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im perfecting the art of self destruction, just so you can redefine me.
i can finally feel something, this is starting to come together.
but just when i find direction this path splits in two.
(in the event that everything goes terrible wrong, i wish you all the best).
im promting signals directed to you, i beg you answer.
please, just answer the phone and...
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fractal:
northstar:
come home and be retarded with me dammit.
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If this is what its like to live.
Then.
You have not lived.

If this is what its like to be lonely
then.
You have never been lonely.

If this is what its like to be hurt
then.
I have not hurt you as yet.


April 12.
April 18.
May 16.

Dates in life are important mind you.

And.....
for two people I really love....
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spark_of_life:
hahah where the fuck did that come from!


Drizzunk!

supernovice:
I was just looking at your myspace thingy - pretty cool. The problem: it's late here in the uber-conservative, upscale hotel that I've been put up in. I have some decent speakers hooked to the laptop, evidently set to a very disturbing volume, for when I opened your page and that song started playing - I almost shit myself... I think the neighbors may have called security as well... We'll see in a few minutes. kiss
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I figured it was time for an update. Since Ive been really fucking busy at doing nothing and then suddenly...BAM

i started working again.

Ive been out of the kitchen for 2 whole godamned months.
I have cried myself to sleep at night cause I thought it was all over.

cause im lame like that.

Now...its ok. I think its going to be ok.
I...
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niobe:
You are beautiful!
missingpiece:
look up bronx, hes here but kinda lost
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nak:
we need to set a date so it will actually happen..... i went by the bar for a minute, fucking crowded..
fractal:
bok
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So, for all of you mayb know (or may not know) That I have been unemployed for over a month now. My parents and I had an agreement that if I didnt find a job around here, I would be leaving.

And for fucks sake, no matter how hard I tried so I could prove to them I earn earn some cash before I left,...
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jersey_escapist240340:
dude, i'm moving to San Fransisco next week...the city fuckin rocks, i'm working at a restaurant there...
brett_bretterson:
When and whereabouts in Santa Barbara? If you're looking for work, there's actually quite a few places looking for waitstaff along State ( they're just not looking for bartenders . mad ) Oh, and if you're looking for a place, I might have a roomate moving out, but it depends when you're gonna get here. ($575/month. Includes utilities except gas)
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queenofhearts:
ow the pain. totally random, but you have such a cutie little nose
gardimus:
I can't tell if you are being sarcastic or not. Micheal is indeed a very interesting, sad sad person.
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Hallo.

So, time for another update. This time Im a flow of words, but I really dont know if its appropriate for here. Id like to be positive, but its become quite hard lately.

Luckily, I have a weenie in my life. Oh yes. The Spartacus. He is oh so awesome.

Being unemployed fuckign sucks. Finding a job sucks. Furthermore, finding a job in the...
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doxie:
Is that EVANGELION?! Or something else?
twinkie:
I saw your TwwlyLand pics in Oryx's journal!!! Your new tattoo is awesome!

Come to SF for burritos!
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quasi_sean:
I'm down like a clown, sweetie. smile
campbell:
love love love love
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sinope:
oh good grief GIR!! GIIIIIIIIIIR you have gir.

Ahem.

Your new set with Kesington is freaking hot by the way...and not hoot, as I realise my comment might read biggrinbiggrin

kiss
anthonycasanova:
im totally in love with the writing down your side, im going to get my first tattoo tomorrow ... yours just looks amazing
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kensington:
lets book our appointments with VonScotch soon he books a month ahead.
gardimus:
been awhile.