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hi everybody! sorry it's taken me so looooooong to update.

i had the BEST.BIRTHDAY.EVER....

my mom suprised me at work, to take me out to lunch. we both yelled at the waiter when he didn't card me for my beer.
i went home to shower, and relax alone for a bit, and read everyone's amazing birthday comments. thank you so much to everyone. you guys...
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lizarose:
Hey-- It was great to meet you on Friday! I had a blast. Thanks for making it out.

Happy birthday to both of us lovely Libran ladies!

We, like, totally rule the school and stuff. biggrin
cricket:
WOMAN!
call me asap!
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i think my floor ate my phone....
i'd call it. but it's dead.


oops.
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zgrat:
hey hon, how'd you do today? i hope you didn't have to much of a hangover shocked it was good to see you again last nite biggrin
bean:
Check your friends threads, eh. I posted a thing.
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autrix:
HOLY FUCKING HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON!!
autrix:
so when are you gonna go on aim so i can talk to you again?
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i'm going to be 21 in 16 days.





.....any suggestions??
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ripoutyourguts:
Shave all of the hair off of your body and play "Powder" or just watch the movie.
cricket:
Oh yeah baby
You know whats gonna happen!
Oh Im having a party
it's a "our lease is up so were all moviing" / "My neighbors birthday" party.
I'm gonna move to also make it "It's Cedars birthday too" party!

I cant remember the date
but its gonna be
BIG AND FUN AND HUGE AND NUTS AND YOU CAN COME TOO BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!


[Edited on Sep 28, 2005 2:29PM]
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wanna know who i really am?

i listen to sad sad music, and i'm a wacky wacky girl.
i have pajamma dance parties by myself at 2 in the afternoon.
i paint dark things so they don't have to stay in my head.
i'm in love with someone i don't think i'll ever find again.
the sound of an electric guitar through a synthisizer can...
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ronin_026:
7 siblings: 4 half, 3 step. 2 of them don't know me either. All our pain is different. No one can know what makes us feel the way we do. But it's us that makes us either happy, sad, loved, or lonely.

~Matt
grayblue:
snail or e? what's up darlin'?
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IT'S RAINING!!!!!!!!!!





i could fucking cry. it's so beautiful outside right now.
the smell of the oil comming off the water. the sound the rain is making as cars drive through it and upwards to canyon.

is this fall? has my season finally come? blessed blessed cold calm clear. i've missed you.
find me a book, a boy, and a passion. cold toes meeting under...
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originaldaddio:
Yeah I had a rain journal too. Just not as poetic. It sure is a relief though. smile

-Daddy
arik:
october is almost here! and, clearly, that's the best month of the year. i can't wait for all kinds of walks through the leaves, good books and hot chocolate. sweaters and cardigans. god damn i love fall.

oh and you still haven't called. just my way of reminding you that i'm still waiting. patiently though smile
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woah, holy new gorgeous site layout. i severly approve.
score +1 for olivia...







sorry i've been m.i.a....
mom's getting married in about 14 hours....
lots to do. lots to do. lots to do. lots to do. lots to do.

promises. promises. pictures, updates, apologies, responces, calls, e-mails, and all out gloriousness soon.
love to the llama, the cricket, the arik, and the superficial.

xoxox....
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llamapuppet:
Love right back from the Llama. Take care of you lovely self.
jj_r0x0rz:
hope you mom wedding goes smooth
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ormr:
Excuse me but should I start writing things again?
gofuserectus:
thanks you for adding me as a friend sweet Cedar!! bless you!! a kis on you, here, there, here and there, and here and there! biggrin
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when i was about 16 or 17, i recorded the outgoing message on my answering machine to say "(insert real name here) is deceased. please leave your condolences after the beep...."

a few days later an ex-boyfriend of mine shows up at my door step, trying to give condolences to my mother, and find out the details of my death.

my mother just yelled up...
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zgrat:
lol sucker...
superficial:
haha... that's funny. smile

p.s. i'm still waiting... you know what for...
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so i'm at this bar...
and i'm having an amazing time with my friends...
and i'm doing okay with two really heavy handed 'red headed sluts'...

and then we wander outside when the bar closes....
and we're talking about suicide girls, and high school and work with out new friends....

and then this guy gets stabbed four times...
and suddenly i'm screaming to apply pressure...
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llamapuppet:
puppymuffins!
llamapuppet:
what kind of music can I send you?