emily

I'm sorry you have a boy playing stupid games with you...don't put up with it...

YES...guys all do this. The problem is that they dont realize what they are doing. See...he's not interested but he A) can't find anyone else or B) The other people he wants aren't interested in him. All guys do it and the ones who say they don't either haven't dated or are lying to get into your pants..which trust me, lots of guys would lie to you to get in your pants. The problem is that you are there every time he comes back. As long as you let him he will keep this up. You need to not let him touch you. Not even a hug. He's gotta be shown that he's hurting you. And don't even think about getting back with him cuz he will continue. If you're going to be friends you have to put a barrier between the two of you. Sorry but it's the only way.

um...that sucks..you should go break your landlords toilet..

Were you not planing on coming here?

you need some eddie izzard to cheer you up

"Hitler never played RISK when he was a kid. ....
And Hitler ended up in a ditch covered in petrol on fire! So thats fun. I mean thats funny, cause he's a mass murdering fuckhead."

and if that doesn't work, you can pray to "Jeff the God of Biscuts"

yer too cute fer frowns...poo...you need to feel better. otherwise I can't hit on you. JK...poo...but the poem thing was very touching

Emily...you want to talk about things with me...i'm not being weird i'm just a little concerned about ya hon...*hugs*

things always hit rock bottom before they get better

wow t hat is a pretty bad scennario , I can understand your agro attitude for sure . I had a friend die a few weeks ago too . He was the uncle of our neighbors nextdoor , a cool old dude who had just turned 60 the week before . We spent the weekend in vegas tearing it up . He died one week after his birthday of a heart attack . Anyhow . . . sorry to hear about the grief , and I guess . . . I just hope things start looking up ! It's never ALL bad !

Heheh. I am glad you lykte itt. Well I'm off to get ready for New Years' Eve revelry and crap. No one I know is having a party or anything, damnit. I'm going to Providence's very own first night to see some bands and shiznit. Or perhaps I'll suck my own meat thermometer. Or perhaps I'll run for several miles and get as sweaty and crotch-rot smelling as possible then go and invade people's personal space.

I love you too!!

Tane

yeha it's my set for submiting to get in ..which i hope i do so i can do more....well actualy i have um....48 now..only becuase my multi millionare uncle sent me 20...CHEAP!! he could have spared at least 100 or 50
oh and please don't kill me..if you were here i would get you some smokes or a cigar

*cleans up the barf*

What was that about? I dunno. Sometimes nonsense comes out of my head. It seemed so over the top sexist to me as to be ridiculous. It was also supposed to be a sort of satire on the views apparent in the history of western civilization. If you look at how society has been structured since the ancient greeks and romans and even up until the middle of the 20th century... That sort of thing doesn't always come across so well in type. Perhaps I shouldn't let crap like that spill out of my brain at people that don't really know me or my messed up sense of humor. I appologize if you found it offensive in any way. As for the remaining friends thing... I'm glad you're doing so well with it. All that anger is a tremendous amount of weight to carry around with you. Letting it go and forgiving is always a good thing in my experience. Again I'm sorry if I offended you with my weird humor. : /

Oh Emily, I'm so sorry to hear about this. That guy sounds like a total jerk. That was a total shitty way to break up. No tact. Just remeber karma is a bitch. He'll get his eventually. Come to L.A. for New Years take things off your mind.
(((((hugs)))))))

Look...the guy is a pig. I have no other word for someone who can be so callous with so much history involved, let alone another person's feelings.
Maybe this will help:
"When we are strong, we are always much greater than the things that happen to us.--Thomas Merton (No Man Is an Island)
Be strong...live well...it's the best revenge.
Good luck.

men suck!

You really really dont need him.

aw thanks for the compliments babe! i couldn't be an SG though, i have too many body issues. and don't argue with me on this one, i know better than you. BUT, i am going to take some nudie pics of a friend pretty soon and she's all kinds of show-off, so maybe they'll be popping up 'round these parts... *kisses*

thank you very much. I too like my pic. I have been obsessed with taking pictures of my sock monkey lately. And it has been lovely