Hello dears,
I've been ever so grateful that so many of you have kept me in your thoughts these last few weeks. Everything has sort of died down to some semblance of a routine, which, frankly, is quite comforting. I've got school starting next week, so I'm looking forward to attacking that with ethusiasm. I've spent countless hours with my little ones on the sofa.... Read More
Thanks to everyone who gave me encouragement and advice. I've changed my major and am now extremely content with my decision. It's really a lot of fun looking into what I'll be able to do with my degree, especially as far as educating the masses goes.
While I impatiently wait for the end of the semester, I'll be sending you my hugs and kisses.
I went through several majors until I settled into the school of the arts. I did everything from the sciences to business. It finally came down to what will I love to do every day. I hope your decision takes you to all the places you dream of.
I'm in a bit of a crisis that will hopefully be resolved soon. During the last few semesters, I've begun to seriously dislike my Knes classes. I originally went into this field because I wanted to help people. The desire is still there, but the classes that are supposed to be my favorites are the ones that I dread attending. Its become about how much... Read More
My dearest Chride,
I too have been there many times. I became a pharmacist at 21 to first "Turn Pro" and also to fund any future grad school/med school endeavors. It did for 34 years but I kept coming back to pharmacy for the bucks. I finally got a letter in June from our attorney general Jerry brown for telling my boss to fuck off, and I have to go to court in Feb. What a crock! So I may find myself in the same dilemma. I think the best thing to do is to stay true to your own feelings and instincts about how you define happiness. i like the journey of discovery that comes with exploration. I ran out of course work in grad school to take. i liked it all I wouldn't recommend pharmacy or medicine too many posers between you and the patient.
I like that new B/W picture on your profile, stunning as always !!
When you get to thinking of leaving it all behind, you don't feel so much bad as you feel sad. I'm tired of feeling bad about myself. About my behaviors. About the way I feel when I'm alone. About getting older. About the way I look. Those few extra pounds and inches. It's all done now. It has been for a while. I know who... Read More
One more week of school. Thank the gods! I've been back and forth between horribly anxious and manic since all of this started. I've also actually been looking forward to work (strange). Some mindless conversation, booze, and nakedness are just what the doctor ordered--along with some happy pills. My old man and my family have helped out so much (even though they've threatened to commit... Read More
So, school's been pretty sucky (just a lot of bullshit "busy work"), so I've decided to abduct my sis and go watch sparkly vampires with a flask of Jameson. We take a swig every time Jacob shows his abs, so it's going to be a drunk and stoopid afternoon. I'm going to cherish not having to sit here with my dogs farting all over me... Read More
Happy belated by the way, and thanks for the kind words. They made me blush like I was a human tomato (pronounce at your own digression) who just bombed in the presence of a beauty queen at the state fair.