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Only a few more weeks till my month and a half long Oregon trip. Im so excited. I really want to just find a job and just stay there, theres nothing for me here like there is for my boyfriend and mom. My mom retires in a year and the boyfriend has to keep on his insurance so he can get knee surgery. Me? Im
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@rambo @missy

This blog homework is "Tell us about your best friend"-this ones easy, you already know her!

@ecco and I went to school together. We didn't hang out, and frankly she was scared of me (I would have been too, I was a mean junky) but Suicidegirls brought us together

She was thinking about joining Sg, when someone had recruited her via skype that
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@missy @rambo @lyxzen

Today's blog is brought to you by..beverages!

Now, I will list my top 5 drinks, because picking one is too difficult and I'm bad at making decisions :) We also aren't counting water because that's a given. I drink about a gallon a day at least.

5. Turmeric ginger concoctions. Preferably with a little citrus for a sweetener. Have you ever juiced...
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@missy @rambo @lyxzen

Most of my life, like a majority of women (and men) I have felt insecure.

From being overweight, to having skin conditions, there have been only a handful of times where I have felt comfortable in my own body. I would be at public events terrified someone would be judging me. To the clothes that I wore, to the makeup I really...
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Wow! Thank you guys for the love on my set 💕 Im really happy you all love it.

"Lavandula" was shot in Hell City in Phoenix by @sunshine and was initially only going to be merch shots for the lingerie (Angela Friedman) that turned into a whole set. I always feel so comfortable around Sunnie, and I think over the years both of us just...
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Are you ready?! @sunshine and I made this just for you guys 👍

Aww wondercon is over 😭

I'm glad I made it at least one day! We had a great time, some other ladies that I got to see included @kiley @sirius @ecco @lyvia @hex @pulp @lua @milloux @bradley @muerta @sid and @leviathan

It was nice saying hi to you all! Saw some familiar faces and met some noobs as well 🙃 Be sure to post and
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Ive been feeling a lot better.

My medicine was slowly causing my mental and physical stability to collapse, and when I finally admitted that to myself, I got off and felt ten times better. Acne medicine (spironolactone and yaz for hormonal acne) was doing much more damage than good. I think Ive already touched on this subject, so onward!

I got to see my bb
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@lyxzen @missy @rambo

Hey all! Thought I would pop in and say hello. I have an eventful month I thought I would share with you :)

Last weekend I spent with @ecco 💕 She dyed my hair and we hung out on periscope having a taco disco party. (This was before she did my hair)

This upcoming weekend I am going BACK to San Diego
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@missy @rambo @lyxzen

Hi! Im not dead. Promise

Ive been at school (esthetics) and being a busy bee. Im halfway done and have all my practical and theory work done, just about. My teacher is having to make up work for me to do to keep me busy :) I guess thats a good thing. I can brag a little to you guys right?

I...
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