just breathe...
dear everyone who told me to feel better, thank you.
i am slowly but surely getting better. 
right now, all i really want is somebody to sit and watch really stupid sappy girly movies with me. i'm a dork, i know.
i had a dream about my dad last night. they come few and far between, but they're always so vivid and so...
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dear everyone who told me to feel better, thank you.
i am slowly but surely getting better.
right now, all i really want is somebody to sit and watch really stupid sappy girly movies with me. i'm a dork, i know.
i had a dream about my dad last night. they come few and far between, but they're always so vivid and so...
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morgan:
Heh, I always thought the "do you like me?" letters were the best way to go about asking someone out. Especially the ones with "yes" and "no" checkboxes. I asked one of my first girlfriends out that way, when I was 16. And I'd probably do it now!
obijonk:
see... lots of love for yoooooou! 
be happy cos we can watch films, but we get to watch magnolia and the insider too right? we can snuggle, honest Jon xx
see... lots of love for yoooooou! be happy cos we can watch films, but we get to watch magnolia and the insider too right? we can snuggle, honest Jon xxi got diagnosed with pneumonia today...it'll probably be awhile until i update again, as looking at the computer for too long hurts my eyes.
take care everybody
take care everybody
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mikael:
I'm randomly posting today, trying to make new friends. Instead, well, oh christ, i hope you're well very soon.
viking99:
Damn, that sucks. I'm just getting over being sick myself. Hope you're better soon.
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mrs_misha:
I know it's scary when somthing different happens to your healing tattoo. Did go in and talk to your tattoo artist? What did they say?
tronvillain:
*shrugs* Well, he is a little wishy-washy in his beliefs, and I think my skepticism offends him a bit. *chuckle*
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ureekbadly:
I took photography in school...2 years...and was planning on going to college in Pittsburgh for it...so if you need someone to take your pix, I have a sweet digi cam.
I can show u some of my stuff if you want to see my work.
I can show u some of my stuff if you want to see my work.
mrgreen:
a nap ALWAYS wins over anything.
hehe.
I'm a scaredy cat too when it comes to "relationships".
hehe.
I'm a scaredy cat too when it comes to "relationships".
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vervectic:
ok, so i'll try to get all the destruction out my system tonight...haha. But seriously, its almost too cold for destruction.... almost I wish I was not at work... 
10. oh, fine. this one's for neodrunk because he's a whiny bi-atch 
9. last night i had one of the best dates of my entire life, definitely the best first date. why?
8. i get nervous and stupid around people i like. i always have. i'm actually a pretty shy person when you meet me "in real life." but this guy instantly set me to...
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9. last night i had one of the best dates of my entire life, definitely the best first date. why?
8. i get nervous and stupid around people i like. i always have. i'm actually a pretty shy person when you meet me "in real life." but this guy instantly set me to...
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thefuckoffkid:
Liberal arts crybaby. 
thefuckoffkid:
Lime Helmet Kitty loves you too.
10. this is for Pip, because he rocks.
9. i can't seem to find my new yummy flavored lipstick. this saddens me, as the only reason i really wear lipstick is for the flavor.
8. i got a cute spunky new hair cut, which i just can't seem to get a good picture of at the moment. i'll post when it's working out better...
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9. i can't seem to find my new yummy flavored lipstick. this saddens me, as the only reason i really wear lipstick is for the flavor.
8. i got a cute spunky new hair cut, which i just can't seem to get a good picture of at the moment. i'll post when it's working out better...
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neodrunk:
10) Ahem... and what about me? Have I fallen out of flava?
9) I only wear lipstick whilst tucking my penis between my legs as I dance to some eighties new wave music in front of large mirror. Excuse me, are you a size 14?
8) I gave myself a haircut the other day too. Actually I shaved it all off... oh wait, wrong head. Oops!
7) I have a lot of back work that needs to get done too. I have a chiropractic appointment Wednesday... will keep everyone informed accordingly.
6) I'm not going to tell you mine then either. Especially since I just played my guitar for an hour to suffice my need. Oh fuck, that was my "musical guilty pleasure". Moron.
5) You can't see my pictures I don't like because my computer is ALL FUCKED UP LIKE AN ASSHOLE!!!!! Aargh!
4) I said no... and you still can't either!!!! Stop being so persistant, damnit!
3) Didn't I just cover this one ^^^ ?
2) I've already worked... so now I need to finish up saying hi to everyone and then masturbate myself to sleep.
1) I think I'm real funny tonight and I'm sober? Dude, I must be sleepy....
9) I only wear lipstick whilst tucking my penis between my legs as I dance to some eighties new wave music in front of large mirror. Excuse me, are you a size 14?
8) I gave myself a haircut the other day too. Actually I shaved it all off... oh wait, wrong head. Oops!
7) I have a lot of back work that needs to get done too. I have a chiropractic appointment Wednesday... will keep everyone informed accordingly.
6) I'm not going to tell you mine then either. Especially since I just played my guitar for an hour to suffice my need. Oh fuck, that was my "musical guilty pleasure". Moron.
5) You can't see my pictures I don't like because my computer is ALL FUCKED UP LIKE AN ASSHOLE!!!!! Aargh!
4) I said no... and you still can't either!!!! Stop being so persistant, damnit!
3) Didn't I just cover this one ^^^ ?
2) I've already worked... so now I need to finish up saying hi to everyone and then masturbate myself to sleep.
1) I think I'm real funny tonight and I'm sober? Dude, I must be sleepy....
onesecondmore:
very nice
anywho, thought i'd say hi and thank you for the kind words a few days ago. hope everything's going well up there.
'til next time...
anywho, thought i'd say hi and thank you for the kind words a few days ago. hope everything's going well up there.
'til next time...
it's always interesting when you go somewhere, and are immidiately attracted to someone--only to find out they're just not very nice or interesting. so you start talking to somebody else, who you weren't really attracted to, and then your attraction shifts all together.
ahh, the beauty of it all.
my head hurts. i had to take my headache prescription today for the first time since...
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ahh, the beauty of it all.
my head hurts. i had to take my headache prescription today for the first time since...
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vervectic:
now i'm doing this right...woohoo
pip:
1st I'd like to second kayla's words.
2nd you should go back to the numbering thing, because I miss it.
3rdI hate and love when that attraction thing you described happens.
4th a year without needing it is not bad at all. Hope you don't need it for another year, or two.
2nd you should go back to the numbering thing, because I miss it.
3rdI hate and love when that attraction thing you described happens.
4th a year without needing it is not bad at all. Hope you don't need it for another year, or two.
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akro:
Defeated.....
I love that!
I love that!
jasonxstar:
very good writing my dear!
huggles
gpk
huggles
gpk
it's been a really long time since i've felt like anybody's really known me. as dumb as this might sound, there's just nobody who i'm emotionally and personality-wise naked around. there's no one who i'm completely me around. i'm always hiding something or not comfortable enough to just be. i used to have two best friends who i could do that with. one here (at...
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stgeorge:
Help you get a few things off your chest then I guess, this latest update. It's always good to emotionally unwind now and then, and I for one won't critise you for it. Lot of truth in what you said.
pip:
*hugs* Nothing "emo" about it. And if it is there is nothing wrong with that. All I can say bring tissues with you if you haven't already seen Big Fish.
I did the right thing just over a year ago and swallowed my pride concerning my parents. They'll never understand what they did to me and I just have to accept it.
*hug*
I did the right thing just over a year ago and swallowed my pride concerning my parents. They'll never understand what they did to me and I just have to accept it.
*hug*