I'm just the worst.

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I am, i really am just the worst. I used to really enjoy writing blogs and taking part in online shenanigans but lately, i've just not had the drive.
As many of you know, I suffer greatly from anxiety and depression and lately i've been a roller coaster. each day is so different from the previous one that feel as if i am entering a...
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pertdz:
OMG I hope you´re feeling better...
floppygoff:
A smile, the loudest thing in the room :)

Saturday

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okay okay i know, i know. I'm horrible at my SG homework. I've never ever ever ever ever been good at completing anything. Call it homework and my brain goes all "fuck the man" and i ignore it. That being said, I'm going to do better, i swear. just not right now because I'm dead tired from a busy day of planning shoots and exciting...
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miabelle:
Space Ghost!!! <3
lyxzen:
Zorak is a suitable replacement for homework. ;)

Saturday

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Hello guys! If you're a hopeful or Suicide Girl in the Vancouver or surrounding areas, or you'd like to travel to the shootfest, we are now looking to fill in a few of the spots!

The shootfest is scheduled from August 22-26th this summer. We are looking to book the Symphony Suite at the Moda hotel in Vancouver.

The cost will approximately be $100 for...
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Tuesday

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It has been WAY TOO LONG since I wrote a blog and I'm feeling like a real jerk for it.

Thankfully with the new instagram linkage situation, I'm not totally MIA.

What have I been doing? honestly, nothing. :( I've mostly been stuck in my house dealing with mental health issues (when am I not?) and kidney stones. I've been neglecting a lot of things...
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johnnysniper:
Hooray for the trip! That's great that you did it, and that it went so well. Hope the shootfest is as much fun!
vancityboi:
Quesnel is a beautiful place, ive always wanted to visit, heck its not even far of a drive. Glad you had fun missy :)

What is your best advice?

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Hello my loves!
@missy and @rambo have assigned this weeks blog topic to be "What is you best advice?"

gah. This is definitely a hard one for me and I probably should have written on last week's topic instead (write about your pets) But alas, here I am giving you my partially unsolicited advice.

I suppose my best advice is advice that I give myself....
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miabelle:
<3
kekili:
I like that

10 Random Facts about Ceres!

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This is a blog assignment from @missy and I'm happy to be able to share.

10 random facts about me:

1. I am mildly sensory defensive. Basically that means that I'm over-sensitive to specific textures and tactile situations. More so than most. I suppose it's harder to explain that I thought it would be. Most people really dislike the sound of nails on a chalkboard...
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vancityboi:
1) I never knew about sensory thingy that you have actually existed,  so i learned something new. I like learning new things 2) Lol at the driving part 3) I'm a lefty too,  however I got used to doing most things with both hands except writing and eating with chopsticks.  4) I also went to see the Blackheart burlesque and it was my first time seeing them,  however it was definitely one on my bucket list.  And lastly thanks for sharing this.. It was awesome. Oh and last thing kickers video, perfect way to start hump day :) 
legman:
" dry skin"  I don't like that, either!   " I saw the DMV and got so excited that I had completed the test that I ran the last stop sign on the route." LOL!   "I have an obsession with tiny homes"  they ARE cute!

How has SG changed your life?

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This week, @missy gave the blog assignment: How has SG changed your life?


How hasn't SG changed my life.
gah! I cannot stress enough, how grateful I really am for being accepted into such a loving, supportive, and real community of people. Before SG, I lacked confidence, understanding, and the ability to appreciate the beauty in everyone, including myself. I have an incredible amount...
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palebreast:
this excites me so much! i am about to shoot my set , and this inspires me!! empowerment and love and kisses to you xxx
gamerdave:
I love this :) A lot of this was why I joined the SG community. I haven't been really getting exposed to it until recently and I'm really looking forward to doing whatever I can for this great group of people :)

"Tell us about your favorite set and the day you shot it"

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I love the idea of blog topics. I'm behind on this, but I thought I'd write one anyway.

So, the topic is: Your favorite set and the day you shot it.
I really love each of my sets so much, all for different reasons. Shooting is always a really wonderful time. There's honestly no feeling like it, for me at least. It's exciting, sensual,...
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ceres:
@marceline right back atchuuu cutie pie! <3
emanuel:
I love each and every one of your sets. ♥ Great photos! PS: Happy Belated Birthday, Ceres! ^^

Monday

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sup 2014?

the end of 2013 was pretty rad for me. I mentioned in my last post that @Dwam tattoo'd me. But she also took photos of me in @stormyent 's apartment. And she also took photos of @harajuku (whom I got to perv on <3 )

(photos by @stormyent, @harajuku, & @dwam)

So far 2014 has been normal.

I'm still dealing with pain and
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ceres:
@johnnysniper I love Damned so far! but i'm not finished so i can't give you a proper recommendation :)
johnnysniper:
Well I'll be interested to hear once you've finished - knowing him there's bound to be a twist or two before you're done!
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