hmmmm I don't really know if I will be going to work tonight...Still feel like shit..I've been sleeping on,and off all night....Fuck this shit,you know?Why am I up right now?MAN I SHOULD be in my nice big bed...yeah,It's sweet..hmmm Or not...I have things to do today...blah.....!!!!!
I don't feel like I want to be by myself......
I don't really feel like myself right now,don't really...
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I don't really feel like myself right now,don't really...
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evilrabbit:
coming and going...people turn to drones...no sense of reality...
stewd:
I say all of that to myself everyday. October is coming, tho. We can not be ourselves together. In a land far far away.
Out of gas,out of road,out of car..
Don't know how I'm gonna go...
I had a drink the other day.....
Opinions were like kittens,I was givin them away...
I had a drink the other day....I had a lot to say....
And I said....
You will come down soon....
You will come down soon too....
You will come down too soon...
Soon enough you will come...
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Don't know how I'm gonna go...
I had a drink the other day.....
Opinions were like kittens,I was givin them away...
I had a drink the other day....I had a lot to say....
And I said....
You will come down soon....
You will come down soon too....
You will come down too soon...
Soon enough you will come...
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punkoff:
axls (my dog) the best
rawr_ima_monster:
hey. ok, o I haven't worked on the drawing yet, but I was working on some others last night, I put them up and everything. yay, I'm productive.
-Bye,
Dave
-Bye,
Dave
Journal update
catboner:
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liquid29:
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blah....It's too hot in my house...I just got up..I have no life....my whole body hurts,and there's nothing I can do about it right now....The pills don't help anymore....FUCK!and I'm so sick of doing the SAME thing every fuckin day.....It's getting REAL old....jhkdasfklahsd;goifsjhkb......I sleep,get up..and go to work....come home...play on the computer,then sleep some more.and go back to work!!!NICE!!!I really need to get out more....BUT....There is...
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pyrocide:
Sorry to hear that your mom isn't supportive at all =(
evilrabbit:
just because someone brought you into this world doesn't mean you owe them anything...what a world to be in...
Truly sorry,I see clearly......
Truly lonely,this place is flatter than it seems...
I'm upset,and I leave the door open wide....
Our hearts are used up,cracked and dry....
Pulled the scabs off of regrets......
We haven't learned to eat our consciencs yet.....
Truly lonely,this place is flatter than it seems...
I'm upset,and I leave the door open wide....
Our hearts are used up,cracked and dry....
Pulled the scabs off of regrets......
We haven't learned to eat our consciencs yet.....
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emily:
I wanna go back to sleep.....
evilrabbit:
i wish i could keep my "junk" in a jar, so i could go around to everyone and say "Hey this is my junk, wanna touch it!"...just a thought
hahahah at work last night..We had a BIG ball,and toilet papper fight,well it was more like WAR!!!REALLY!I got so fucked up!I have cuts all over my arms from running into shelfs....What was REAL funny was the boss,and I told everyone to put all the balls into a cart.....and when they did..me,and my boss threw them all at the guys who didnt even have any balls...
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liquid29:
Ability to jump boxes...this is the key to victory... 
suiciety:
see last comment in my joournal.
it is in responce to your comment about you life.
it is in responce to your comment about you life.
I will kill this feeling that is inside me,and that feeling is you..........
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evilrabbit:
feel no remorse.
pyrocide:
I'm inside........ I'm you........... sad but true!!!!!
Feel free to kick me in the junk for quoting Metallica, I should do it myself, hehe.
Feel free to kick me in the junk for quoting Metallica, I should do it myself, hehe.
FUCK this town,and EVERYONE in it!!!REALLY!!I'm SO sick of the SHIT in this town!!!I'M SO OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!jkldshfajkdac ;kjg aj/krljjhgsjkghrsgsj
but really..WHAT is there for me to do,or say......I've got nothin'......................
FUUUCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLAH!!!!!!!!klhdjagfl;khad
but really..WHAT is there for me to do,or say......I've got nothin'......................
FUUUCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLAH!!!!!!!!klhdjagfl;khad
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emily:
I will kill this feeling that is inside me,and that feeling is you........
liquid29:
Kill!
Kill!
Kill!
Rest a moment...
And then...
Kill!
Kill!
Kill!
Rest a moment...
And then...
Kill!
You know...I was just thinking that I should do my journal.....buuuut I don't really have anything to say...for once!hahahahah......Well I DID hurt my knee REALLY bad at work last night.....still hurts...=( The guys at work were throwing hard balls at each other...SO I JUST HAD to play too....NOT a good plan....but it was fun!! VERY FUNNY!!I got ALL the balls that I could find....and yeah..LOTS...
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liquid29:
I was laying on that cool night
The air was still around me
And then
A touch of feathers
A light through closed lids
A cool wind across my face
I smiled without knowing why
But my heart knew
I did not stir
If it was a dream, I did not want to wake
If it was madness, I did not want sanity
If it was real...
I risked it all
Opened my eyes
But slowly...
Dreams don't run if you simply walk behind them
And angels don't flee if you don't rush to touch them
Her mouth came out of the light first
Soft and kind
Her eyes melted out of the white glow next
All my hopes and desires stirred in those pools of promise
Strength and softness as water from a stone
And then
Her face
I remembered the first time I saw the sun rise
The first time I saw what beauty was
Here I beheld it again
Knowing the fragile wonder I had found
I closed my eyes
I opened my heart
And let myself fall into her light
The air was still around me
And then
A touch of feathers
A light through closed lids
A cool wind across my face
I smiled without knowing why
But my heart knew
I did not stir
If it was a dream, I did not want to wake
If it was madness, I did not want sanity
If it was real...
I risked it all
Opened my eyes
But slowly...
Dreams don't run if you simply walk behind them
And angels don't flee if you don't rush to touch them
Her mouth came out of the light first
Soft and kind
Her eyes melted out of the white glow next
All my hopes and desires stirred in those pools of promise
Strength and softness as water from a stone
And then
Her face
I remembered the first time I saw the sun rise
The first time I saw what beauty was
Here I beheld it again
Knowing the fragile wonder I had found
I closed my eyes
I opened my heart
And let myself fall into her light
rawr_ima_monster:
I think you're takign a page from my book, not having nything to say, but still writing a big time babbly journal entry, "..." is the best punctuation.......EVER!
-ok, so tehre are halloween masks and hard balls and axes at this stoer you work at...I feel like columbo.
....Dave
-ok, so tehre are halloween masks and hard balls and axes at this stoer you work at...I feel like columbo.
....Dave
Work is only fun when you're destroying shit......and having an episode with an axe.......AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAH I'LL KILL YOU!!That's right bitch...ahahahhahahahahha Blood stains are hard to remove,but who REALLY cares!!!!!!!
.......Joke.....ha........ha???????
.......Joke.....ha........ha???????
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evilrabbit:
scream when it feels good...
lefty:
i was watching american psycho today at work.... "do you like heuy lewis and the news?"
heh heh, you know ive been playing guitar for like 7 years, mabye sometime i can teach you how to play, but that would require a big trip....
heh heh, you know ive been playing guitar for like 7 years, mabye sometime i can teach you how to play, but that would require a big trip....