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A good friend of mine from college had that happen to her at birth. And, yes, she's drop dead beautiful, too. You'd never know now that she was born a hermaphrodite.

When I read your journal I thought, "Wow. That operation must be more common than I thought. Here are two amazing looking girls both born w/ both sets of equipment...."

Then I read the last line.....Guess you got me.

Would be amazing if it was true lol happy april fools .. P.s. I love your sets

If i didn't live hundreds of miles away I'd pay attention to you. he must have massive will power to ignore you. either that or I'm weak cause I couldn't do it!

If you can't think of a reason he's ignoring you, perhaps the problem lies not between the two of you, but alongside, some non-corporeal spectator that isn't quite spectating, and is having an adverse effect on him, on you, and (as a result) the both of you.

In other words, something might be upsetting him. Yes you're a beautiful and seemingly-amiable (suicide) girl, and yes, you have what most guys would consider a lovely chest. To answer your question, though: no, that is not always enough. It's very possible that something is wrong or, dare I say, very wrong, and that this something might not have anything to do with you (for better or for worse). My best advice (implying that my advice is most likely not the best advice to receive, but rather my own personal best) is to talk to, if not confront, him about it. Letting problems stagnate is not usually the best way to go about things. Imagine, if you would, a bowl of Campbell's condensed chicken soup (you were a kid once, you have to ha've had it at some point). If you eat it right away, it's (arguably) tasty, delicious, etc. Or if you happen to find out that you do not like that shitty chicken soup, at least now you know. However, if you let it sit on your table while you pout at it, it's going to get that nasty yellow film of despair riding the surface like a fatty frisbee of disgusting. Now, no matter if you actually would enjoy the soup or not, you DO NOT want that nasty yellow shit.

My (somewhat vague) point is that you either find out what's wrong and it's a good (relatively, obviously, for the situation) or bad thing, or you let it slip away into ShitVille, USA (zip 12601) and it's all bad. Very bad.

Again, this is only from my own experience, and I'm just trying to help you in the best way I can. If you disregard EVERYTHING I have said, just please, please, keep in mind that there are people who care about you, in your social life, your academic life, your SG life, et al., and many of them would do their best to make you happy. If anything, keep that in mind, and maybe it won't be so hard to caulk your wagon and float it down the Columbia River.

In a manner of speaking.

<3, always.

hmmm, I wonder what your tattoo is....

HOOORAAA!! New ink baby!! I'm jealous as hell!

I caught a post in Reagen's joural, I think, a few weeks back about when they had her picture up for SG on MySpace how ppl where talking shit about her being an SG but not having alot of tattoo's.. Stupid ppl just stupid..

Cheer up finals are comming but will soon be over
Whoooray for spring and summer!!

I feel the same about what i write in SG at times too, seeming my gf is also a member on here, just feel a little restrained.

I was going to suggest the girls only group too...but someone beat me to it!

was ur body sculpted by michelangelo?

Aww, thank you. I use Pantene. It was actually being sort of unruly that day, but it was one of those rare times when I felt like taking pictures.

Yeah, I really don't blame you for not keeping a personal journal. But if you don't want to keep one at home, you could always make a private livejournal or something, so that no one can read it. I have no doubt that some feelings are better to get out.

Hope you do well on your final projects. But from what I've seen, I'm sure you will.

Oh, yea, that is creepy. Did he ask for them to be unwashed too? I try to give people the benefit of the doubt, but it sounds like he made it quite clear why he wanted them. As a matter of fact, there was an older fellow on the site that recently became very irritable and petulent. He even got zotted from the site for making fun of some girl. Probably not the same guy, but an interesting coincidence.

lulu is hot. u will need a shitload of belts for the costume. u should really come to Otakon. if u do come and can't get a hotel i open my hospitality to let u stay in my room but u would have to pay a little bit. also that guy is a perv. glad u didn't sell them. if u are collecting sg things see if Quinne has prints left. love ya lots hun!

maybe all you need is a change. try and be creative with that, but try and make it a big change.

You should do your set.. in the costume!

i think i would be in heaven if you did

How you been lately?

Stay with meat. Meat is good. Meat is your friend.

If everyone was randomly singing and dancing to showtunes on the street all day I'd be miserable.

hmmmmmm, clay...

i think all i ever made a school was an ashtray

*edited because im a prat*

[Edited on Feb 05, 2006 10:25AM]