and in more recent news, one miss cedar suicide got really confused over the state of her life this past weekend.
story at eleven.....
got to hang out with so many people i missed very much! sunset junction was beyond fun. struted out on stage with the eagles of death metal, and rocked ass with the girls of the sg live tour. had my love... Read More
but i know what i want. i fear the next time i bend, i'll just snap and break.
take a look at my body look at my hands
there's so much here that I don't understand
your face saving promises whispered like prayers
I don't need them
I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
as if... Read More
what makes you think you can treat people that way?!!
it's not fucking okay.....
it's not okay to lie to me.
it's not okay to keep the truth hidden.
it's not okay to avoid me.
it's not okay to lead me on.
it's not okay to tell me you've stopped seeing other people, when you quite obviously haven't.
it's not okay to say "you'll like... Read More
i'll be living in a house with a really sweet couple, and their two dogs. i'll have my own little room, with pretty white walls, and hard wood floors. and my own little bathroom, with a cedar sized shower.
i'm so fucking nervous....excited.....terrified....ellated....
but i really think i can do this....
i have the flu. it's fucking august and i have the flu.
my grandfather is threatening to kick me out of the house.
the bonds in my family are degenerating.
my crazy aunt came over a few days ago, and ended... Read More
do you ever get stuck with an image from the past, playing in your head over and over again? like a broken and unresolved record. one that sits there and begs for answers. one that i don't think i'll get over for a while. i'm not heart broken. just confused.....
i was dating this guy for a year. we were practically living together. other than... Read More
That's some helluva post. I came here from your monogamy thread and I have to say I'm glad things are going better for you. Best of luck with boy A. You seem like a sweet kid. Here's to hoping you can find some happiness there.
i love this city. there are so many fucking amazing things. so many random people to talk to, or who are talking at you. so many wonders beneath the dirt and grim. los angeles is gorgeous, if only you were to take a breath and notice it.
stopped at fred's today. sat at the counter by myself, and wolfed down... Read More
yeah... work sucks. i'm headed there in a few minutes. i'm especially not in a good mood because the first day back after a week long "vacation" always sucks... and to make things worse my "vacation" didn't go as hoped/planned/intended. actually, it kinda sucked! so, yeah, i'm so not looking forward to today.
bleh.
i hope you have a good day, though.
thanks for the random picture... it was pretty cool.
i lost mine as well when i moved. Sucks having to get up and change the channel. I sometime swish i had a chip installed in my brian that would allow me to change the channel......of course the 3 foot walk isn't that hard either
