disease

well wednesday is here and i will attend manray where i will in fact still have an eyeliner infatuation. but zeke isgoing away so i will have my big bed to myself, well fatswill probably protect me. well workin tomorrow, dancing to come soon.yeay.

so i am sick from work today. catching upon down time. sleep, eat, play with this box//no no not MYbox silly asses.. okie im sure ill be on and off all day long,though i maybe cancelled at any given time.

hooray i passed my cpr and first aid tests today, tomorrow i go for anatomy. whoohoo hooodoooeeee. okie well i am gonna try to get some fo this sickness in the old tum tum to go away so i might be able to go dancing tongiht. yippeee skipeeee

i went to manray as usual/ it was fun, but quite possibly the eyeliner boy crush might be over. it was a long haul but i think tonight it terminated. not definite on this....i danced like shit on a stick though. poop///i got wotrk tomorrow/ aftermanray i went to the common ground to flyer. it was boring and i didnt know anyone there really. so...
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yeah right......ok, i had one fo those hell days......fuuck. i went to by soda and there was a line out the door, i walked back across the street, tried to take a piss in the order engorged facitlites alas there was no toilet paper, in ANY of the stalls....nice one. real nice...

i am needing to sleep...i got more tattoos, and i really love them. new calf/shin tattoos- boy and girl monkey heads- and a geisha on my right thigh.....yeay for john he rocks...excellent artist. and smells good to boot.hehe

i just got back from manray where i danced and through out a compliment for once to someone. it felt good but then i felt stupid and lame like a 7th grader or something...too tired to deal. why cant we just get along?

just got back from the shop, yesterday was a bad day, near break up...near loss of sanity. little regrouping went on...i feel better today, but i still need to go through some old piles of thought and sift out asome bad ideas. only on herefor a short while more. okie byebye for now...band practice time...

im saying goodbye for real. signing up on bme. its more useful for my career as it would be...ill be her til thismonth runs out. okie goodnight/

i just want to dance with you. i just want to say something. i always have this build up. weekly...i want you to know i mean you. i need you to want that information. take it away from me. i just wish i would stop seeing you because if you werent there i would have to learn the truth be told. told that i dont...
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well i woke up this morning after fright night onthe tv...well just refer to my last journal entry...then my dog decided he had to piss all over himself in his kennel as to avoid letting me see him doing it so i wouldnt get mad....well i did anyway but not too bad since i know he mst be sick or something to have done that....do...
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ive been up all night watching videos of the twin towers. its terrible...i dont know why, because i truly hate the media for all the hype. i find mself interested in what thegirefighters have to say, but the news just gets furhter and further away from what really happend with their dramatic documentaries.. not to say these peoople dont deserve to sharfe their stories. it...
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