catrina

"Every day is another nail in your coffin
sealed inside and forgetting all light
take as much as you can -shove it down
and choke on the best years of your life
this is life - so welcome to it
this is life - it's the way it is
this is life - so get used to it
this is life - it doesn't get...
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"I hate myself more than I ever let on
Im burned out at 22
I've lived too fast and I loved too much and Ill die too young, but I chose this cup that I drank from
Knew what I was getting into. But I couldnt let out what I had to keep in
Im ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins that Ive committed and...
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Life's a bitch and then you die.
That's why we get high.
Cause you never know when you're gonna go.

So last night obert and I went to see The Murder City Devils in LA. It was a lot of fun as specialy seeing as I have never seen them before. The only thing that sucked was it was packed and hard to watch a lot of the time and i was surrounded but drunk idiots haha but other than that it ruled.

Robert and...
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So I've been working now for almost 2 weeks at the SD Deja Vu!! I've been making decent money, I'd still like a normal job but this works for now i suppose. I'm working every night this week (mon, tues, wen, thurs) so hopefully I'll be rich by Friday!

I'm doing Club Suicide on Valentine's day for the first time so that should be interesting....
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So I'm auditioning at a club in SD tonight I fianlly got my dancers license taken care of. It's a Deja Vu club so that will be nice considering that I've always worked at there clubs. I'm pretty sure they will hire me but I'm hoping they will let me work tonight as well because I am hurting in the money department!! If they wont...
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Robert just left to work so im going to try and go back to sleep for another couple of hours.
i have an interview at guess at 2 today!! Yay i hope i get it!!
and im having breakfast with my friend i havent seen in like a year and dinner and beers with another i havent seen in equaly as long so today shouldnt...
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Soooo some shitty/ annoying shit has happened. That club I got hired to well I worked one day and I worked so hard that I am sick and have been sick for like 4-5 days and I only made $140 : ( They put me on stage seriously like 50 times! So the next day I took off to rest and went in the following...
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Well Robert and I are all moved into our new home here in Oceanside. i like it a lot so far its been warm everyday and its pretty. The people out here suck but that was to be expected haha.

I got hred to a club today I start tomorrow morning. It's called Main Attraction, it is knda hokey but it will have to do...
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BAHHUMBUG!
I can't stand the holidays. People loose all sense of direction and fuck just sense in general and become complete mongoloids! I can't seem to get shit done because everyones running around like chickens with there heads cut off haha. I know I'm no fun, but moving is stressful enough and than on top of it dealing with dummies!

My house is completely packed...
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Robert and I got the place!!! They just called and confirmed, I'm so excited! Now i just need to make the money for the move haha. The 26th is only like 9 days away, so crazy how quickly everythings happened, but I'm excited.

And on that note time for something I am not as excited about : ( I can't take my kitty Maguro with...
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Tonight will be a lot of fun! Robert and I are going to Santa Cruz to see Agnostic Front. If you're into hardcore/ punk than you'll understand why I'm stoked! I'm eating a grilled cheese with pepper jack cheese, sausage, and breakfast potatoes right now... haha I win.

We found a place in Oceanside so hopefully we can get it. Everyone keep your fingers crossed!...
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