't be afraid to ask. I know you have family and friends, but if things start to get tight........just let me know, ok!!! Just remember to keep your dreams alive and be true to yourself!!! biggrin
kaosmaker666:
Oh yes, she is very sweet.......I think you would like her. I am a new window for her. She knows nothing about any other lifestyle! shocked She is open minded, kind, and gives me tons of attention!!! We do come from different backgrounds.......so I hope it will last a while and she doesn't get bored with me!!! smile

I miss ya......miss just talking with you!!! Maybe soon in Thailand???

kiss kiss
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Sometimes you realize how important family is.
This is my little baby brother.
Well I say baby, but he's 9. Still thats 20 years younger than I am, so I can call him baby smile This was taken Queensday last monday.

He's the best and oh yeah, he's getting into metal music. I wonder where he get's that from wink downside is he has to walk around...
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pixiebelle:
Family is really important to me. Mine are my best friends as well as my blood relations. smile
Will be hard being so far away ,in distance, from them all when I move to Holland at the end of the year.
Thank god for telephones, Skype and currently cheap air fare! biggrin
ferretbite:
Oh jeez. I miss the little balloon thingy by my picture. But it was good while it lasted, in fact it was awesome, I can't even begin to describe what it was like.

Thanks for your love, your good wishes and everything.
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So queensday 2007 is over. My feet are killing me I have blisters all over! 3 on my big toe alone and have muscle ache in my calfs and back.... biggrin all signs of me having a grrrrreat time! .

The weather was amazing, dry, sunny with a nice breeze.

First met up with some friends in cafe Soundgarden around 14:00. There were rock'n roll and...
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dorsal:
thanks for the sweet comment on my set oxoxo
brightredscream:
I would LOVE to go back to Holland sometime soon - especially for Queensday...
Within Temptation is so fabulous - I'd love to see them live.
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yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyayy goooooo Queensday!




Damn my eye hurts blackeyed
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damisses:
shocked!
what is that hun?




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nikonphoto80:
Well maybe we have talked before, I'm not sure, I'm sure we both talk to a lot of people, I know I have seen you on so many of my friends journals so there is a chance I have talked to you before. I just wish one good thing in my life would happen.

I have lots of friends in the Netherlands.

What is Queensday? What happened to your eye?
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Don't you just hate it when people copie you. I know at my age I should be able to see it as the highest form of flattery but when it's so blatent...it bugs me whatever

Work was fun lastnight. Started out ever so empty....ended in a total blast of energy, people cheering- women screaming and quite literally rolling on the floor biggrin haha, the power of music...
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franpire:
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyay! Queensday
ferretbite:
I take it you had fun then love? kiss
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yay i'm drunk. drinking in the sun = fun.


the bad news is...

...I have to go to work now puke
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fire:
drinking is good!!!
wwwmarkmnl:
biggrin kiss
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saturday. 10 am. See what a night alone brings me....
...an early start! yay!

So I'm off shopping....woooohoooot nothing like a little retailthereapy to get me up and smiling again. I need to buy about 12 cd's for the club where I dj. Then I want to get myself some now shoes. Shoes for goa parties and psytrance parties. My gothic boots, fetish/stripper platforms and...
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nikonphoto80:
Thank you for reading my journal and thank you for the kind words.

How did you find me on SG?

So you are a DJ?

Damn that sounds like a lot of shoes.

Why is Amsterdam not a good place to live?

That is so cool, it must be really nice to get to see your friend again.
vonpink:
More then 40 pairs of shoes? WoW.

Hope yeah have fun at the party peace
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relationships suck.


thats all I want to say on the matter.


have a good weekend.
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coldie:
Amen.
xerxes:
I wouldn't know...

*hug* kiss
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Been looking at ticket prices for thailand. As you know I was there in februari and totally fell in love with the place.
So now I'm looking at prices for oct/nov/dec. Really expensive blackeyed roundabout 900 euro's. Seeing as I want to quit my job, go for a month or 2, be able to pay my rent when I am away and hopefully have some cash...
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kaosmaker666:
Why thank you so much lil sistah!!! biggrin
libra:
yeah snowboarding is so much more fun and so easy to learn, one morning is all it takes.

i hope you find a cheaper flight, it sounds like an amazing plan!!!! wish i could do it!!


biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
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What the fuck.

My bf's ex suddenly wants to be friends. After 3 years. Has she lost her mind. After she attacked me on the street.
After she tried to voodoo me when I was on stage doing a performance. She is one hell of a nutty 40 year old women. My bf and her are still best friends. They were together for 13 years....
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lavenderrr:
I will tomorrow, I'm at a friends house right now smile

SG in spe, ze willen me toch niet...
lavenderrr:
MIsschien een tweede poging wagen inderdaad... Dat ze dan wel willen. Altijd proberen, niet waar?

Alleen kan ik dan niet meer op bepaalde andere sites model staan. Maarja.

Komt wel goed smile